Through my consciousness of my God-Self, the Christ within, as my Source, I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of Spirit. This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the Presence of God within me is my supply.
It's such a beautiful day. The breeze is blowing in the window and it's cold enough for a sweatshirt. The sun is shining and the trees are whispering. Today's passage reminds me of what I know but may be out of practice with. If you're conscious of the god-self, you expand the god-self. If I focus my attention on the presence of god within, I will get more of it.
So instead of reading the card over and over I went with the mantra of "I am conscious of the presence of god within me." Mantras are very effective for me in terms of thought-training... If I just stick to one thought (thus quieting or distancing myself from the worrisome thoughts), I start feeling better. Once I feel better, I am a magnet to better-feeling thoughts.
I practiced thinking "I am conscious of the presence of god within me" over and over. My mind said, "Sure, when things are peaceful and you're just sitting still, it's easy to be conscious of the presence of god. What about when life's chaotic?" And of course the answer is, the more you practice noticing god and being still, the more access you'll have when thrown a punch. Maybe you'll even be quick enough to bob and weave.
I remembered one more thing I thought of while sitting though... When I focus too much on the "presence of god within," life starts getting serious. Or I feel like every moment becomes SO SERIOUS when I have to think about the god in everything. It blows my mind and then I realize I should be grateful for every minute detail and I get a little overwhelmed with the import of BEING AWARE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD WITHIN. I mean, holy shit! What the heck are we doing with our lives? We have the presence of god within!