I Love It When I Do The Work

Surrender Your Preference

I Love It When I Do The Work

Surrender Your Preference
So happy and grateful for donations from sweet friends and patrons! So happy and grateful to feel healthy and slim and fit. So happy and grateful to be having the best day of my life! So happy and grateful I got to talk to my parents. SO happy and grateful to meet new friends. SO happy and grateful to have a library card and plenty to read. SO happy and grateful to ALWAYS HAVE PLENTY! So happy and grateful to always get everything I Want. So happy and grateful to have spotify and prime and les mills on demand! So happy and grateful we doubled our income this year! So happy and grateful to have tax savings! So happy and grateful to have orders to fill! So happy and grateful the people at the post office are nice to us now! So happy and grateful to have a cheap quiet place to live! So happy and grateful to have time to create! So happy and grateful things are going so well for us here! So happy and grateful we get to have pizza for dinner! SO happy and grateful i have the most perfect wife in the world! So happy and grateful to feel inspired and know what to do!

SO happy and grateful everything is getting better for everyone! So happy and grateful to have clean cool water and hot water for the shower and a working furnace! So happy and grateful the snow melted! So happy and grateful to have so much inspiring media to consume! SO happy and grateful to get such positive feedback on my work! SO happy and grateful to be running a successful business! So happy and grateful to know I'm on the right path!

Wouldn’t it be nice to have the best night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to make the coolest gifts ever? Wouldn't it be nice to get them done in a week? Wouldn't it be nice to have singular focus? Wouldn't it be nice to keep on this path? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my worries? Wouldn't it be nice to count to 10,000? Wouldn't it be nice to remember to just love myself and not give a fuck? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender my preference? Wouldn't it be nice to read instead of watching tv? Wouldn't it be nice to get Kelly a nice xmas gift? Wouldn't it be nice to get a big payout today? Wouldn't it be nice to be kind to myself? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the process of life? Wouldn't it be nice to work on music? Wouldn't it be nice to jump on a trampoline? Wouldn't it be nice to go with the flow and relax?

I've noticed I feel overwhelmed and that’s ok. I've noticed I feel anxious and that's ok. I've noticed I feel behind and that's ok. I've noticed I feel hangry and that's ok. I've noticed I feel a little stressed and that's ok. I've noticed I want more money and that's ok. I've noticed I have annoying cravings and that's ok. I've noticed I want things to move faster and that's ok. I've noticed I have a headache and that's ok. I've noticed I want to turn to things outside of me to make me feel good and that's ok!

I’ve decided to feel good about my life. It’s working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my diet. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about money. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my fitness schedule. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about xmas gifts. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about time. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about all the things I have to do and all the money I have to spend. It's working itself out!

What do I want?
To work on these gifts tonight! To finish folding and binding all these zines! To get a big payout, like 2k! To let go of my worries! To do something really nice for my family and for Kelly and her family. To make my best work. To be light and free! To record my best meditation video yet. To get this thing done on time. To have a mild winter. To run. To do pump tomorrow. To wake up feeling amazing. To find new good music. To have fun laughing with Kelly. To breathe easily. To feel PASSION!

I intend to make my best work. I intend to have the best night of my life. I intend to go with the flow and have fun. I intend to not give a fuck. I intend to love myself. I intend to record my best video yet. I intend to appreciate what I have.

I intend to be kind and compassionate. I intend to embrace my masculine side. I intend to feel free. I intend to laugh and have fun! I intend to play! I intend to love and accept myself exactly the way I am. I intend to surrender my preference. I intend to fly! I intend to have good flying dreams.

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to give my parents 1/10 of what they do for me. I pray to make them proud. I pray to not care what other people think! I pray for inspiration and pASSION. I pray to express my love.

I’m switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer I am already making my best work. I am in the right place at the right time. I am doing everything right. I am doing my best. I am letting life live me. I am one with life. I am integrating my masc and fem sides. I am becoming whole. I am stepping into the present moment. I am letting myself be light. I am letting go of my worries. I am surrendering my preference. I am having the best day of my life!

I love it when I find new music I love. I love it when I feel passion. I love it when I make my best work. I love it when I feel the best I've ever felt. I love it when I experience synchronicity all day every day. I love it when I let go. I love it when I surrender. I love it when I express all this love inside. I love it when I trust the process of life. I love it when I do the work.

Dear Jessica, You are already perfect! You can't become any more perfect! Relax and remember you really have already made it! You already won! This is it! This is the prize! Relax and be kind to yourself. You are so loved, more than you could ever know. You are so appreciated. You are doing good work. You are lifting up the world. You don't have to change a thing! You don't have to strive or struggle! Heaven is right here!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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