Today I got up at 8. Slept for maybe 7 hours. Meditated for a long time after starting the pee rags. Counted to 10k! EFT and chakra alignment. Some handstands and played some AJ. K got up and we ate breakfast on the balcony in the sun. It was pretty chilly but nice and sunny. It was like 45º. Then we did body pump and I made a smoothie for us. Then we walked to the mailbox to mail some postcards and an order. I made lunch when we got home and K got in the shower. We had roasted sweet potatoes with a fried egg and tahini sauce. I did the dishes, she did a tiny client task and then we meditated. I may have dozed for a second... did a little counting but didn't get very high. Then we chatted R for a bit. Then I've been on my comp since then doing the bookkeeping and online shopping.

Every time i see "It is impossible for me to have any unfulfilled needs or desire" i remember how much i love quar... i do love this time. i love meditating. i love going within. i love being at home. i love cooking and working out at home. i love being on my computer. i love the internet. i did get pretty thirsty for a drink last night tho. i've been feeling snacky as hell. i must be gaining hungry muscle.

But i already brushed my teeth for the day and am hoping to lay off the snacks for the night.

I do feel the tiniest bit bored. I would like to find a way to entertain myself other than tv. I would like to start reading a little more...

Ok whatever let's get this party started.

SO happy and grateful to be awake and alive! SO happy and grateful to have my health and home and wife and kitties!

So happy and grateful to have some income. SO happy and grateful for sales and orders and payments. SO happy and grateful to always have plenty. SO happy and grateful to know i'm in the right place at the right time. SO happy and grateful to have lmod! So happy and grateful to be fit! SO happy and grateful to be in control of my vibration! SO happy and grateful to be making my best work!

So happy and grateful to trust the process of life. SO happy and grateful to have a standing desk now. SO happy and grateful to have friends.

So happy and grateful to have plenty. SO happy and grateful to have plenty of meals. SO happy and grateful to be focused finally. SO happy and grateful to be here now. So happy and grateful to trust that my inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form and experience according to my needs and desires.

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life?

Wouldn't it be nice to wake up to way more subs? WOuldn't it be nice to let go? Wouldn't it be nice to be inspired to sew and paint? Wouldn't it be nice to have a plan and execute it? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like making art? Wouldn't it be nice to do kind things for others? Wouldn't it be nice to give? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better and better as the night goes on? WOuldn't it be nice to feel like making music? WOuldn't it be nice to talk to someone fun on the phone? Wouldn't it be nice to feel inspired? WOuldn't it be nice to see my path light up for me? Wouldn't it be nice to find a great book to read? WOuldn't it be nice to let go of my resistance?

I intend to have the best night of my life. I intend to love myself and not give a fuck. I intend to play and have fun. I intend to go with the flow. I intend to live hte magick life. I intend to let what i want come to me. I intend to make my best owrk. I intend to not give a fuck! i intend to let life live me! I intend to be here now. I intend to be in a good mood! I intend to transmute my contrast!

What is your contrast?
I feel uninspired, a little bored, a little stir crazy, and i want to go to a restaurant. I want to feel excited and have things to look forward to. I want to feel loved and connected.

What is the contrast making you ask for? LOVE AND CONNECTION LOVE AND CONNECTION

Breathe in and connect to your source
breathe out and say thank you for all you have! you have your health and home and wife and kitties and food! you have all you could ever need!

breathe in and say yes!
BNreahte out and say thank yoU! It's all for you! You wanted this!

Breathe in and let what you want come to you!
breathe out and trust the process of life!

it's all working out in your favor! what would you do if you knew it was all going to happen the way you want??

I WANT TO LAUGH
that's what I want to do
i want the relief of laughing with friends
having a drink with friends
the relief of feeling loved and connected with friends
connection
love
relief
laughter
that's what i want

breathe in and let it come to yoU!
breathe out and let it come to you! it's all for you ! It's on the way! Just say thank you!