There is only now. You always have your now.
You only want something because you think it will make you feel a certain way. Choose to practice feeling that way now. How you feel attracts the thoughts you think, and the thoughts you think create your reality. How do you want to feel?
I want a vision so I can feel clarity. I want to feel clarity in my vibration. I want to ask the right questions and plant the right seeds. I want to know what to focus on. I want to feel knowing.