I am letting go.
I don't care what you think about me.
I am obsessed with myself. I am in love with myself. I am addicted to myself.
I am letting the flow through today. I am having the best day of my life.
I have no obligation to anyone. I can do whatever I want.
I am helping myself. I know I can turn the boat. I know I can love myself. I am in the present. I can handle this.
I know I can be the person I want to be.
I give up. I surrender. I'm not trying anymore. I surrender.
I want to jump off the fucking roof. I GIVE UP.
Relax sweetheart. It's not that bad. You are in control. You can have everything you want. You are ok. You are ok. You can relax. You are ok. You are ok. You are loved. YOu are so loved.
I love you so much. You don't have to change anything. You already are the person you want to be. You are a good person. You are doing such good work. You are in control. You get to decide.
You are so powerful. You are so loved and cared for. Life is taking care of you. You wanted this. You wanted all of this.
You wanted vertical contrast. You wanted the ultimate challenge so you could have the ultimate win. You wanted to beat the game on hard. You wanted to fly. The only way you'll ever fly is if you jump.
What does that mean, to jump?!
Let go. Stop thinking. Stop your fucking mind, right now. Stop thinking. Your thoughts are the only thing that can make you feel bad. Stop thinking. Stop thinking RIGHT NOW.