Extreme Contrast Transmutation

Gathering Momentum

Extreme Contrast Transmutation

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Grateful to be awake and alive! Grateful to be feeling better every day. Grateful for this home. Grateful to be at peace with what is. Grateful writing always works. Grateful for the flow of well being. Grateful I can choose to relax right now. Grateful for my kitties. Grateful I can choose to relax and enjoy. Grateful to always have plenty. Grateful to be here now. Grateful I can breathe and relax and enjoy right now.

Breathing in I know I'm breathing in.
Breathing out I know I'm breathing out.

Breathing in I know I'm breathing in
Breathe out I know I'm breathing out

Breathing in I know I'm breathing in
Breathing out I know I'm breathing out

Grateful I can choose to breathe. Grateful I can choose to focus on what I want. Grateful to remember that contrast creates. Grateful for everything bagels and cream cheese and espresso. Grateful to have a team. Grateful to have friends and family who love me no matter what. Grateful I can choose to be ok now. Grateful I can choose to go with the flow. So grateful for writing.

So grateful I can sit next to Linty. So grateful to have new opportunities. So grateful for texts from my mom. So grateful I know I am adaptable. Grateful for people who tell me it's ok to cry. Grateful life is on my side. Grateful I know life supports me. Grateful I don't actually have to worry. Grateful for my kitties. Grateful to be an artist. Grateful for the contrast that is helping me ask for what I want. Grateful to be alive. Grateful I can remember I am the creator. Grateful I can choose the magick life. Grateful I can relax and enter the flow right now. Grateful to already have plenty. Grateful I always have enough. Grateful I can choose prosperity and abundance. Grateful I can choose to focus on what I want. Grateful to be here now.

So grateful for my wife. Grateful to be feeling better. Grateful I can relax and allow. Grateful I don't have to worry. Grateful I can be here now. Grateful life loves me. Grateful I am healing. Grateful contrast creates. Grateful for the Monthly Manifestation Manual.

Grateful Linty is right here. Grateful to be with the cats right now. Grateful I can breathe and count and relax. Grateful I can trust the flow. Grateful I can let go of my resistance. Grateful I don't have to give a fuck. Grateful for change. grateful I can observe my thoughts. Grateful I can trust this moment. Grateful I can take my own advice. Grateful I don't have to let my thoughts control me. Grateful I don't have to be a slave to my thoughts.

Wouldn't it be nice to feel better?
Wouldn't it be nice to relax?
Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate what i have?
Wouldn't it be nice to feel relieved?
Wouldn't it be nice to feel good?
Wouldn't it be nice to choose to feel the way I want to feel right now?
Wouldn't it be nice to remember
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DON'T HAVE TO CARE!!!!!!

I don't have to make myself sick with worry. I don't have to let my thoughts control me. I don't have to be a victim.

I am switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am healing. I am letting well being flow through me. I am allowing life to take care of me. I am trusting the flow. I am aware there is no pain in the now. I am in the now. I am at peace with what is. I am breathing consciously. I am enjoying my contrast. I am so grateful for change. I am so grateful I can relax and let go. I don't have to care. I don't have to give a fuck. I can choose to trust the flow right now. I can choose to feel like I am already healing. I can choose to feel like I'm in the right place at the right time. I can choose to live the magick life. I can choose to embrace my fears and use them as fuel. I can choose to do the work and let life unfold. I can choose to accept gifts and take no action. I can appreciate myself and how far I've come. I can choose to let life love me.

I know I am in the right place at the right time.
I know I can transmute my fears into excitement.
I know I can trust the magick life.
I know it's ok to be scared. I've noticed I'm feeling scared and that's ok. Jessica, I love and accept you exactly the way you are.

I know I can choose to invite healing into my life right now.
I know I can choose to feel confident and let the flow do it.
I know I can practice the feeling of already having what I want

Kelly telling me someone emailed and wants to rent our apartment asap
Selling out of all our merch at Empire tonight
Feeling relaxed and in the flow
Being the badass powerful witch I know I can be
I know that I am

I know that I am here now and I am here for a reason. I know I am doing my best and that's all I can do. I know I can ask for help if I need it. I know I can choose the other side of the wave.

What is your contrast?
I feel terrified. I'm scared of ruining my credit, of breaking a promise, of not keeping up my end of the bargain. I'm afraid of what people will think of me if I can't handle my affairs properly. I'm sad that my cats don't sleep with me anymore. I'm scared of so much change all at once. I'm scared I'm not doing a good enough job or helping enough. I'm scared that people only love me conditionally. I'm scared of my finger not healing fast enough. I'm scared to trust the universe. I'm scared to trust the magick life. I'm scared to trust that the universe will really work it all out. I'm so scared to trust the universe. But a life without trust in the universe isn't the life I want to live.

What is your contrast helping you create?
A healed finger.
My finger is healed! I can't believe I ever worried about that! I am safe and secure in my reality. I am at peace with my present reality.
Haha Louise Hay says that the middle finger represents anger and sexuality and that my affirmation should be "I am comfortable with my sexuality."
Ahh Louise you crack me up.
I am comfortable with my sexuality.
I am comfortable with my sexuality.
I am comfortable with my sexuality.
I am comfortable with my sexuality.
I am comfortable with my sexuality.
I am comfortable with my sexuality.
I am comfortable with my sexuality.
I am comfortable with my sexuality.
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I am comfortable with my sexuality.
I am comfortable with my sexuality.
I am comfortable with my sexuality.
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I am comfortable with my sexuality.

Haha. Also my contrast is helping me create a rainbow brite world of peace love and joy. A world where I live in the present and follow the flow and I'm so beautiful and have my affairs in order. I am creating a world where my cats like to go outside and don't hold it against me that we moved. I am creating a world where I have a disciplined mind.

I am creating a world where I am my meditating self
I am creating a world where I can trust the universe.
I am creating a world where I am comfortable with my sexuality.
I am creating a world where I am at peace with what is.
I am creating a world where I don't give a fuck! I am creating a world where everything is fun and there is nothing to worry about.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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