So grateful to be awake and alive! So grateful for my health and kitties and wife and home! So grateful the rent and bills are paid! So grateful my kitties are happy and healthy! So grateful my wife is happy and healthy! So grateful to have perfect timing! So grateful to be in the flow!

I started my cycle today, on the last day of the year. A time for letting go, releasing, and making space for new. I always used to wonder why I only tripped when I had my period, but now it makes sense. When I'm bleeding, I'm literally letting go. And that is psychologically what is required to have a good trip. You gotta just let go of everything and ride the ride. Resist nothing. Just love. Just be. Just breathe.

So happy and grateful SoLD is paying the rent and bills. So happy and grateful to always have plenty of money. So happy and grateful to have ALL of my time. SO happy and grateful to have new nudes to post. SO happy and grateful to feel strong in my body. SO happy and grateful to feel attractive and vibrant. So happy and grateful to be letting go of everything holding me back. So happy and grateful to be filled with miracles and joy. So happy and grateful life is really working out for me!!

In 2020 I intend
- to be here now. In out. Love yeah love. Thank you.
- to listen.
- to stop trying to escape.
- to let what I want come to me.
- to get out of my own way.
- to have singular focus via mental code, counting, or conscious breathing.
- to live the magick life.
- for SoLD to pay all monthly expenses.
- to be friendly.
- to trust and know I have perfect timing.
- to act with love.
- to give and share more than ever.
- to be light and playful!
- to get way better at handstands.
- to workout 3x/week
- to maintain my weight of 120lb.
- to be kind and compassionate to all beings.
- to release all that isn't serving me.
- to just BE PRESENT.

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best year of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and allow perfect timing to unfold? Wouldn't it be nice to transmute my pain into joy? Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to get several orders? Wouldn't it be nice to hear from B? Wouldn't it be nice to give myself a reading? Wouldn't it be nice to do something nice for keke? Wouldn't it be nice to talk to my family? Wouldn't it be nice to go with the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to love yeah love? WOuldn't it be nice to surrender? Wouldn't it be nice to have fun?

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day ever? Wouldn't it be nice to feel inspired and creative and living the magick life? Wouldn't it be nice to stop running away and avoiding? Wouldn't it be nice to truly get a fresh start? Wouldn't it be nice to connect with the Pleiadians more? Wouldn't it be nice to remember who I am?

I am letting this be the best day of my life. I am trusting the process of life. I am allowing well being to flow. I am living the magick life. I am allowing well being to flow through my body. I am connected to the flow. I am now in the flow.

I am letting go of all that doesn't work anymore. I am letting go of my resistance. I am entering the new year in a state of relaxation and allowing. I am letting life live me this year. I am surrendering. I am trusting. I am letting love be my guide. I am taking better care of myself than ever before. I am connected to my source. I am god in human form.

I am practicing my magick. I am thinking about what I want then returning to the present. Today I want
- to work out
- to cook
- to sew
- to make my 2020 budget
- to process 20 sales and orders and payments
- to refresh the altar
- to record my best video yet
- to water the plants

So happy and grateful the mailchimp campaign worked! SO happy and grateful to be in the flow! SO happy and grateful to have a keke wind! SO happy and grateful to feel good in my body!

So happy and grateful to have the best day of my life. SO happy and grateful to count to 10.6k!

So happy and grateful to be in a good mood! So happy and grateful to lighten up! So happy and grateful it's all working out for me! So happy and grateful to have the best workout of my life! So happy and grateful to have energy! SO happy and grateful to be connected to the flow! SO happy and grateful to be connected to my higher self! So happy and grateful to LET GO OF CONTROL!!!

That's really my primary intention this year: TO LET GO OF CONTROL!

I love it when I write. I love it wheN I do the work. I love it when I feel good. I love it when I COUNT. I love it when I keep up with my habits. I love it when I do my handstands. I love it when I play music. I love it when I feel good about life! I love it when I feel good in my body! I love it when I eat well! I love it when I feel disciplined and strong! I love it when I master my mind and body! I love it wheN life is fun! I love it when I trust the process of life! I love it when it all works out! I love it when we get PASSIVE INCOME and HUGE ORDERS!

Dear Jessica,
Relax and enjoy the ride! You're doing everything right!