Do Whatever You Want

Do Whatever You Want

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Grateful to be awake and alive. Grateful to be here now. Grateful to be at peace with what is. Grateful for Nicki Minaj. Grateful to be doing me. Grateful for new technology. Grateful for that HP sprout thing! Grateful for animals. Grateful for my kitties. Grateful for my wife. Grateful for my gym membership. Grateful for group ex classes. Grateful to feel healthy and strong. Grateful to feel good about myself. Grateful to be learning more and more every day how to relax and allow and open up to receiving. Grateful life is taking care of me. Grateful I don't have to get involved. Grateful for meditation. Grateful to feel so prosperous. Grateful for this now. Grateful there is no pain in the now. Grateful for new ideas. Grateful for my education. Grateful for my perspective. Grateful to feel so blessed every day. Grateful to be learning how to be more confident. Grateful to feel excited about my work. Grateful for lessons and school and new knowledge.

Grateful for this exquisite computer. Grateful to feel soooo excited about technology again. Grateful for this feeling. Grateful it's getting easier to take care of myself. Grateful to let go. Grateful to surrender. Grateful for compliments and gifts. Grateful I can think about what I want, step into the present moment, and be at peace.

Wouldn't it be nice to relax and just be here now? Wouldn't it be nice to make a pretty outline of beliefs? Wouldn't it be nice to let the flow do it? Wouldn't it be nice to open up to channeling more and more? Wouldn't it be nice to love more and more every day? Wouldn't it be nice to have great dreams? Wouldn't it be nice to focus on allowing?

Wouldn't it be nice to dream bigger? Wouldn't it be nice to feel mentally stronger? Wouldn't it be nice to play? Wouldn't it be nice to have and be fun? Wouldn't it be nice to read? Wouldn't it be nice to just appreciate how good I feel right now?

Ok

I feel good right now.
I feel light and I feel strong. I feel like I'm doing everything right. I feel like I can relax and enjoy. I feel present. I feel happy with who I am. I am celebrating how far I've come in so many ways. I have come so far at the gym. Every week I get better at weightlifting and cycling and martial arts. I learn so much from going to several group exercises classes nearly every week for years.

I feel good because I am conscious of my self absorption. I feel good because it's getting easier to watch my ego. I feel good because I have been present a lot more lately. I feel good because I've been drinking less because I remember I can let life be trippy and magickal again. I feel good because I learned about transcending my mind and how the east has been talking about it for 5k years while the west invents psychology with no possibility of transcendence of mind. That's why I was so sick! Just lost in my mind. I can just step outside.

Get some fresh air.

I feel good because I have some fresh air in my mind. I feel open to new possibilities and situations and circumstances. I am letting go of my resistance. I am saying yes to gifts from the universe. I feel like I have no choice.

I feel good because I'm doing the prosperity plan. I feel good because I've been doing my worksheets and telling people about them and they get it. I feel good because I am so different from who I was in 2010 when I graduated grad school. I feel good because I have new ideas now and don't feel so attached to the beliefs I had then.

I feel good because I've come so far. I feel good because I'm taking better care of myself and eating some more vegetables and saying yes more. I feel good because when things start going well and I wonder if I can handle bad things I remember there is no pain in the now and I don't have to be attached to anything. And life is always taking care of me. And there is no good and bad. So instead of good I will say I feel aligned.

I feel aligned because every time I ask my intuition what I should do all I hear is meditate more. I feel aligned because I am. I feel aligned because I am starting to believe what I say in my videos. I feel aligned because I am getting better at taking my own advice.

I feel aligned because I am choosing to feel aligned. I feel aligned because it's easy to feel aligned. I feel aligned because I know life loves me. I know it's all working out. I know I'm magickal and as long as I'm conscious and doing me, I can be or do or have anything I fancy.

I feel good because I feel excited about my work. I feel aligned because I don't give a fuck. I feel aligned because I don't feel so hopeless anymore. I feel aligned because I've surrendered. Because I love myself right now. Because I don't GIVE A FUCK!

That's nice.

What do you want?
Just to keep enjoying right now
Beginner's mind
Play. Delight. Feeling like god is giving me gifts and I am a blessed child who can do no wrong

I intend to go to bed feeling good. I intend to be light. I intend to laugh and play and be fun. I intend to love and accept myself exactly the way I am. I intend to appreciate myself. I intend to train my mind more. I intend to allow myself to become more and more conscious in every moment. I intend to relax and allow. I intend to relax and listen.

Dear Jessica,
Relax and allow. Everything is working out for you. You can relax now. You can trust the process. Let go and allow. Let go. Step outside your mind and just listen.

Breathe in and listen
Breathe out and listen

Breathe in and listen
Breathe out and listen

Breathe in and listen
Breathe out and listen

You can relax. You can enjoy. You are under no obligation to do ANYTHING! This is your life, do whatever the fuck you want!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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