Grateful I have a wife to tell me to do the work. Grateful I can feel good no matter what. Grateful to be approaching a new level. Grateful to know it's all good and nothing really matters.
Grateful for my health.
Instead of focusing on what I don't have, I am focused on the abundance I do have.
I have a wife who loves me and takes care of me. I have my health. I have 2 kitties who love me so much. I have Kelly making smoothies and coffee. I have a computer, my favorite tool to create with. I have external harddrives to back up my computer. I have a pandora subscription that I listen to every day that helps me feel the flow.
I have friends who make me birthday cards and give me money. I have a family who loves me and who would do anything for me. I have an iphone that keeps me constantly connected to anything I want. I have a wife who directs my entire social life and fixes things and does amazing things with her hands.
I have a life that helps me live contrast and then gives me what I want, and it feels so good and it's always worth it. I have a wife who I tell my problems to and then she gives me solutions. I have the feeling I want to feel, the feeling of relief that life really does love me and really is taking care of me. I have the feeling of finally not being alone. I have the feeling of familiarity, that oh yeah I remember what I'm supposed to feel like.
I have a website that reminds me to do the work. I have a wife who loves me so much and takes care of me constantly. I have perfect health. I have PERFECT health. I always have perfect health.
I have kitties who make me laugh and smile. I have a website that reminds me of who I am. I have the presence to pay attention. I have a knowing feeling that underlies my entire life. I have a total knowing of the meaning of life. I have a complete connection to source. I have the ability to channel source at any moment.
I have the power to focus my attention on what I want. I have the power to do the work. I have the knowing of when I'm connected and when I lose focus.
I have the best friends in the world. I have the ability to make friends with everyone I hang out with.
I have the presence to know the power of my focus. I have the knowing that from now on when I experience a problem, I'll remember that I was just focused on something I believed I didn't have instead of what I do have.
I have the ability to notice the patterns in my vibration. I have macros running 247 that help me every single time. I have the belief that I always walk so close to the line but I always come away unscathed with the best stories.
I have new friends everywhere. I have Fedi and Josh and Miles and Ryan and Nate and Ethan. I have Kristy and BB and Stephen. I have Nicole and Kimberly and Sherwin. I have Alyssa and Betty and Emma and Katja. I have Armin and Bryony and a million other friends. I have so many people I could call. I have so many people who I love. I have so many people I love to be around. I have that as an example of wanting something so bad and then receiving it. When I was in high school I could barely maintain one friend. Now I have all these.
I have the ability to be ready for something new. I have the ability to focus on what I want. I have the ability to be powerful. I have the ability to focus on upper level operations.
I have the ability to make advancements in lifestreaming technology! I have my lifestream! I have adventures constantly. I have the ability to focus on what I want.
I have excitement. I have constant thrills in my life. I have had the most perfect sxsw week: constant parties with friends, time to cook, I still worked out four of the days, I tried a new class, I went to six flags and had the best time ever,