I Don’t Have to Care

Jessica Mullen

I Don’t Have to Care

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful I don't have to care! So happy and grateful I can lighten up and not care! So happy and grateful to feel good now! So happy and grateful I can choose to have a good day! So happy and grateful I can surrender and trust the process of life. So happy and grateful I don't have to care. So happy and grateful I can just let go and not care. So happy and grateful I can let life be fun and easy. So happy and grateful I can let life live me. SO happy and grateful it's all working out for me. So happy and grateful life is living me. So happy and grateful I can let go. SO happy and grateful I don't have to care. So happy and grateful to have my health and home and wife and kitties and friends and family. So happy and grateful I don't have to care. So happy and grateful to feel free!

So happy and grateful to feel light. So happy and grateful to feel focused. So happy and grateful I'm in the right place at the right time. So happy and grateful to have a hot shower waiting for me. So happy and grateful to feel good about myself. So happy and grateful to have good dreams. So happy and grateful my wife loves me unconditionally. So happy and grateful to get to have a fun day. So happy and grateful to love myself anyway.

What is your contrast?
feeling ashamed, guilty, like a bad person who can't do anything right
What is the contrast helping you ask for?
feeling good about myself. feeling proud and transparent. feeling brave. feeling open. feeling like i'm a good person.

What would abundance look like in these 4 areas?
Physical
get a massage. get my nails done. feel the best I've ever felt. dance. move my body. new hoop tricks! feel the actual flow.
Mental
conscious breathing
Emotional
i don't give a fuck. channeling anger into purifying myself. feel good about myself. love myself the way i am.
Spiritual
feel love. feel connected. remember what I know. Remember who I am. Light.

What is your vision/10 year plan?
In 10 years...
Hoop dancing! Performing amazing tricks with my body. Being myself. Being appreciated for who I am. Being authentic. Being honest and open. Feeling good about myself. Making music making music making music.

Hooping while meditating while laughing while playing music. Being in demand for being myself. Feeling chosen. Doing everything right. Feeling good about myself and in love with myself and my life.

I mean really life already is the way I want it to be.

I just want to love myself, love my life, feel good about myself and make my best work.

Wouldn't it be nice to let go? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to take better care of myself? Wouldn't it be nice to have friends here? Wouldn't it be nice to feel relieved? Wouldn't it be nice to like being alive today? Wouldn't it be nice to make my best work today? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the joy of creating (I do right now)?
Wouldn't it be nice to make
some
fucking music!?

Wouldn't it be nice to play an instrument?

I want

  • to have a fun and safe bike ride
  • friends in cle
  • to make my best work
  • to focus on loving myself
  • to feel fearless
  • to not give a fuck
  • to have fun and laugh!
  • to lose 10 pounds lol
  • to feel loved
  • to love myself jeez

Prepave! bike excursion
What's the best that could happen before?
in the vortex! focused on loving myself. feeling great! feeling excited and inspired!
What’s the best that could happen during?
get home safe! have fun! laugh! feel invincible! feel great! have so much fun!
How do you want to feel after?
successful! in the flow! happy to be alive!

Notice:
I feel
I love myself for...

I feel depressed.
I love myself for feeling depressed.

I feel existential dread.
I love myself for feeling existential dread.

I feel shame and guilt.
I love myself for feeling shame and guilt.

Today I intend to LOVE MYSELF. Today I intend to MAKE MUSIC. Today I intend to make my best work. Today I intend to feel good about myself. Today I intend to not give a fuck. Today I intend to be in the vortex. Today I intend to lighten up!!!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to not give a fuck. I pray to lighten up and have fun! I pray to feel good about myself. I pray to LOVE MYSELF. PLEASE HELP ME LOVE MYSELF.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am in the right place at the right time. I am doing everything right. I am letting life live me. I am in the flow. I am letting go of my worries. I love myself. I love myself.

In the reality I prefer, I love myself.
In the reality I prefer, I love myself.
In the reality I prefer, I love myself.
In the reality I prefer, I love myself.
In the reality I prefer, I'm making my best work.

I love it when I feel creative. I love it when I do the work. I love it when I surrender and just don't give a fuck! I love it when I feel good about myself. I love it when I feel the best I've ever felt! I love it when I feel inspired. I love it when I eat well. I love it when I work out 3x a week. I love it when I get my steps. I love it when I feel fearless. I love it when I don't care. I love it when I let go. I love it when I shine!

Dear Jessica,
It's all a solution. Who cares? Not you!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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