40 Day Prosperity Plan Day 17 / My First Life Coach

February 20, 2014
by Jessica Mullen

40 Day Prosperity Plan Day 17: The Divine Consciousness that I am is forever expressing its true nature of Abundance. This is its responsibility, not mine. My only responsibility is to be aware of this Truth. Therefore, I am totally confident in letting go and letting God appear as the abundant all sufficiency in my life and affairs.

I had my first appointment with a life coach today. It was fucking wild. It was so helpful. It helped me see: I AM FIRE! I have this fire. I am this fire. I resisted a lot of things. But this life coach told me about myself. Want to hear the summary?

This woman, Hannah Hudson, is brilliant. I think she gets the meaning of life more than I do. She asked deep questions immediately and had me crying within 15 minutes. All these parts of myself I never tend to! She opened up a whole new world for me.

She said to me, "You're a direct line." I'm a direct line to divinity. It was so nice to hear someone else acknowledge my connection.

Here are the important ideas:

You get to choose.
There's nothing to fix.
Laughter and play are what I'm looking for in my work.
With all of this "not trying" "trusting what's right in front of you" and "listening to others" (my process of "allowing"), there is a lot of judgement still--a lot of pressure around getting it right, right now.
I am learning to let go of what other people think.
What would "JESSICA ON FIRE" do?!
After a lot of discussion about my resistance/hatred of my mind, Hannah asked, "What if your mind was beautiful?" That would make everything easier wouldn't it?
There's this whole other part of yourself that wants to be with you. (Isn't that amazing?!)
As a direct line to divinity, it can be hard to be with your mortality.
I am learning to let go of feeling so responsible for others.
I am learning to stand up for myself and ask for what I want.
I am working on "OWNING MY HUMANITY"
I am allowing adventure and freedom to me my dominant states.
She referred to me as a "mystic" or "channel"--how nice to be recognized for that!
I get to set the value of my work.
She kept asking, "What support do you need?" What DO I need?
I'm afraid of being mean, or experiencing meanness, or being mean to myself.
I've been drowning my fire with water, but now I am Jessica ON FIRE!
It's not what you're doing, it's who you're being.
I am now accessing my fire. Magickal. Hot. Transformational. Mesmerizing.
I'm allowing myself to ask for what I want, with hooping, my body, my dominance and with money. I am receiving what I want.