Grateful to be awake and alive! Grateful for a new day! grateful for my health and home and kitties and wife. So happy and grateful to have NMRK miracles! So happy and grateful to have a solution! So happy and grateful to feel connected! So happy and grateful to always have plenty! SO happy and grateful to have the best wife in the world! So happy and grateful to feel good in my body! So happy and grateful to have groceries! SO happy and grateful to have everything I need! SO happy and grateful to love yeah love!

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better and better as the night goes on? Wouldn't it be nice to go to bed feeling good and wake up feeling good and have good dreams? WOuldn't it be nice to remember to chant? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender to the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to experience more miracles? Wouldn't it be nice to wake up in the dream? Wouldn't it be nice to stop SEARCHING for dopamine??

Wouldn't it be nice to release my own dopamine whenever I want it? Wouldn't it be nice to feel good all day? Wouldn't it be nice to be more consistent in my moods? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and just have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my resistance? Wouldn't it be nice to remember I live the magick life?!

Wouldn't it be nice to find some new music to listen to? Wouldn't it be nice to get those CoC edits done tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to feel focused? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the best I've ever felt? Wouldn't it be nice to feel powerful and on top of the world? Wouldn't it be nice to play and be light and have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the process and surrender? Wouldn't it be nice to just relax into the now?

What feels fun?
Being energized
Dopamine hits
Eating like a ton
Getting a massage
Napping
Reading

[then i went and read a book for 30 minutes before dinner and it was energizing and interesting and i had something to talk about at dinner and i felt redeemed and i stopped shoulding on myself and felt so much better i highly recommend the what feels fun technique!]