YOU ARE ENOUGH

Jessica and Kelly

YOU ARE ENOUGH

Jessica and Kelly
It's Monday Morning. I'm groggy but hallelujah, not hungover! Listening to Nine Inch Nails on Pandora, just published my Monday meditation video. I'm filled with a feeling of not-enough. I want my work to be better! I want to switch up my meditation videos and make them better! Breathe fresh air into them! I want to work on School of Life Design stuff! Breathe fresh life into it!

Today's desire: Breathe fresh life into my creations

Let there be fresh life in my creations!
AND THERE WAS!

So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful for my health, for my friends and family, for my wife! So happy and grateful to live in the perfect place at the perfect time! So happy and grateful for money in the bank and food in the fridge and a pot to piss in! So happy and grateful for a cozy bed and cozy kitties! So happy and grateful to feel good about myself and my life! So happy and grateful to be doing me! So happy and grateful to feel light and free! So happy and grateful to be writing even if I feel uninspired! So happy and grateful I can switch to the version of reality I prefer and CHOOSE to feel inspired! So happy and grateful I can afford a Pandora subscription! So happy and grateful I can choose to lighten up and enjoy life RIGHT NOW!

So happy and grateful for my pretty perfect teeth. So happy and grateful to be patient and at peace with what is. SO happy and grateful to always have plenty. SO happy and grateful I don't have to care. So happy and grateful to feel light and free. So happy and grateful to feel the best I've ever felt! So happy and grateful I can let go of my worries. So happy and grateful I can choose to FOCUS.

So happy and grateful to be aware that I am the creator of my reality. SO happy and grateful I can remember my magick. So happy and grateful to know I always have plenty. So happy and grateful for good news. So happy and grateful for perfect health. SO happy and grateful for the resources to do whatever I want. So happy and grateful to be making it! So happy and grateful for presence!

WOuldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to follow the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and trust myself? Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate how far I've come? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up? Wouldn't it be nice to play? Wouldn't it be nice to hoop? Wouldn't it be nice to feel organized and like all my ducks are in a row? Wouldn't it be nice to take care of my list? WOulnd't it be nice to not base my worth on what I DO? Wouldn't it be nice to remember my value is inherent? Wouldn't it be nice to eat well today? Wouldn't it be nice to feel disciplined? Wouldn't it be nice to express myself? Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate all the expressing I already do? I mean, I published a photo shoot and a podcast yesterday, and today I published a meditation video. I'm NOT SLACKING! Lay off, ego!

WOuldn't it be nice to welcome slacking? Wouldn't it be nice to look forward to slacking? Wouldn't it be nice to participate in the paradise circle again? Wouldn't it be nice to go with the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to meditate and let things unfold?

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am doing my best. I am on the right path. I am light. I am free. I am allowing well being to flow through em. In the reality I prefer, life is taking care of me. I am focused. I am one with life. I am compassionate. I am in the flow. I am letting go of my preferences. I am surrendering. I surrender! I give up!

In the reality I prefer, I am focused. I am inspired. I am magickal. I am patient. I am knowing. I am allowing.

In the reality I prefer, I am making my best work. I am creating something brand new and so exciting! I am making my new book! I am letting life express itself through me. I am letting life live me. I am at peace with what is. I am one with life.

In the reality I prefer, I am doing everything right. I am allowing the perfect life to unfold, to exist right now.

In the reality I prefer,
I get up early
I meditate every day
I write every day
My meditation videos have evolved, transcended, taken off!
I practice my magick from morning to night
I count instead of think
I breathe consciously
I eat consciously
I work out every day
I follow through
What I know I should do and what I DO do are the same!
I have integrity
I am at peace
I am here now!

Today I intend to count. I intend to appreciate. I intend to be the best version of myself I can be. I intend to be kind to myself. I intend to practice loving myself. I intend to lighten up. I intend to play and have fun. I intend to lead. I intend to flow. I intend to express my love, my creativity and my appreciation. I intend to create my best work. I intend to be the witness. I intend to take lots of videos. I intend to be patient with myself and others. I intend to let life be fun and easy today!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to be kind and light and free. I pray to see through the veil. I pray to BE HERE NOW.

I love it when I do the work. I love it when I get to listen to Tool and NIN. I love it when life feels romantic and deep. I love it when I let go. I love it when I trust the process. I love it when I don't care! I love it when life takes care of me! I LOVE IT WHEN I STOP JUDGING.

That's what I really want today--to let go of my judgement!

Dear Jessica,
Relax and enjoy your life today. Relax and trust the process. Relax and enjoy. This is all there is! Right here right now! It's always right here right now! Have fun and let it be easy!

Allow yourself to listen. Trust the process. Trust! You are in the right place at the right time! It's happening as fast as you can handle it! Enjoy yourself! Enjoy your life today!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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