So happy and grateful I can choose to focus and raise my vibration. So happy and grateful to let go of old patterns. So happy and grateful to have so many tools at my disposal. So happy and grateful to have the best wife in the world who coaches us so well. So happy and grateful to live the magick life. So happy and grateful I always get what I want. So happy and grateful to lighten up and have fun! So happy and grateful to have my beautiful kitties.
So happy and grateful to finally have something new to listen to! So happy and grateful to let go of my worries and trust that it always works! The work always works!
So happy and grateful it's Friday night. So happy and grateful I can let go. So happy and grateful I can let life be fun. So happy and grateful it's all working out. So happy and grateful I can decide to feel good now. So happy and grateful I can remember new things and ideas and possibilities. So happy and grateful I can trust the process of life! So happy and grateful it's always working out. So happy and grateful I can enjoy life as it is. So happy and grateful we can have fun!
So happy and grateful I can surrender my desires. So happy and grateful I can surrender my preferences. So happy and grateful I can trust the flow of life.
So happy and grateful it's all working out for me. So happy and grateful to be making my best work. So happy and grateful to be having fun!
Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to get what I want? Wouldn't it be nice to write music? Wouldn't it be nice to let what I want come? Wouldn't it be nice to have that lifestyle again... somehow. Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and have fun and say yes and enjoy possibility? Wouldn't it be nice to open up to receiving? Wouldn't it be nice to find new opportunities? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my resistance? Wouldn't it be nice to meet new friends? Wouldn't it be nice to feel in a place where I want to make new friends, like go out and do the work of meeting people?
Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I did at the beginning of grad school? Safe but pushing myself to my edge? Fun and flying high? SO POWERFUL. SO CONFIDENT. Basking in my intelligence and creativity. Pushed. So fucking creative and so fucking attractive and so feeling myself.
Wouldn't it be nice to feel that way at SoLD appearances, like markets and talks and workshops? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I'm walking into a class where I'm the star student? Is it a salon? Is it a school? Idk.
What is your contrast?
feeling like i want a social life, but at school. deadlines. but pursuing my own ideas. I know this could be it! I know this could be it!
What is the contrast helping you ask for?
Imagining myself as the star fucking student every time I pull up to the scene. BEING the star every time I walk into the function.
What would abundance look like in these 4 areas?
Running and working out a lot and feeling so good. Maybe having some goals and following through with them. A training schedule I stick to.
Eating well and enjoying cooking.
Getting up a few minutes earlier every day.
Focus on counting, and breathing, and loving and forgiving.
Feeling brave enough to stay open and saying yes.
More deliberate meditation. Chakra meditation. Deeper connection with the altar. This BOS project to be positively magickal.
What is your vision/10 year plan?
I feel like the star student when I walk into the function.
I feel like a star.
I am a star.
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I feel like a creative genius, my creativity gets me out of bed.
I am unstoppably creative. I am driven by my art.
I am my art and it enLIVENS ME.
I have upper body strength and I can do pullups and pushups and cool flips on the bars.
Articulate what you value most in your life. This is your biggest motivator and make your own definition of a rich life. Remind yourself what it is you love about your life-- and how you wish you could live it more fully. Articulate for yourself that which you cherish.
I Value receiving Attention.
I value close, deep friendship.
I value curiosity, adventure, education, learning, exploring, playing.
I value the spiritual realm and participating in it.
I value creativity.
I value altered states of consciousness.
I value presence.
I value exercise/movement.
I cherish my close relationships.
I cherish my family.
I cherish animals.
I cherish epiphanies!
I cherish my home! When it all comes together after letting go for so long.
I cherish being on the edge, being wild, connecting with others there too.
I cherish flight!
I cherish new perspectives.
I cherish dreams.
I cherish flow!
I cherish the feeling of knowing
- to feel creative and inspired and in the flow
- to make music and my best meditation video ever and best book ever
- to get back into writing articles
- to have more original ideas
- to get back into lifestreaming as a life design methodology with the magick spin
YOUR WORD IS FLESH YOUR WORD IS YOUR MAGICK
- deep connection friends
- to feel BRAVE and in LOVE and creative
- to wake up feeling amazing from good dreams and wanting to create like i did in the estab when i would wake up early to write articles
- to fucking SHINE
- to go WILD, find my scene, become the scene
Prepave! rising to stardom
What's the best that could happen before?
I am deeply in love with myself. I forgive myself. I am present for every moment. I am impeccable in my word. What I want comes constantly because I am always blissful in the here and now.
What’s the best that could happen during?
I am loved. I am adored. I am cherished. I am appreciated. I am holy. I am revered. I am infamous. I am at the pinnacle of conscious creation and I get to play in DMT land.
How do you want to feel after?
When I'm dead? Successful. Satisfied. Excited for me. At peace. In love with all of life and all of death. Love.
I intend to have the best night of my life. I intend to love myself.
I intend to adore myself. I intend to cherish myself.
I intend to appreciate myself. I intend to be holy.
I intend to revere myself. I intend to DESTROY MY REPUTATION.
I intend to BE the pinnacle of conscious creation. I intend to play in DMT land.
I pray to stay sober today.
I pray being sober pays off.
I pray to find depth without alcohol.
I pray to EXPRESS MYSELF THE BEST WAY I CAN.
I pray to serve the greatest good.
I pray to be a star!
I pray to feel love. I pray to love myself.
I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer,
I am making my best work.
I love myself.
I cherish myself.
I appreciate myself.
I adore myself.
I revere myself.
I am holy.
I am a star!
I am love.
I love it when I write. I love it when I find new ideas. I love it when I feel inspired and creative. I love it when my creativity gets me out of bed. I love it when I let the flow through me!
I love it when I love myself!
Relax. Let it come. Remember how it all comes together the more you let go.