RADIANT

RADIANT

i can choose focus i am focused i can choose to be here now i can choose to be at peace i can choose to get my head out of the swirling into the room staring at the emptiness
i can choose to be here now allowing the flow to flow i can choose to feel good i can choose to feel good right now i can let it be easy i can be aware
i can observe
i can choose to let the flow through me
sit up straight core tight drink water relax
let the flow through
stop looking at my phone
stop looking at my phone
let go of my resistance
let go
let go
let go
let go
let go
let go

i am allowing well being i am choosing focus and freedom i am letting it be easy
i am letting myself be kind i am focusing my attention

i am so grateful for my wife who is changing the sheets! I am so grateful for this now. I am awake and alive. I am so grateful for ac and my home and my family and my health kitties. I am so grateful I can choose focus and it's not that hard to take one step.

i am allowing the flow to flow i am breathing and relaxing and letting it come to me. i am asking what i want
to relax
to allow
to be easy
to let it come to me
to feel good
to have fun
to be delighted
to feel better and better

to hold my mantra like a slogan like an object in my mind, to carry it like a worry stone in my mind, to be here now, holding my mantra stone, "I love myself, I love myself, I love myself" each repetition i feel better, i take the object out, i train my mind into believing, i train my mind into producing evidence

i am continually surprised by how easy it really is to focus on a mantra and then notice results, you just gotta give yourself like half a day... even an hour... results aren't immediate, but they can be once you hold the object in your mind long enough
every time you pick it up you will get the feeling of it working
it's working!
i always wanted this, an object to have and to hold that would feel good, like my bedroom folded up inside a locket, all the good feeling things always with me like a pill case

wouldn't it be nice to let go
allow
breathe
relax
not give a fuck
relax
be at peace with what is
say thank you
say yes
feel excited about saying yes
breathe deeper
meditate
feel better and better
hold my little worry stone, "I love myself I love myself I love myself"

wouldn't it be nice to let go
to trust the now
to enjoy the feeling in my mouth
of flow
of knowing
of feeling good for no reason

i love it when I let it be easy
i love it when kelly does the chores
i love it when i get money
i love it when i take care of myself
i love it when i breathe consciously
i love it when i do the work
i love it when i hold my worry stone in my mind
i love it when i practice saying "i love myself" and it is reflected
i love it when i feel good
i love it when i let go
i love it when i enjoy
i love it when i notice new things i like about myself
i love it when i let go of my need to achieve
i love it when i feel like i'm on the right path
i love it when i relax and enjoy
i love it when i remember i am getting what i wanted in every moment
i love it when solutions come so easily
i love it when life is fun
i love it when i want to say yes
i love it when i am down
i love it when people get along
i love it when i feel kind and generous
i love it when i feel good
i love it when i share
i love it when i have fun
i love it when other people help me
and set an example for me

i love it when i remember my latest strong desires
TO HAVE A TEACHER
TO DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE

and then i read another spirituality book and remember all i really -should- do is nothing, be here now, if i really need to do something
i can meditate
breathe
drink water

i can be still i don't have to do anything i don't have to achieve i can let go of the concept of the future and just enjoy now

right now i am enjoying life i am care free i am at peace with what is i am feeling peaceful and calm, tranquil
i am at peace with what is life is working out for me i know i am on the right path and there is nothing i have to do
i am already doing everything right
i am already who i need to be
i am already one with life
i am trusting the process
i am such a fast learner
i am allowing life to take care of me

what am i doing right?
i am writing
i am allowing
i am breathing
i am budgeting and invoicing and taking care of my adult life
admin comes so easily to me i don't dread dealing with money anymore
i love money
i am a money magnet
i am trusting the universe
i always trust the flow

i am smiling and laughing and in a good mood
i am radiant
i am letting it come to me
i am letting it come to me
i am free
i am free
i am allowing
i am at peace
i am one with life
i am creating
i am feeling better and better

yes writing always always always works

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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