So Quar Day 16. It's getting better. It's really no different from our lives in winter. Definitely walking around way less and 0 grocery store trips, but it's fine. We go on the balcony. It's fine. It was sunny today. It's fine.

Today I woke up around... 830 or something. We went to bed early last night. I did all my morning stuff... some handstands, eft and chakra alignment. Then... hmmm... I thought about my new what's the activity zine for a little bit... and meditated... then K got up and I made a fresh pot and we had breakfast. I planned on doing my CoC handbook but remembered I Had to call about Adobe payments.

So I called them around... 11am and was on hold for 40 minutes, but they gave me a two month credit! They wouldn't let me do K's on the same phone call so I had to call back. I called at noon, and I didn't talk to someone until 3:12! But they gave K 3 months free! So they are really on our good side. V grateful for a company doing right!

While I was on hold, I updated all of the School's plugins, and the theme. K and I talked about some tasks and assigned them. I transcribed my video for today. I think I also filled out my MMR while on hold. And we had some toast.

So it was like 2:30 and I was still on hold, and we were supposed to do Body Pump. So we got ready and started the class, and it wasn't until the chest track that they took me off hold. I happily spoke with them, we finished class, and then I got right in the shower.

After I showered, K showered and I scrolled twitter that whole time to see what the gov address was about. Still have no desire to go anywhere! It's so serious.

Then we meditated. Ah yes that's where the Pro plan comes in. I read the part "I am totally confident in letting go and letting God appear as the abundant all sufficiency in my life and affairs" and decided to lay down and close my eyes because I was so wrecked from pump. I was like, I am totally confident in letting go and letting god take care of everything. I will sleep.

I must have fallen asleep for a moment, because when it was over I was pretty refreshed. We made dinner immediately (peanut stew with brown rice leftovers, 4th day in a row). K did the dishes bc she's an angel. Then we started the laundry. I cut my bangs! And now here I am.

Today I am so grateful we already have weights for our home gym. So grateful we can afford lmod. So grateful to have a huge bedroom with enough room to workout.

So grateful for Ryan. So grateful for good music. So grateful for la croix. So grateful for SoLD. So grateful for hot showers! So grateful for water! So grateful for humidifiers! So grateful for sunshine! So grateful for my health! So grateful for perfect timing. So grateful for cookies! SO grateful for gifts in the mail! SO grateful we love our home! SO grateful to already have everything I need!

So grateful to be here now. SO grateful to remember to ask what's the activity!

So grateful to be back in control of my vibration. So grateful to be disciplined. So grateful to be in the chariot. So grateful to have my friends and family. So grateful to have hot. So grateful to have pens. So grateful to have meditation. So grateful to always have plenty. So happy and grateful to have plenty to eat!

Breathing in I know I'm breathing in
Breathing out I know I'm breathing out

I am focused. I am in the flow. I am doing everything right. It's all working out for me. I am at peace with what is. I am now in the flow. I am totally confident in letting go and letting god. I am letting go and letting god. I am choosing to relax and enjoy life. I am choosing to relax and enjoy life. I am choosing to keep my attention in this moment.

What's the activity?
Breathing in i know i'm breathing in
breathing out i know i'm breathing out

roller rink memory, the lockers
god im high
breathing in i am noticing my chest breathing in
breathing out i am noticing my hands

what's the activity?
wow that's how activity is spelled

in
out

i've been seeing... latitude lines
i am remembering to smile

what's the activity?
breathing out i am here now
i am at peace with what is
i am doing everything right

breathing in i am here now
what's the activity
breathing out i am yawning

breathing out i feel good i love coffee
breathing in what's the activity
i see little balls dancing
breathing out i am letting go of thinking about what i think about

breathing in what's the activity
i am here now
i am watching it work
breathing out what's the activity
my eyes feel different when i am watching the activity

what's the activity
it's so hard to not think about the activity
so make it easier
it's easy to not think about the activity
it's easy to just watch the activity and not be the activity

breathing in i am watching the activity
breathing out what's the activity

touched my face
i am here now
breathing out i am yawning again

breathing out i am letting go of thinking about that
breathing in i am noticing my back hurts
breathing out i want better posture

i should have bought the kneeling chair
breathing in what's the activity
breathing out i am noticing resistant thoughts

what's the activity
i am here now
i am longing
reaching i feel it
what's the activity
i want to work on my little book
what's the activity for the little book
free flow
let it go