I Count

Jessica Mullen

I Count

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to be here now. So happy and grateful to relax into the now. So happy and grateful I can let life be fun and easy.

I can let go I can stop beating myself up i can stop conforming and i can let this day be easy i can let the flow through me i can believe in myself i can have fun and i can be fun and i can relax

i can choose to lighten up and relax i can choose to feel good and have a good day i can choose to be energized and i can choose to let go when it's time i can let go when it's time
i can let go
i can transmute
i can transmute
i can turn irritation into pleasure
pleasure
pleasure
pleasure
pleasure

wouldn't it be nice to feel pleasure wouldn't it be nice to feel good wouldn't it be nice to love myself wouldn't it be nice to make my best work

wouldn't it be nice to take care of myself wouldn't it be nice to feel appreciated wouldn't it be nice to manifest wouldn't it be nice to trust the process wouldn't it be nice to relax and know that it's perfect timing and i can trust it and not fear

wouldn't it be nice to TRUST that it's in perfect timing and i'm in the right place at the right time? Wouldn't it be nice to feel in perfect health? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and let it be fun and easy? Wouldn't it be nice to breathe consciously and count and have fun and remember to think i love myself?

Wouldn't it be nice to feel successful and record my best video yet
and make podcasts and print all that toner and fold zines and feel like my ducks are in a row and all my projects are done
and focus on what i want for the new year
and relax and play video games

wouldn't it be nice to relax relax relax

wouldn't it be nice to take care of myself wouldn't it be nice to eat well wouldn't it be nice to exercise wouldn't it be nice to not feel bad about myself wouldn't it be nice to feel good about myself?

wouldn't it be nice to let my fears and anxieties and addictions go? Wouldn't it be nice to trust that it's all in perfect time? Wouldn't it be nice to see the big picture? Wouldn't it be nice to let go? Wouldn't it be nice to taper off? Wouldn't it be nice to take care of myself? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better wouldn't it be nice to not worry wouldn't it be nice to make my best work wouldn't it be nice to feel proud of myself

wouldn't it be nice to do nice things for my family wouldn't it be nice to do nice things for myself wouldn't it be nice to feel better wouldn't it be nice to not be so irritable and pissed at myself

wouldn't it be nice to change my vibration and see it reflected in my reality wouldn't it be nice to make friends wouldn't it be nice to get called wouldn't it be nice to get that job wouldn't it be nice to meet people wouldn't it be nice to feel less afraid wouldn't it be nice to feel brave wouldn't it be nice to finally start my life???? wouldn't it be nice to be sober for real?

i can do this i can choose to focus on feeling good i can count im going to count i can count im going to count i can count im going to count i count i count i count

i can let the flow through me i can let it be easy i am letting the flow through me and i am letting it be easy i am making my best work i am doing everything right i am focused on my projects and creating and feeling good i am letting it be fun and easy

i am making my best work i am taking care of myself i am working out and eating well and tapering off i am letting it be easy i am feeling good about myself i love myself i love myself i love my life it all makes sense it's the right place at the right time i know i'm doing everything right i feel pleasure this is pleasure i am letting pleasure fill me i am letting pleasure fill me i am focused on pleasure i am finding pleasure i am finding pleasure i am finding pleasure within i am pleased with myself i give myself pleasure i give myself the pleasure i crave i am doing everything right

i am letting it be easy i can do this i can do this i am doing this i am letting it be easy i am focused on the flow i am letting it be fun and easy i am letting it be easy i am relaxed into the now i feel good about myself i am going to count today i am going to feel good i am going to take care of myself and eat well and make money and make art and make my best work i am going to focus and i am going to love being alive

i love being alive
i am so pleased to be alive
i am pleased
i am giving myself the pleasure i want i am pleased with my life and my work and my health
i am taking care of myself i walk the line but i am coming back to center i am coming back to center
i count
i count
i count

i am creating my own solutions i am letting it be easy i am choosing to create my own solutions and become a match i am letting it be easy

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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