Grateful to make light. Grateful to laugh. Grateful to not really care that much. Grateful it's getting easier every day. Grateful my ultimate jam--Belfast by Orbital--is playing. It always puts me in a magick place.
Grateful to be a writer and grateful Sara Kate Ladybug Whittemore reminded me that I already am one!
Grateful to not care about my reputation anymore. Grateful it's ok to not be perfect. Grateful I can be perfect the way I am.
Grateful it's easy to feel good. Grateful for twitter because it's so funny. Grateful for the Internet. Grateful to learn more every day. Grateful for my life. Grateful for my health. Grateful for cherry coke zero.
Grateful for life. Grateful for this. Grateful for that. Grateful to be getting all this shit out so I can write. Grateful I can breathe. Grateful I am here. Grateful for Kozy Kats. Grateful for this. Grateful to feel good. Grateful it's Friday. Grateful for #followanadult.
Grateful I can channel when I run out of things to say.
I wish to be here. I wish to be here. I wish to be present. I wish to let the flow through. I am smiling. I am present. I am focused on one point. There is one point right in front of me to focus on.
I am present. I am smiling. I am here. My lets are uncrossed. I am comfortable. I am sober. I am so dead sober. I am so happy to be dead sober. I love being sober. I am growing. I am changing. I am learning. I am channeling.
I am writing to the music. I am writing a love letter to my self later today. I am saying, don't worry, today will turn out ok. Just keep your focus on that one point. Even if you can't, just laugh. Just play. Just stop caring. Just let it come to you. Just keep writing your 1000 words inspired by Kelly. Just let it come out of your fingers.
I write to myself because I'm the only one who needs to hear it. I am the only one who exists. I need to hear this. I need to hear this.
Do as I say. Relax. Take a shower. Or a bath. Take a bath. Relax. Let go. Put on your headphones. Relax. Relax. Put your feet up. Let the flow tell you what to do. Don't be mad at yourself for relaxing. You are perfect child and you don't need to beat yourself up.
Today you will stop beating yourself up for good. I'm calling cps on your ass. No more beating yourself up. You're fine. You're perfect. You've already DONE so much. You can really relax now. You can actually relax now. You can relax now. Can you relax now> Just relax now.
Relax. Relax. That's all there is to it. Your dad told you your whole life. Relax. That's when the magick happens. That's when the solutions come. Relax. Relax your mind. Relax your mind. Get off the edge. Put your guard down. Relax. That's the secret. That's what I came here to tell you today. Relax.
How can I best relax in this moment. How can I best relax in this moment.
You're winning. You're doing it! You're relaxing! You're relaxed! You're doing it! That;s the whole key! Everything you do you do so you can relax! You work so you can relax after. You want to be constantly massaged so you can relax. You pet your cat so you can relax. You have sex to relax. You sleep to relax. You meditate to relax. You write to relax. You smile to relax. You talk to relax. You breathe to relax. You focus to relax.
Relax. Relax. Relax. Relax. Relax. It's the big secret. Haha it's such a simple concept. Just relax.
How can you best relax in this moment? That's all you gotta do.
Let the flow through. The flow has so much to say! The flow is so excited to speak through you! The flow is so excited to live you! PLay astrojax! Go for a walk! Smile and laugh! Relax. Put yourself at ease. Put others at ease. Help others relax. Help us relax. Help us relax. Help us relax.
Massage. Nice thoughts. Laughter. Jokes. Rest. Reading. Slooooooow. Relax. That's the big secret. THat's the big picutre. It all happens when you relax. It all happens when you relax. It all happens when you relax.
You've been so fucking uptight your whole life. That's why you drank and smoked and all that. Drinking makes you relax. But it also dulls your consciousness. It just doesn't work anymore. You know too much to go back to a substitution. It helped you practice the feeling. Now you can relax on your own. You have all the tools. Go get em!
Let the flow through you. Let the flow tell you what to do. Take ZERO ACTION until inspired. If that means sitting around in your pajamas til 9pm, SO BE IT. Who cares? You're not hurting anyone. Inspiration will come when you relax. Relax. Relax. Drop your guard. Relax. Relax. The solutions are coming. relax. relax. Relax.
The solutions are already here. Can you relax right now? Can you relax right now? Can you relax right now? Can you relax right now?
It's coming. Let it come. Let it come. Let it come. Let it come.
Meditate. Take a bath. Let it come. Let it come. You have all the tools, all the experience. You're blooming, blossoming, shining, lighting up the world. Smile and relax. Relax and smile. Just relax. Just relax. Just relax. Just relax. Just relax. Go through every moment of your day relaxed. You can do it!
I love you no matter what! Relax!
I am winning. I am relaxed. I am at ease. I am in the flow. I am inspired. I am creating my best work. I am winning. I am loved. I am not trying. I am allowing. I am letting it all come. I am relaxed. I am I am I am.