I SURRENDER

Jessica Mullen

I SURRENDER

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful I can stop being so stubborn. So happy and grateful to feel the best I've ever felt. So happy and grateful I don't have to give a fuck. So happy and grateful I can stop giving a fuck. So happy and grateful I can choose to love myself exactly the way I am. So happy and grateful I can choose what I place my focus on. So happy and grateful I can choose to let my anger go. So happy and grateful I can choose to feel good and not so FUCKING MAD. So happy and grateful I can surrender my preference. I can choose to surrender my preference. I can choose to focus on well being right now. I can choose to let the rage pass. I've noticed I feel rage and that's ok.

So happy and grateful I can choose to breathe consciously. So happy and grateful I don't have to give a fuck. So happy and grateful I can look in the mirror. So happy and grateful I can take 100% responsibility for how I feel. So happy and grateful I can relax into the moment. So happy and grateful I can choose to focus on what I want and what I want more of. So happy and grateful I can choose to transmute right now. I can choose to breathe right now. I can be conscious right now. I can choose to be light right now. I don't have to care!

Wouldn’t it be nice to not give a fuck?! Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my anger? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and transmute and let life be easy? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up? Wouldn't it be nice to play? Wouldn't it be nice to wake up to more orders? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and stop caring so much if things go my way?

Wouldn't it be nice to go with the flow? Surrender? Be kind and compassionate?

I've noticed I am getting pissed because I am judging my own mood dropping and that's ok. I've noticed I get pissed over dumb shit and that's ok. I've noticed I feel annoyed and that's ok. I've noticed the anger is already passing and that's ok.

I've decided to feel good about what I get pissed at. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my life. It's working itself out.
What do I want?
- Good dreams
- relief
- success
- flow
- to be touched by the hand of god, that's all

I intend to breathe and surrender and watch with curiosity. I intend to say yes thank you more. I intend to share and give all that I can. I intend to surrender my preference. I intend to have fun and be light! I intend to lighten up! I intend to transmute my contrast!

I pray to stay sober today... I pray for good dreams...

I’m switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer I am in the right place at the right time. I am so loved and cared for. I am in control of my vibration.

I love it when we get orders! I love it when we get along! I love it when I transmute! I love it when I surrender!

Dear Jessica,
You are doing such an amazing job.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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