I step out into the abyss and fly.

I step out into the abyss and fly.

Grateful to be here, doing the work. Grateful to read Kelly's site and feel inspired. Grateful to feel good enough to remember to be in the Now. Grateful to be focused on my breathing. Grateful for so many tools to feel good, so many permission slips to be myself.

Grateful to remember I can be wild. I can be wild. I can grow wildly. I can be wild.

I am wild. I am brave. I am fearless. I don't care! I do what I want, all day every day. I don't care. I am wild. I am fearless. I am the leader. I am the boss. I decide what happens next.

Everything is working out for everyone and now I see evidence of that. I am ok with other people feeling good and having success. I want that for them. I want everyone to flourish. When someone else flourishes, it is my creation, it is my success. I am god. I am the creator. I am creating this moment, this experience. I never need to feel jealousy, because I am the one reflecting beauty. I am the one experiencing joyous reflections of my own vibration.

I do the work. I choose to feel good. I do the work. I feel the best I've ever felt. I go with the flow and I say yes to naps and I say yes to staying up late. I say yes to going to the store at 2am. I say yes to free shipping. I say yes to spending the money I have with pleasure. I say yes to letting go.

I let go. I think about what I want. I let go. I let go. I am wild, I am brave, I am fearless, I am perfect, I am god.

I have nothing to fear but more of myself. That's not scary! I like me. I used to be afraid of myself, that I was crazy and too much. Too wild for this world. Too far gone.

And now I see that's my strength. I'm too wild for this world, so I expand it to embrace my wildness. I am wild. I am wild. I am wild. I am wild. I am crazy, I am wild. And I like that. It's ok. It's ok to let the flow through and feel crazy. It's ok to let the flow through and feel wild. Because it's only the mind that feels crazy, because it's being trumped by universal intelligence.

I am wild because I step out onto thin air, believing god will carry me across. I am Indiana Jones, I am a tightrope walker. I trust that I'm in the right place at the right time. I trust that I was meant to be. That this word, right here, was meant to be. That what I write is meant to be, and very very important.

It's ok to be wild and sober. I don't need drugs or drink to give me permission. I can be wild right now. I can grow wild right now. I can say yes to my impulses. I can trust the flow. I can trust I'm meant to be. I step out into thin air.

I'm wild. I step out into thin air. I'm wild because I trust the flow. I'm wild because I trust the flow knows. I trust the flow will be beneath my feet. I trust the flow will carry me. I trust the flow will take care of me. There's nothing to be afraid of. I have everything I've ever wanted in this moment. I have everything I've ever wanted in this Now. I created this Now for my Self, I sent my Self this moment as a gift.

It feels so good to remember what I know. To do the work myself. To meditate and write and laugh with my wife. To open up and embrace my fear and understand it's just me resisting, it's just a silly thought. I'm ok. I'm ok in this now. I trust this now. Anything can happen! I don't have to prepare for disaster. I don't have to prepare for failure.

I am wild. I trust the flow. I believe in the flow. I believe in the flow. I believe in the flow. I trust that life is good. I trust that life is good. I trust that I am meant to be here and that I am ok. I trust that I have everything I want in this moment. I trust that the universe provides. I trust that it's ok to be me. I trust that it's ok to be me.

It's ok to be me. It's ok to be wild. I don't have to hold back. I don't have to fear what other people think. I don't have to fear failure. I don't have to fear stepping out into the abyss and falling. I will fly. I am flying. I step out into the abyss and fly. I know that. I always do. I know to trust life. I know to trust life. I trust life. I trust life to give me wings when I need them. I trust life to be the ground beneath my feet. What the fuck else could it be?

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.