Self Mastery

Self Mastery

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Grateful to be awake and alive. Grateful to be in control of my vibration. Grateful to feel loved. Grateful to feel appreciated. Grateful I get to choose how I feel. Grateful to be here.

Grateful to be at peace with what is. Grateful I can choose the version I prefer. Grateful to feel at ease. Grateful I get to choose.

Grateful I don't have to give a fuck. Grateful I can choose the thoughts I want to think.

Grateful to be an artist. Grateful for the power of my focus. Grateful writing always works.

Grateful to be allowing well being. Grateful to feel good in my body. Grateful to let go of my thoughts.

Grateful to be at peace with what is. Grateful I can let the FUCK GO.

Grateful I can be at peace. Grateful I can choose the flow. Grateful I can take care of myself. Grateful to be who I am.

Grateful for my health. Grateful to Kelly for amazing foot rubs. Grateful for my perfect kitties.

Grateful for my home. Grateful for my city. Grateful for my family. Grateful I get to see Michael and Kerri soon!

Grateful to be at peace with what is. Grateful to relax. Grateful I don't have to care. Grateful I can choose what I think about.

Grateful to know contrast creates. Grateful for my new laptop battery.

Grateful to be allowing well being. Grateful to be in control of how I feel.

Grateful for this moment. Grateful to be at peace with what is.

Grateful for the flow. Grateful nothing matters. Grateful I know life is good.

Grateful to not care. Grateful to let go. Grateful to let shit go. Grateful to let go of things I DON'T NEED.

Grateful to make light. Grateful for new ideas. Grateful for peaceful music. Grateful to be real.

Grateful for my desk and my computer. Grateful I can pull my shit together. Grateful I can choose FOCUS. Grateful I can choose FLOW.

Grateful for my sweet wife. Grateful to be at peace with what is. Grateful to be happy with what I have. Grateful I know contrast creates.




What is your contrast?

I feel IRRITATED. I feel judgmental. I feel pissed at myself for dropping the ball. I feel sick of bad habits. I feel like I HATE THE EGO. I feel suffocated. I feel IRRITATED AND SUFFOCATED.

What is it causing you to ask for?

I want to be soothed. I want fresh perspective. I want to be touched and not TAKEN FROM. I want to beat someone the fuck up. I want to release this aggression. I want to scream. I want to not need things outside of myself to deal with my emotions. I want SELF MASTERY. I want to release shit that I don't need. I want to stand up for myself. I want to BE A BITCH. I want to fucking YELL. I want to be free to do what I want. I want to NOT GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU THINK OR DO. FUCK YOU




Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up? Wouldn't it be nice to release these thoughts? Wouldn't it be nice to GET WHAT I WANT.

Wouldn't it be nice to just not care.

Wouldn't it be nice to be my reason for feeling good so that nothing outside SHAKES ME?

Wouldn't it be nice to be on top of my shit? LETTING GO OF SUBSTANCES. LETTING GO OF EXTERNAL REASONS FOR FEELING GOOD.

Wouldn't it be nice to feel relief? Wouldn't it be nice to record my best meditation ever?

Wouldn't it be nice to trust the flow and just NOT GIVE A FUCK?

Wouldn't it be nice to celebrate the synchronicities?!?!?!?!

Wouldn't it be nice to be nice to myself?

Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate the contrast? Wouldn't it be nice to keep my shit together longer this time?

Wouldn't it be nice to not NEED?

Wouldn't it be nice to just GET WHAT THE FUCK I WANT?

Wouldn't it be nice to have sweet dreams? Wouldn't it be nice to get my game back up?

Wouldn't it be nice if people were nice to me? Wouldn't it be nice if I was nice to myself and appreciated how far I've come?

Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate what I have? Wouldn't it be nice to be my reason for feeling good?

Wouldn't it be nice to feel like FIRE? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like an INSTIGATOR? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like a CATALYST? Wouldn't it be nice to unleash my forces on the world?!?!




I love it when I write and it helps me feel better. I love it when my favorite song of all time comes on at 11:11. I love it when I don't give a fuck. I love it when I take care of myself. I love it when I choose to be my reason for feeling good.

I love it when I pull my shit together. I love it when I relax and let the words go. I love it when I let the flow through me. I love it when I feel good about myself.

I love it when I take responsibility for how I feel. I love it when I'm kind to myself and my reality. I love it when I feel better. I love it when I do the work.

I love it when I have a good day. I love it when I go to bed feeling good. I love it when I'm at peace with what is. I love it when I'm FLOWING.




Dear Jessica,
Relax. It's all good. You can relax now. You can breathe. You can be at peace. Life has received your request. The contrast you've experienced has created so much for you to enjoy!

Trust that you're in the right place at the right time. Trust that it's unfolding perfectly. Trust that life loves you and is trying to give you gifts right now. Trust that it's all good! Trust that your focus is stronger than ever. Believe in yourself! Take over the world!

W

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
3 COMMENTS
  • Jessica

    You’re a beautiful person. Don’t let anyone bring you down! <3

  • jessica mullen

    Thanks so much! I was only bringing down myself, but I got it back together ;]

  • Jessica

    Good :) I do that also. Just part of being human. Have a merry christmas!!

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