I Don’t Have to Care!

Gathering Momentum

I Don’t Have to Care!

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Grateful for the flow of life that picks me up and carries me
Grateful I can say whatever I want whenever I want, I am so free, I am so free, I am so free, I am so free
I can create anything I want in any manner I desire, I am so free, I am so free
I am so grateful I can choose what I place my attention on, I'm so grateful I'm learning to drive this doohickey

The contrast became too great the moment the bottom fell out of the bag containing cat shit.
It was just so funny. I mean, the bottom dropped out and shit hit the floor.

I stopped resisting and started laughing.

Grateful I can be more conscious, infinitely conscious. Grateful I CAN WAKE THE FUCK UP RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW
Grateful I can at least identify when I feel the candy lever pull of twitter or facebook or gmail
My loves, my hates

Grateful to be alive so I can have loves and hates
Grateful i can choose to like where I am first and then evidence presents itself for me to like

I embrace my contrast
I embrace my contrast
I embrace my contrast
That is the lesson

Yesterday if you had asked me, "What is your contrast?" I would have so many answers: physical pain, emotional pain, judging ego.

Today I am at peace with the same circumstances and I no longer feel contrast, although the same circumstances exist. I have entered the now. I have said yes to the flow. I am let go of my resistance. I am awake as I can be RIGHT NOW

This is as awake as I can be. I can only become more awake, right now. I can only go deeper into awareness of the now. I am going deeper into the now. I am deeper into the now. I am more awake. I am more awake. I see more. I am more aware. I am here now. I am more deeply here now. I can sink through the levels. I can go deeper. I can sink to center.

Wouldn't it be nice
to relax
to release resistance
to breathe
to let the flow do it
to let it be easy
to trust the process
to feel energized
to remember there is a time to feel this way
to not care
to be ok with what is
to love
to be here now
to go deeper into the present
to surrender

I'm switching to the reality I prefer
In the reality I prefer
I don't give a fuck
I love myself
I accept myself the way I am
I am allowing well being
I don't care
I am at peace with what is
I am breathing consciously
I am awake
I am going more deeply into the now
I am lucid
I am awake in the dream
I am letting it be easy
I am trusting the flow

I welcome interruptions
I embrace my contrast
I remember there is a time for it all
I am at peace
I am letting life live me
I am letting go

I love it when I choose to feel good
I love it the contrast gets so high that I have to surrender
I love it when I learn how to better surrender
I love it when I focus
I love it when I relax
I love it when I trust the process of life
I love it when Kelly and I have fun together
I love it when I trust my gut
I love it when i have days off
and days on
I love it when I embrace all ways of everything
I love it when I feel at peace
I love it when I do the work
I love it when it's fun to do the work
I love it when I wake up feeling better
I love it when there's leftover pizza
I love it when I don't give a fuck

I love it when it feels like
vacation
summer
thunderstorms
possibility
carefree
I don't have to care
I don't have to care
I don't have to care
I don't have to care
I don't have to care
I don't have to care
I don't have to care

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance

Let yourself be here now

Breathe in an raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance.

Breathe in and let yourself be here now!
Breathe out and let yourself relax.

Let yourself be here. Let yourself enjoy your time here now. Let yourself relax.

Breathe in and relax.
Breathe out and relax.

Listen to what life is telling you. Listen to the messages you hear.

Breathe in and relax
Breathe out and let go of your resistance

Breathe in and enjoy
Breathe out and awaken

Breathe in and smile!
Breathe out and let yourself relax

Breathe in and laugh!
Breathe out and say yes to your circumstances

Just relax. Let it be easy. You can relax now.
Relax

Breathe in and feel better
Breathe out and notice this moment

This is what you wanted
before
Now what do you want?

stillness
connection
creation
praise
love
mcdonalds
energy
allowing
simran
the ability to pull my shit together & do simran
right now
to remember
"I DON'T HAVE TO CARE"
i don't have to care

Dear Jessica,

Relax.
You don't have to care.

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if i could write anything what would it be
something reminding me
i don't have to care
even if my mind says
"you should write this bc shock value!"
it makes me uncomfortable
rather than
...
i don't have to care
i can be here now
i don't have to place my attention on
...

breathe in and relax
breathe out and relax
breathe in and relax
breathe out and relax

breathe in and remember you don't have to care
breathe out and remember you don't have to care

you really don't have
to care

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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