I Want To Be Forgiven

Jessica Mullen

I Want To Be Forgiven

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful I can choose to feel better. So happy and grateful I can focus on what I want. So happy and grateful I can relax into the now. So happy and grateful I can lighten up and not give a fuck. So happy and grateful I can choose to enjoy life right now. SO happy and grateful to know only my thoughts make me feel bad. So happy and grateful I can surrender and enjoy the moment. So happy and grateful to feel energized and inspired. So happy and grateful life loves me. So happy and grateful I don't have to care. So happy and grateful to trust the process of life. So happy and grateful the work always works. So happy and grateful to feel interested in life. So happy and grateful it's all working out for me. So happy and grateful to be serving the greatest good. So happy and grateful I can let go. So happy and grateful I can lighten up and feel playful. So happy and grateful I don't have to let anything affect my mood. So happy and grateful I can lighten up and enjoy life. So happy and grateful I can let life live me. So happy and grateful to be who I am where I am. So happy and grateful I can create my best work. So happy and grateful I can forgive myself. So happy and grateful I can focus on what I want and what I want more of.

So happy and grateful to trust the process of life. SO happy and grateful I can go within. SO happy and grateful I don't have to care. So happy and grateful to be here now. So happy and grateful I love myself! So happy and grateful to not give a fuck! So happy and grateful it's all working out for me. So happy and grateful I can lighten up and let my worries go. So happy and grateful to trust the process. So happy and grateful to be in the right place at the right time.

Wouldn't it be nice to feel better? Wouldn't it be nice to remember to be light and not give a fuck? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I could help? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I was good enough? Wouldn't it be nice to feel inspired? Wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to let life live me? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the threads connecting? Wouldn't it be nice to feel less heartbroken? Wouldn't it be nice to contribute? Wouldn't it be nice to feel good about myself?

Wouldn't it be nice to give gifts? Wouldn't it be nice to help? Wouldn't it be nice to help other people feel better? Wouldn't it be nice to feel less scared? Wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to feel successful? Wouldn't it be nice to go with the flow and not care? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up? Wouldn't it be nice to trust? Wouldn't it be nice to remember my dmt revelations? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better at supporting myself? Wouldn't it be nice to make my way?

Wouldn't it be nice to hear good news? Wouldn't it be nice to feel more freedom? Wouldn't it be nice to have a good day? Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate what I have? Wouldn't it be nice to express my gratitude? Wouldn't it be nice to make a nice thank you card? Wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to channel this energy and sadness into something beautiful? Wouldn't it be nice to make art? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better?

What is your contrast?
I've been given so much and I feel like nothing I could ever do would return the favor. I feel like I don't do enough and I'm not grateful enough and I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
What is the contrast helping you ask for?
I am enough? I give enough? I offer enough? I am enough?

What would abundance look like in these 4 areas?
Physical
Working out more. Friends? Leaving the house more? Doing things? Meditating more?
Mental
I just want to like my thoughts or be the fuck RID OF THEM.
Emotional
Feeling better about my lifestyle. Feeling better. Feeling better. Feeling better. Feeling better. Feeling better. Feeling good about myself.
Spiritual
Being a better daughter somehow.

What is your vision/10 year plan?
youtube star
1k sold subs
feel good about myself / love myself / forgive myself
upper body strength

I want

  • to help
  • to be forgiven
  • to talk to my dad
  • to feel better
  • to like myself
  • to make my best work and focus and be a fucking artist
  • to support myself
  • to be less scared of death
  • to feel energized and invigorated
  • to know what the fuck is wanted from me

Prepave! tonight
What's the best that could happen before?
i feel better
What’s the best that could happen during?
i feel better
How do you want to feel after?
i feel better

I intend to have the best night of my life. I intend to love myself. I intend to forgive myself. I intend to take care of myself. I intend to DO ME. I intend to do the work. I intend to feel better. I intend to love myself. I intend to record my best video ever. I intend to lighten up. I intend to let life live me. I intend to not give a fuck. I intend to appreciate what I have. I intend to want what I have. I intend to MAKE MY BEST WORK. I intend to SUCCEED. I intend to LIKE MYSELF AND FORGIVE MYSELF. I intend to appreciate and feel grateful. I intend to be here now.

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to give the love I have to give. I pray to find an outlet. I pray to feel better. I pray to like myself and like where I am right now!

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am in the right place at the right time. I am making my best work right now. I am in perfect health and fitness. I am allowing well being to flow through me. I am letting life live me. I am doing everything right. I am focused. I am in the flow. I am surrendering.

In the reality I prefer, I don't give a fuck!
I love myself! I forgive myself! I am focused! I am in the flow! I am enough! I AM ENOUGH! I FORGIVE MYSELF! I AM ENOUGH!

I love it when I do my writing. I love it when I feel better. I love it when I don't care. I love it when I forgive myself. I love it when I do eft. I love it when I make my best work. I love it when I feel in control of my vibration. I love it when I feel successful! I love it when I feel appreciated and loved. I love it when I can help. I love it when I feel like ENOUGH.

Dear Jessica,
Relax and let it come. Ask and it is given.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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