Uninstalling Christianity

Jessica Mullen

Uninstalling Christianity

Jessica Mullen
So grateful to be awake and alive! So grateful for my health and my kitties and my wife and my friends and family and home and city and apartment. So happy and grateful for beautiful weather. So happy and grateful for summer in Cle. So happy and grateful to feel good now. So happy and grateful for my strong body. So happy and grateful for the lake. So happy and grateful to be feeling better.

Desire
So grateful to feel energized without drugs! So grateful to feel energized because I'm in the vortex! So grateful to be IN THE VORTEX! ON MY OWN!

Long desire
So grateful to LOVE MYSELF and BE PRESENT most of the time! So grateful to be at peace in my life. So grateful to love my life the way it is. So grateful to feel relieved. So grateful the School is so successful and my videos are so successful and everything is working out!

Wouldn’t it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn’t it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn’t it be nice if it was easy to get my work done tonight? Wouldn’t it be nice to make the boopies and work on I<3M and do the KBK thing and work on K’s? Wouldn’t it be nice to feel energized and in the flow? Wouldn’t it be nice to be cured? Wouldn’t it be nice to lighten up and have fun? Prepave! the beach excursion! What's the best that could happen before?
Get my video posted! Feel amazing, in the vortex! Feel in love! Feel successful! Feel so relieved!
What’s the best that could happen during?
The most fun we've ever had! Relaxed, RELIEVED, epiphanies! Relief. Flow. Paradise. Feel good, PRESENT. PRACTICE PRESENCE. BE GOD BREATHING IN.
How do you want to feel after?
In the vortex! In the flow! Creative! Invigorated! In LOVE!

I want

  • to be at peace with my life as it is
  • to remember to practice eft
  • to love myself the way I am and remember to practice self love
  • to remember to practice presence
  • to remember to be god breathing in
  • to BE MY REASON FOR FEELING GOOD
  • to be mentally disciplined
  • to feel in love
  • to have fun and laugh!
  • to feel UNFUCKWITHABLE on the street

I intend to have the best day of my life. I intend to go with the flow. I intend to practice presence and self love and conscious breathing. I intend to practice LOVING. I intend to love. I intend to take care of myself. I intend to lighten up and have fun! I intend to be nice to myself. I intend to be kind. I intend to feel creative. I intend to love myself the way I am NOW.

Notice:
I feel allergic.
I feel tired, lethargic, sad.

I love myself for feeling allergic.
I love myself for feeling tired.
I love myself for feeling lethargic.
Nope I can't do that.
I love myself for not being able to love myself for feeling lethargic.
I love myself for feeling sad.
I'm so damn sensitive.

I love myself for being so damn sensitive.
I feel like life has lost its flavor.
I love myself for feeling like life has lost its flavor.
I desperately want peace within and to be the source of my love.
I love myself for feel desperate. I love myself for wanting to be my source of love.

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to love myself. I pray for presence. I pray to breathe consciously and feel like god is breathing in. I pray for deep connection. I PRAY TO REMEMBER HOW TO LOVE.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am in the right place at the right time. I am doing everything right.

I love myself.
I am present right now.
I notice how I am feeling:
rushed.
I love myself for feeling rushed.
(It's always right now I can do this in any right now)

I am breathing consciously
Breathing in I am god breathing in
Breathing out I am god breathing out
I love and accept myself exactly the way I am.

In the reality I prefer,
I love myself. Exactly the way I am.
I approve of myself.
I am in the right place at the right time.
I am letting life be easy.
I am relaxed and surrendering to the moment.
I am remembering to surrender to the moment.

Notice: How am I feeling?
I am anxious about the future.
I love myself for feeling anxious about the future!
I love myself for feeling anxious about the future.
I just want to have fun and feel good.
I love myself for feeling anxious about the future.

Notice: How am I feeling?
I feel scattered and like I am leaking my attention all over the place.
I love myself for feeling scatter. I love myself for leaking my attention.
No I don't.
I love myself for not being able to love that I'm leaking my attention.
Any time I can't love myself it feels like a version of my dad in my head not accepting my behavior.

Notice: How am I feeling?
Better. Open. Curious. But worried I can't keep this up when walking around, because I should be present then...
I love myself for feeling better!
I love myself for being open and curious.
I love myself for being worried!
No I don't.
i love myself for not being able to love my worrying. That's my version of my mom in my head.
I love myself for uncovering these things.
It's getting easier!

Dear Jessica,
Relax and enjoy. You are doing your ABSOLUTE BEST. Be nice to yourself, and when you can't, love yourself for not being able to be nice to yourself! It's just ingrained Christianity! NO BIG DEAL! FUCK EM!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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