Focus.

Focus.

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I want focus and confidence.

I want ease and flow.

I want to be busy doing exactly what I want.

I want to expand my art. I want to create more. I want to make my best work. I want to be focused on doing me. I want to do me. I want to do me. I want to focus. I want it to come to me. I want my muse. I want a new muse.

I want to be my muse. I want to be my reason for feeling good. I want to be obsessed with my work. I want to feel good about what I make. I want to not give a fuck and just create what I want to create.

I want to be the best version of myself I can be. I want to be fearless. I want to spend all my time appreciating and loving. I want to help myself feel good. I want to be my reason for feeling good. I want to make things that help me feel good.

I want to not give a shit what other people think. I want to do me, do me, do me, do me, do me.

Yes yes yes thank you thank you thank you. I am open to receiving. I am in the right place at the right time. I am doing the work. I am allowing well being in to my thoughts and body. I'm allowing well being. I'm in the right place at the right time. I can always do the work.

I appreciate this time I have to myself, to create whatever I want. I appreciate that I'm safe right now. I appreciate that my rent is paid and I'm warm and have food to eat. I appreciate that I have a wife that loves me. I appreciate the clothes I have to wear. I appreciate my computer. I appreciate all the things the computer allows me to do. I appreciate the ability to type my thoughts and get them out quickly. I appreciate the weather. I appreciate where I live. I appreciate this time.

I appreciate it when I focus. I appreciate it when I feel good. I appreciate when I'm open to change. I appreciate it when I allow change and embrace it. I appreciate having time to spend with my kitties. I appreciate have a beautiful home to work from. I appreciate knowing how to do the work. I appreciate feeling confident and fearless.

I appreciate noticing synchronicities. I appreciate that I get to choose.


I want more feathers in my hair. I want more magick. I want to make art. I want to make music. I want to make something that sums up who I am and my whole life into one tiny box that plays beautiful music. I want to add up all of who I am and distill it into pure beauty so no one can argue that I'm worth something, that I'm good, that I'm worthy of breathing air and being alive.

I want to feel good about who I am. I want to be happy with who I am. I want to feel good because I love myself so much. I want to focus on feeling good. I want all the things I want to come to me. I want to remember my power. I want to remember how to focus. I want to let it comet o me. I want to stop trying so hard, and then numbing myself out of guilt for trying too hard.

I'm sorry Jessica, I'm sorry, I'm not trying to hurt you> I'm not trying to make your life hard I'm just trying to figure it out, how to have a good time and have fun, I know I came here to have fun, so why do I keep getting caught up in all the shit I don't want?

Yes yes yes, thank you thank you thank you. I wanted this. The contrast I'm experiencing right now I trust that it's the right thing at the right time.

I trust that I'm in the right place at the right time. I trust that life is working out for me. I trust that I am doing the work I was born to do. I trust that I'm in the right place at the right time. I trust my emotional guidance system. I trust that I can allow myself to release and let go and surrender. I trust that life will catch me. I trust that I will catch myself I trust that everything is working out. I trust that it's working out. I trust that it's working out. I trust that I'm in the right place at the right time.

I trust that this is the work I was meant to do. I trust that this is the work I should be doing because it's what I feel like doing. I trust that I'm in the right place at the right time doing the work I was born to do. I trust that it's working out. I trust that it's working out. I trust that it's working out. I trust that it's working out.

I trust that life is giving me what I want right now. I trust that life makes sense somehow. I trust that I am writing poetry and making art and not wasting my time.

I trust that I am doing what's right. I trust that I'm in the right place at the right time. I trust that I don't have to give a shit. I trust that life loves me. I trust that it's working out. i trust that I am in the right place at the right time. I trust that everything is ok. I trust that everything is ok. I trust that everything is ok.

I trust this now. I trust this now. I do not fear the future. I am perfect in this right now I am living the life of my dreams I am living the dream I am my reason for feeling good. I am allowing the flow through me I am an artist and I am making the art I was born to make.

I am making the art I was born to make. I am making the art I was born to make. I am making the art I was born to make. I am making the art I was born to make. I am making the art I was born to make. I am making the art I was born to make. I am making the art I was born to make. I am making the art I was born to make.

I don't care. I don't care what's going on in my now reality. I don't care about what other people are doing. I don't care what you are thinking. I don't care what I'm thinking. I don't care who I am. I don't care what happens to me. I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care.


I want to smile today and laugh I want to be around people who make me laugh and smile I want to feel loved and appreciated I want to love and appreciate those around me I want to establish new patterns I want everything to work out. I want to not worry. I want to not GIVE A SHIT.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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