Here I Am

Here I Am

Cam

Grateful to be awake and alive! Grateful for a new day. Grateful to want to write. Grateful for coconut oil. Grateful for surprise checks in the mail. Grateful for coffee and advil. Grateful for time to myself. Grateful I can tune my vibration and feel better and better. Grateful to feel good about myself. Grateful to be making good choices. Grateful Kelly helps me so much. Grateful for good dreams. Grateful to feel good about life. Grateful to feel inspired. Grateful to feel creative. Grateful to feel ready. Grateful to feel good about this day. Grateful to be a witch. Grateful to remember who I am. Grateful for Internet. Grateful for new baby cousins. Grateful for my family. Grateful for my siblings. Grateful for family living in this state. Grateful to feel loved. Grateful to feel good right now. Grateful to remind myself of what I know. Grateful for my healthy kitties and healthy wife and healthy friends. Grateful to already have it all. Grateful to have more than enough. Grateful to be here now. Grateful to have money for food. Grateful the rent and bills are paid. Grateful to have income. Grateful to know what I know. Grateful life is working out for me. Grateful life is taking care of me. Grateful it's all working out for everyone. Grateful to be present. Grateful to be aware. Grateful to love myself. Grateful to be my reason for feeling good.

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to count and breathe deeply and not give a fuck? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the process of life? Wouldn't it be nice to be pleasantly surprised? Wouldn't it be nice if our friends hit us up to do something awesome? Wouldn't it be nice to make music? Wouldn't it be nice to work on arT? Wouldn't it be nice to feel excited and enthusiastic about my work? Wouldn't it be nice to be inspired to create? Wouldn't it be nice to work on the planner? Wouldn't it be nice to let go? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to just not give a fuck about any of it? Wouldn't it be nice to laugh and play? Wouldn't it be nice if I could sing? Wouldn't it be nice to record an awesome meditation? Wouldn't it be nice to work on the podcast? Wouldn't it be nice to trust that everything is happening in perfect timing?

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I want to do things. I want to cook and run and have a good attitude. Life already is the way I want it to be. I feel good about myself. I am inspired and creative. I am making my best work. I am letting what I want come to me. I am doing my best. I am kind and generous. I am letting life live me. I am letting go. I am trusting the process of life. I am letting go. I trust the flow of life. I am here now. I am present. I am allowing well being to flow. I am allowing myself to be a channel of source energy. I am allowing myself to feel better and better as the day goes on. I am allowing myself to feel good about life. I am letting life work out. I am projecting a vibration of love. I love and accept myself exactly the way I am. I am here now. I trust the process of life. I am doing the work. I feel better and better as the day goes on. I feel the best I've ever felt! I am here now. I am allowing life to take care of me and bring me gifts. I am saying yes. I am letting it be easy. I am letting life feel good and be fun. I am trusting the process. I am SO INSPIRED. I am enthusiastic and excited about life! I am looking forward to this day! I am living this day like it's my last! I am letting myself have and be fun! I am allowing the flow of life to lead me. I am here now. I am letting life take care of me. I am in the now. I am counting. I am trusting. I am allowing. I am here now. I am letting life be easy. I love and accept myself exactly the way I am. I am allowing life to bring me what I want and need. I am letting life lead the way. I am letting life live me. I am getting better at leg hooping! I am excited about meditating and hooping and running and making art and music! I am excited about doing the work. I have a great attitude. I am the healthiest and most fit I've ever been. I am in control of my vibration. I am doing my simran. I don't give a fuck! I am my reason for feeling good. Life already is the way I want it to be. I am saying yes. I am dreaming. I am lucid in the dream. I am dreaming. I am lucid. I love myself. I love myself the way I am. I love my life the way it is. Life already is the way I want it to be. I love myself. I love myself. I love myself. I am dreaming. I am awake in the dream. I am letting life live me!

I love it when I finally write! I love it when I create. I love it when I let life help me. I love it when I have a good day without trying. I love it when I say yes. I love it when I do my simran. I love it when I take care of myself. I love it when I eat vegetarian. I love it when I trust the flow. I love it when I run. I love it when I do the work. I love it when I notice synchronicities. I love it when I love myself. I love it when I'm in control of my vibration. I love it when I feel good just because I'm alive. I love it when I don't give a fuck!

What do you want?
To CREATE. To want to run. To want to cook. To change the litter. To feel better and better as the day goes on. To run 5 miles effortlessly. To record an amazing meditation that changes my life. To do my simran all day. To feel excited about my work. To feel like I just CAN'T STOP WORKING ON MY SHIT. To not give a fuck about anything. To let go. To trust. To allow. To say yes. To be here now. To feel gratitude for everything I already have. To let it be easy. To relax.

Dear Jessica,
Let this day be easy. Let yourself be here now. Let yourself be bathed in good vibrations. Let yourself enjoy. Let yourself bask in the un-done-ness of life. Let yourself receive. Let yourself open up to new possibilities. You don't have to be perfect or have every duck in a row. Just relax and say yes. Relax and brighten up! Smile! You are a perfect angel! You are so good, and so loved, and you already have it all!

Breathe in and don't give a fuck!
Breathe out and don't give a fuck!

Breathe in and say I love myself!
Breathe out and say I love myself!

Breathe in and be your reason for feeling good!
Breathe out and be your reason for feeling good!

Breathe in and know life already is the way you want it to be!
Breathe out and let life be the way you want it to be!

Breathe in and say yes!
Breathe out and say yes!

Breathe in and wake up in the dream!
Breathe out and bask in this beautiful dream!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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