Relax and Enjoy

Jessica Mullen

Relax and Enjoy

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to be attracting more meditation resources! So happy and grateful to remember the all-powerful life source! So happy and grateful to feel inspired and at peace with what is! So happy and grateful to feel trusting of the process of life! So happy and grateful to be sober! So happy and grateful to have friends! So happy and grateful I can be sober AND have friends! So happy and grateful to feel brave! So happy and grateful to feel courageous and confident! SO happy and grateful to have made it through another happy hour sober! SO happy and grateful to be feeling good at 10:30 instead of bleary and hungry! So happy and grateful to like who I am in this moment! SO happy and grateful the cravings always pass! SO happy and grateful to have this new meditation app that's helping me meditate every day!

SO happy and grateful to have internet and technology and my phone and computer! SO happy and grateful to have access to ideas and information and people. SO happy and grateful to feel connected. So happy and grateful to remember I can let my worries go! SO happy and grateful to be reminded of the power of the mind! So happy and grateful to be reading a good book! So happy and grateful to be exercising more regularly! So happy and grateful to be writing and meditating more regularly! So happy and grateful to have more consistent work! So happy and grateful to have more sales! So happy and grateful word is spreading! SO happy and grateful to step into my role! So happy and grateful to be my own muse! So happy and grateful to have a guru!!!!

Wouldn't it be nice to go to bed feeling blissful? Wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to make significant progress on Cult of Counting tomorrow? Wouldn't it be nice to have and be fun? Wouldn't it be nice to have good dreams? Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate how far I've come??

- I no longer struggle with keeping a diurnal schedule. I go to bed pretty regularly around 1 and wake up around 9. No more sleeping until 4pm! No more drugs keeping me up all night! Woo!
- I write and meditate almost every day...
- I exercise at least a few times a week...
- I am getting by great without a car and I don't even want one!
- I am so ahead of schedule on bills and correspondence! I return all my emails and pay my bills early!
- I have savings!
- I resolve relationship issues sober instead of blacked out drunk so we actually evolve as a couple
- I check off everything on my to do list almost every day... I get shit DONE sober

Yep I'm pretty cool! So happy and grateful to like myself tonight! So happy and grateful to feel RELIEVED! I HAVE A GURU! I HAVE A GURU!

I am a powerful witch. I command mental discipline.
I am a powerful witch. I command presence and knowing.
I am a powerful witch. I command myself to LET GO!

I've noticed I feel braggy and that's ok. I've noticed I still have SOME worries and that's ok. I've noticed I want MORE and that's ok.

I've decided to feel good about my health. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my friendships. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about my meditation videos. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about my creative output. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my website. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about craving alcohol. It's working itself out!!!

What do I want?
- To let go of my attachment/craving for alcohol
- To go deeeeeeeeep into meditation
- To be disciplined
- To be my reason for feeling good
- To carry my guru with me
- To make my best work
- To feel that meditation bliss I have felt but once before
- To write more articles!
- To get started on my website redesign!
- To be be beautifully photographed by a professional photographer

I intend to have the best night of my life. I intend to be my reason for feeling good. I intend to love myself and not give a fuck! I intend to be light and free! I intend to have good dreams. I intend to surrender my preferences. I intend to discipline my mind. I intend to be at peace with what is. I intend to have a rich inner life. I intend to practice singular focus. I intend to practice presence. I intend to impress my guru. I intend to be my own muse. I intend to keep my mind and thoughts off of this world!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray it gets easier to stay sober. I pray to surrender and relax and trust and KNOW. I pray to trust the process of life. I pray to evolve, transcend, ascend. I pray for Christ consciousness.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, everything is working out for me. I am in the right place at the right time. I am doing everything right. I love myself and I don't give a fuck. I am doing me! I am in love with my life and myself and my wife and this Now! I am letting life live me. I am disciplining my mind. I am making my best work. I feel the best I've ever felt! I am allowing well being to flow! I am healed! I am one with life! I am love, I am light, I am peace, I am Lakshmi.

I love it when I do the work. I love it when I write and exercise and meditate and cook and work on my shit. I love it when I have new ideas. I love it when I read a good book. I love it when I feel KNOWING. I love it when I meet my guru. I love it when I feel excited about spirituality. I love it when I surrender my preferences. I love it when I am free of craving. I love it when right now is enough. I love it when I am enough. I love it when I feel in love with myself and with life. I love it wheN I feel confident and brave! I love it when I have someone to please/impress/show off for. I love it when I am inspired to change. I love it when I feel the way I do!

I expect to have the best night of my life.
I expect to make my best work.
I expect to feel carefree.
I expect miracles!

Dear Jessica,
Congratulations! You are in the right place at the right time! Music is pouring out from you! You are the creator and you are creating perfection! You have a new achievement unlocked! You have met your guru! Life will only get deeper and more fun from here! Keep up the good work! You are allowing it all to unfold perfectly!

Relax and let the flow through you. It is all going according to plan. Your only job is to relax and enjoy. Relax and enjoy. Relax and enjoy. It's all for fun, and it's all for you!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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