True to This Moment

Jessica Mullen

True to This Moment

Jessica Mullen
I love myself
I know that's what I should think
It makes sense it works for me
I love myself I know it works
I know it works
I let the old beliefs come through for a little visit
bUt I love myself
I know it's true
I love myself

Even though I think I'm holding myself with desire
Holding myself back with unspoken desire
holding myself back
but i remember it's all perfect in this moment
I love myself
It can be fun it can be light it can be true
I can be true to this moment I don't have to make up for the past
I can be true to this moment

I can be honest to this moment
I can choose
I love myself right now
I love myself
I love myself for feeling off
I love myself for my twitching eyelid
I love myself for my extreme sloth
I love myself for my bad work ethic
I love myself for my obsessions I drive into the ground
I love myself for picking on myself
I love myself for second guessing everything I say
I love myself for not being a self starter
I love myself for being soft
I love myself for being sensitive
I love myself for the good things too

I love myself for my patience
I love myself for my understanding, knowledge and passion for computers and internet
I love myself for my wanting something better for myself
I love myself for my CREATIVITY I love that about myself I always have that
I love myself for my love I feel for others
I love myself for my kindness
for offering to help
I love myself for my empathy for my compassion for my understanding for my openess
I love myself for reading, truly reading, truly absorbing
I love myself for all my life experience
so many drinks and lessons learned
I love myself for living hard
For having fun for always just wanting to do the fun thing
I love myself for continuing even when I'm bored
I love myself for pushing past the boredom
I love myself for exploring the unknown
I love myself for being psychic, sensitive, in touch with the unseen
I love myself for my pain , the PAIN I feel at almost all times
I love myself for my depth
I have so
very much
depth
I am so
very
deep
I get lost down there
It is bottomless
I am bottom less

It is a pro of being bottomless, the depth
It is a positive aspect of having that unfillable hole
So deep
you could reach in and never get your hand back
I love myself for going into the depths and coming back with fistfulls of jewels
I love going into the dark and coming back with the jewels
Sometimes I like the jewels other people bring back
but the most beautiful ones are the ones I go get myself

I love myself for all the scars covering my body
Sometimes I wake up and see all the scars and holy shit look at them all! Jeez!
I love myself for hurting myself because I turned my anger inward
I love myself for being sad
I love myself for being deep
I love myself for always trying to feel better
I love myself for always trying
I always try I never give up
I love myself for never giving up
I love myself for all those problems of my early twenties,
what a mess
I love myself for being unconscious and just not knowing back then
I just didn't know back then
I love myself for reading other people's poetry and thinking I can write poetry too
I love myself for being able to see the poetry when my eyes are open
I love myself for being calm
I love myself for standing up to myself and admitting who I am
I love myself for standing up for myself

I love myself for going to the library and getting a library card and downloading that ebook app
I love myself for dreading this workout we're about to do
I love myself for my malleable attitude
for my impressionable mind
I love myself for my depth
How deep does it go?
Right now I'm in the shallow water but I am pulled to the depths
It calls me and when I go under it's scary but then I take a breath and
I can breathe underwater!
I love myself for never giving up on the spiritual work
I love myself for doing what I'm afraid of
I like to do what I'm afraid of
I love myself for expressing love when I can even though I get scared of touchy feely
I get uncomfortable but I always sprout new leaves when I'm uncomfortable

I love myself for doing the work
even when I'm using crutches
I love myself for using crutches just for fun
I love myself for using crutches just for fun
lmao
that about sums it up

I love myself for believing in my creativity and knowing that in the end I will prevail
I will win
I will get what I want
because I am patient and I let it come to me
I know the secret to life and I relax in the knowing that
I love myself
I am connected
I love myself
for noticing when I dislike something
I love myself for always watching my back
always feeling like someone is trying to get in my business
I love myself for feeling like I'm the center of the universe and everyone is watching me
I love myself for being creative
I love myself for being deep
I love myself for using crutches for fun
and I love myself for feeling bad about myself because I am not the way I know I can be
I will be
In the moment I love myself for not being that person
I already am

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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