Just Lucky Things

Just Lucky Things

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"Mental agility, babe," Kelly says to me when I resist turning off Gossip Girl. We've been playing this app called Peak, which is a collection of games designed to help you improve different areas of thinking, including language, problem solving, memory and yes, mental agility. My shittiest score on Peak is in the mental agility section. It's below average! I've never been below average mentally, at least not in any sort of standardized testing. I'm a 98th percentile kind of girl.

So I tried to say to Kelly, "I don't like switching tasks. I just want to do one thing... forever..." Is being able to switch tasks quickly the definition of mental agility? Agility is "the power of moving quickly and easily; nimbleness: exercises demanding agility. the ability to think and draw conclusions quickly; intellectual acuity."

Anyway who cares. I got out of bed and went to write, as Kelly advised. Here I am.

I'm so grateful to be here now. I'm grateful Kelly let me open the hotel breakfast Lucky Charms. I'm grateful there's still a little vodka in the freezer. I'm grateful I have so much time. I'm grateful to spend my time exactly as I wish. I'm grateful to be free.

I'm grateful I can let Pwny outside and she doesn't run away. I'm grateful I'm loosening up and trusting the flow. I'm grateful for our healthy garden of basil, aloe, sunflowers and our carnivorous plant, Cecil.

I'm grateful to be a practiced writer. I'm grateful I find it easy to write about myself. I'm grateful I can remember how to express myself, in any state of mind, any time. I'm grateful to be creative, playful and profound (as according to one of our Life Story worksheet reviews). I'm grateful I'm aware that I'm creating my reality. I'm grateful for the corn syrup on this cereal it is sooo good. I'm grateful that shot of vodka is helping me feel better. I'm grateful to be taking it easy.

I'm grateful to be conscious and kinder to myself. I'm grateful it's getting easier every day. I'm grateful to be here now, enjoying my life. I'm grateful I can relax now. I am grateful for people who take an interest in my work. I am grateful I don't have to care what other people think.

I'm grateful for Pandora and for free credit reports. I am grateful to have good credit. I am grateful life is long and life is taking care of me. I am grateful I am feeling better. I am grateful I am learning mental agility. I am grateful I am relaxing. I am grateful I am sitting up straight. I am grateful I am breathing. I am grateful for sore muscles. I am grateful for my friends. I am grateful for Kelly who takes such good care of me.

I am grateful I am lightening up. I am grateful for the light. I am grateful I've seen the dark to appreciate the light. I am grateful to feel good in my body. I am grateful we have been running. I am grateful to feel stronger than ever. I am grateful for my physical agility. I am grateful I am feeling successful. I am grateful I am waking up. I am grateful I am taking care of myself. I am grateful life is long.

I am grateful to be the creator of time. I am grateful to be here now. I am grateful to be breathing consciously. I am grateful for my mantra.

I am grateful to remember presence is my craft. I am grateful I recorded a video today. I am grateful I have something to say. I am grateful for new music. I am grateful to be focusing. I am grateful I am letting life live me. I am grateful to be living by natural law. I am so grateful life is on my side. I am so grateful for my hoops and for ease and flow and the ability to shift my perspective.

I am grateful I can relax into this now. I am grateful I can let life be easy. I am grateful I can take care of myself. I am grateful I can choose the flow. I am grateful to be a channel.

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to keep feeling better? Wouldn't it be nice to get a massage? Wouldn't it be nice to go with the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to rest and let myself recharge? Wouldn't it be nice to not give a fuck? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and relax and relax and breathe and relax...

I am switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, everything is working out for me. I am one with life. I am one with this moment. I am aware, conscious, alive. I am breathing. I am listening. I am letting the flow through me. I am focused in the moment. I feel the best I've ever felt! I am letting life take care of me. I am trusting the flow. I am trusting the process of life. I am breathing deeply and consciously. I am awake. I am alert. I am at ease. I am at peace with what is. I am so in love with my life. I am enjoying my life. I am at peace. I am so happy with what I have. I am feeling better and better as the day goes on.

I am letting everything I want come to me. I am letting myself feel good regardless of circumstance. I am one with life. I am taking care of myself. I am in the flow. I am at peace.

I am letting life take care of me. I am making good choices. I am standing up for myself and taking care of myself and bringing myself into this present moment right now.

I am here now.
I am here now. I am awake.
I am awake in the dream now. I am awake in the dream now. I am awake in the dream now. I am magickal. I am letting life feel good. I am letting what I want come to me. I am at peace with what is. Everything is working out for me. I am letting life be fun and easy. I feel the best I've ever ever felt. I'm creating my best work. I am letting myself feel good. I am letting life be fun and easy. I am letting life lead the way. I am trusting the flow. I am allowing well being to flow.

I love it when I take care of myself. I love it when I write and do the work. I love it when I write real things. I love it when I express myself. I love it when I get to travel. I love it when I feel confident. I love it when I get paid to write. I love it when I get checks in the mail. I love it when I make what I want to make. I love it when I let myself wake up. I love it when I let myself feel good. I love it when I trust the moment. I love it when I remember who I am.

Dear Jessica,
Just relax. Let it be easy. Let yourself be here now. Let it flow. Let go. You don't have to worry about a thing. Just relax and be here now. Be here now and breathe. You are already perfect. You don't have to think about anything. You can trust the flow. You can let go. You can let yourself feel good right now. You can let yourself enjoy the evening. You can let yourself feel better and better. You can let yourself shine. You can let yourself relax.

Focus on this moment. Let yourself wake up. Let yourself be here now. Allow yourself to love yourself, truly, madly, deeply, exactly the way you are.

OWN THAT SHIT.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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