Grateful to be awake and alive! Grateful to be here now. Grateful for red wine.
Grateful for Kelly. Grateful to be conscious. Grateful to be aware. Grateful to not care. Grateful to be having fun. Grateful to be light. Grateful for the kleenex and the dream catcher and the pandora and the speakers and the lamp and the paper and the external hard drive and the walls separating me from the laundry room.
Grateful for my feet on the floor and the sky in the air and for no one fucking with me. Grateful to not upper limit. Grateful to not give a fuck. Grateful Linty loves to sleep on me. Grateful for cats omg I love cats. Grateful for animals omg I love animals.
Grateful to feel loosey goosey. Grateful to be present as present can be. Grateful for cheese n cracks. Grateful to not give a frack.
Grateful Kelly inspired me telling me to write my own material. Grateful for good sex and clit lickins. Grateful to accept gifts and be in the mood. Grateful to feel focused and good at life.
Grateful for the beats the chills the thrills. Grateful to feel good at braining. Grateful for hot showers and wikipedia and youtube. Grateful i know it's all going to work out and the less i care the better.
Grateful to be at peace with what is. Grateful Kelly is so creative. Grateful to express myself however I goddamn please.
Grateful for oil pulling and video games and who gives a fuck. Grateful to be in the vortex and out of the vortex. Grateful I know I always come out on top so I should just enjoy right now. Grateful it's all going my way who cares?
Grateful to be writing about whatever grateful to not have to care. Grateful to be light and free and me and see?
Grateful it's all getting better and better grateful for cheese. Grateful I don't have to care. Grateful for computers. Grateful I love and accept myself exactly the way I am. Grateful to feel focused and yes I'm doing everything right.
Grateful to let the flow through me and not care I don't care!
Grateful to be at peace with what is and for library books on hold and for microphones and cameras so I can watch my every move. Grateful for facebook and new ideas and for not caring and for funny dreams and to be conscious.
Grateful I can focus any time and I am aware. Grateful for vivid dreams and knowing it just doesn't matter. Grateful to be light and let go. Grateful for the blankets and to not be such an addict anymore.
Grateful it's getting light and I'm getting light and life is just light. Grateful it's all a funny joke. Grateful to be aware of my thoughts and my actions and what I'm eating.
Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to laugh and not care and laugh and laugh and laugh? Wouldn't it be nice to be a match to receiving? Wouldn't it be nice to clean up my food game again? Wouldn't it be nice to work out harder than ever before this week? Wouldn't it be nice to get some mad compliments? Wouldn't it be nice if KElly rubbed my shoulders? Wouldn't it be nice to laugh and not care. Wouldn't it be nice to chill and draw. And draw and DRAW!
Wouldn't it be nice to release more limiting beliefs? Wouldn't it be nice to be a twitter star in a good way? Wouldn't it be nice to get funnier and more fun? Wouldn't it be nice to be a fun subversive version of Lisa Frank?
Wouldn't it be nice to embrace myself the way I am? Wouldn't it be nice to just remember to love and accept myself exactly the way I am?
I'm switching to the reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer I don't give a fuck. I'm at peace with what is and I am so happy with what I have. I have energy and inspiration and money is pouring in. I have plenty. I trust the universe. I am good at what I do. I am laughing and playing and enjoying life no matter what. I am at peace. I am innocent. I am free.
In the reality I prefer everyone loves me so much and it's because I love myself so much. I am so free and so at peace and I love myself no matter what even if...
In the reality I prefer, I enjoy and embrace and love everything about myself like my fav character on tv. I am the best I am winning and all my flaws are endearing and help me feel better about myself.
In the reality I prefer I can handle anything and I am so beautiful and everyone loves me and I love myself to much and I am so nice to myself and I'm having so much fun and just laughing out of control at least one hour a day.
I love it when I focus I love it when I focus I love it when I love myself the way I am! I love it when I train new thought patterns and they pay the fuck off. I love it when I am light and fun and funny and laughing and just not caring. I love it when I have my 3 steps forward and I don't give a fuck about 1 step back. I love it when I accept myself the way I am. I love it when I listen to the flow. I love it when I accept my desires and stand up for myself and my creations and expressions of creativity.
What do you want?
To have a fun night laughing and feeling naughty and subversive and winning and really good at life and smart. To have so much fun drawing or working on this planner or whatever. To just have fun and enjoy and be light and innocent and not a fiend but a friend. To be enjoying life no matter what I'm eating or drinking. To be at peace and loving myself no matter what. TO JUST LOVE AND ACCEPT MYSELF EXACTLY THE WAY I AM. Yeah that's exactly it.
What you want is already yours. You know you love this life!