When I am aware of the God Self within me as my total fulfillment, I am totally fulfilled. I am now aware of this Truth. I have found the secret of life, and I relax in the knowledge that the Activity of Divine Abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be aware of the flow, the radiation, of that Creative Energy, which is continuously, easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my Divine Consciousness. I am now aware. I am now in the flow.
I want to remember to be aware of this flow, this radiation. I think breath equates with the Divine Consciousness. So if I can focus on my breath, my focus is loosely on the divine consciousness. My attention is at least in my body, getting closer to the "God Self within me".
During this meditation I just practiced thinking
(Breathing in) YES!
(Breathing out) THANK YOU!
There is this flow state that I can get to sometimes, and sometimes even remember. It's blissful and it's like a Ferris wheel in the womb. I think I've only gotten there thinking
(Breathing in) In
(Breathing out) Out
while feeling the breath go in and out of my right nostril.
It gives me the feeling that I'm dreaming, that I'm in on the universal joke. It makes life really simple and helps me see the underlying on and off pulsating wave-ness of reality. It's a hard feeling to grasp but even just remembering that I felt it before is enough to wake me up and try again.
My biggest wish is to have a thought monitor... something that visually shows me what I'm thinking, some kind of device that helps me stay awake. I guess that's what consciousness is...