Dear Jessica, Stop beating yourself up. You truly are doing everything right. Everything is going your way. Just let go of all the painful thoughts and savor this now.
You came here to enjoy being alive. So just enjoy being alive right here in this now and there will always be more to enjoy. You are an angel on earth, and you are loved more than you know. Everything really is ok, there really is nothing to worry about.
Release your resistance to where you are and congratulate yourself on how far you've come. You are a leader, a visionary and a bridge to the next level. You shine so brightly and we are all so grateful for your light.
Say yes to this Now. You wanted this. You asked for it. Now you have it. Appreciate the time to bask and slow down and allow yourself to be cared for. You are perfect and brilliant and every part of your reality is trying to help you.
Let all the things you want come to you. Let the mystery of life unfold then for you. You don't have to do anything to get what you want. Just relax and trust it's all coming. You've always been ok. Everything has always worked out for you. It will keep doing so, no matter what.
Enjoy this day. Feel your way towards what would be most fun to do next. There is no pressure, and no time limit. Let the ideas come to you. Just keep following your excitement and that's all you'll find.
Ask yourself, what is the most fun thing I could do right now? If the answer is having a drink, have a drink. If the answer is making art, make art. It doesn't matter what it is. There is no value judgement placed on your actions. Only you will experience the results, and only you can place value. Find what feels good. That's all you have to do. That is your work.
Let the flow through you. Feel for it. It's always rushing by, and if you pause to hear it, you'll find it instantly. What is the flow telling you? What is the flow helping you do?
Just say yes to the flow. Say yes to whatever good feeling thought comes to you. Let life take care of all the moving parts. Just follow the flow and you'll be the cooperative component you want so badly to be.
Listen for the flow. That's all you have to do. Listen. Let it come to you. Let it unfold naturally, even better than you imagined. Life is good, and life is taking care of you.