Surrender Is Accepting the Present Moment for What It Is. I Don’t Have to Change It or You.

Surrender Is Accepting the Present Moment for What It Is. I Don’t Have to Change It or You.

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Grateful to be awake and alive! Grateful for coffee. Grateful to be here now. Grateful for time to myself. Grateful for my wife. Grateful for my friends. Grateful for Pwny and Linty. Grateful for a good night's sleep. Grateful to be feeling better and better. Grateful for the flow of well being. Grateful life is taking care of me. Grateful I don't have to worry. Grateful I can exist naturally and relax. Grateful life loves me. Grateful I can breathe and be at peace with what is. Grateful for peace of mind. Grateful to feel caught up. Grateful for Molly Soda.

Grateful the weather is getting cooler. Grateful for fall. Grateful for travel plans. Grateful to be learning how to be a person. Grateful to be an alien. Grateful for Gaga. Grateful for hot coffee and cold water. Grateful for the MMM. Grateful for Pandora. Grateful for this peaceful day. Grateful I don't have to care. Grateful I can be at peace with what is.

Grateful I can be myself. Grateful for my health. Grateful for my family. Grateful for good music. Grateful for Bottoms Up radio. Grateful for pop music. Grateful I can be here now and not give a fuck. Grateful to be listening to my intuition. Grateful I can let myself relax and enjoy the moment. Grateful I can choose to be here now. Grateful for this time to write. Grateful for this beautiful day. Grateful for all the abundance in my life. Grateful to be feeling lighter. Grateful for herbal remedies. Grateful for my family. Grateful I can relax and enjoy right now. Grateful I can choose to breathe and be a witch.

Grateful I've been sober for 12 days. It's been so very hard but as of this morning it's been easier. Being at bars past midnight is hard, and so is every day between 7pm and midnight. But I feel amazing. I feel powerful. I feel clarity. And I give less fucks than ever.

Grateful for people who inspire me to be my best self. Grateful for my beautiful kitties. Grateful to feel rested and at peace with what is. Grateful I can surrender into this moment and just enjoy the now. Grateful I can surrender.

Wouldn't it be nice to see signs? To see synchronicities? To feel welcomed and belonging? Wouldn't it be nice to receive attention? Wouldn't it be nice to feel lighter and lighter every day? Wouldn't it be nice to be nice to myself and surrender? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my resistance? Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate how far I've come? Wouldn't it be nice to give less fucks? Wouldn't it be nice to celebrate and have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to find more ways to have sober fun? Wouldn't it be nice to work out? Wouldn't it be nice to hoop? Wouldn't it be nice if that treadmill worked?

Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my resistance? Wouldn't it be nice to not care about attention and approval? Wouldn't it be nice to feel inspired? Wouldn't it be nice to let the flow through me? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better and better as the day unfolds? Wouldn't it be nice to make some new art? Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate the art I've already made today? Wouldn't it be nice to make a new podcast? Wouldn't it be nice to get $1000 today? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and surrender and allow well being to flow? Wouldn't it be nice to just relax and Not Give A Fuck?!

I'm choosing to switch to the reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, life is working out for me. I am relaxed and enjoying my life. I am at peace with what is. I'm a witch! I am my best self. I am allowing well being to flow. I am focused and inspired. I am letting what I want come to me. I surrender. I give up. I let it come to me. I don't give a fuck!

In the reality I prefer, I know I don't have to care. I am letting go of my resistance. I am making my best work! Life loves me. I am allowing well being to flow through me. I am my best self. I am in perfect health. I feel unconditional love for myself and others. I accept myself exactly the way I am. I am at peace with what is. Life is taking care of me. I am receiving everything I want. I am letting life be easy and fun. I am letting go. I surrender.

I love it when I choose to feel good. I love it when I choose the perspective I wish to see from. I love it when I feel proud of myself. I love it when I like myself. I love it when I practice self love and acceptance. I love it when I let go. I love it when I feel focused and inspired. I love it when I feel good about myself. I love it when I am my reason for feeling good. I love it when I don't have to give a fuck. I love it when my jam comes on. I love it when there's a cool breeze. I love it when cats drink water. I love it when I get to eat pizza. I love it when I find ways to enjoy life without drugs. I love it when I feel cared for. I love it when I feel powerful. I love it when I feel like a witch. I love it when I remember who I am. I love it when I feel confident. I love it when I feel in control of my vibration.

Today I intend to surrender.

Dear Jessica,
Let go and enjoy. Life is taking care of everything today. Let it be easy. Let yourself receive. Let yourself enjoy this moment, RIGHT NOW.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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