So grateful for loooong naps [gathering momentum]

So grateful for loooong naps [gathering momentum]


I am so grateful I choose to do the work. I'm so grateful for food in the fridge. I'm so grateful for our friends. I'm so grateful for 6 hour naps! I'm so grateful for my health. I'm so grateful I'm in such good shape. I'm so grateful for my fitness. I'm so grateful I could sit cross legged for a solid 15 minutes for the first time since THE INCIDENT! I'm so grateful writing brings my mood back so easily. I'm so grateful I do this publicly even when it feels weird. I'm so grateful nothing matters. I'm so grateful this is my work. I'm so grateful this is what I get to do with my days.

I'm so grateful my life is so relaxed. I'm so grateful my life is well designed. I'm so grateful for Pwny and Linty!! I'm so grateful for the smell of tots in the oven. I'm so grateful for summer in texas. I'm so grateful for Kelly. I'm so grateful for dreams of beautiful girls.

I'm so grateful to be awake and alive and open to possibility. I'm so grateful to be open and allowing. I'm so grateful to be choose the flow. I'm so grateful I direct my thoughts at all times. I'm so grateful for my life design practice. I'm so grateful to be waking up as god in the playground of physical reality. I'm so grateful I know it's only me. I'm so grateful I know I hold all the power. I'm so grateful I know what I know.

I know I'm a vibrational being, not just physical. I know there is much more to reality than what I've been trained to see. I know that my thoughts create. I know that what I think about, I bring about. I know that to receive what I want, I must project what I want. I know that life is supposed to be fun. I know that my mood is my only work. I know that choosing to feel good always leads to good things. I know that when life presents contrast, it's up to me to use it as a point of leverage. I know that my mind is like an instrument, and that I play it for the experience, for the sweet sound, not any result or artifact. I know that I am god in a physical body.

I know that I came to physical reality to have fun. I know that when I choose to quiet my mind, source comes through effortlessly. I know that I can choose to quiet my mind at any time. I know source is always in me, I know source IS me. I know that I can think and speak and behave from the perspective of source at all times.

Wouldn't it be nice to let go and allow? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that sleep is the most important thing EVER? Wouldn't it be nice to show my love? Wouldn't it be nice to practice more being to being communication? Wouldn't it be nice to play? Wouldn't it be nice to be hyper and hyphy? Wouldn't it be nice to uplift from within? Wouldn't it be nice to write every hour? Wouldn't it be nice to feel loved? Wouldn't it be nice to be asked questions by people interested in talking about life? Wouldn't it be nice to be the center of attention? Wouldn't it be nice to feel powerful? Wouldn't it be nice to laugh at jokes? Wouldn't it be nice if she threw us a biscuit? Wouldn't it be nice to let it come to me? Wouldn't it be nice to love and flow? Wouldn't it be nice to retain the perspective of source longer and longer? Wouldn't it be nice to let go and have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to be open and allowing? Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life?

How am I expanding?
I want play, laughter, fun, flirting. I want deep being to being connection. I want to write an article. I want to feel thrilled. I want to feel delighted. I want my life to feel effortless. I want my vortex! I want to keep choosing the better feeling thought. I want to remember what I know. I want to have fun. I want to remember the powerful leverage that comes from contrast. I want to flow. I want to flow. I want to flow. I want to laugh. I want to play. I want to flow.

I want a new wardrobe! I want dresses and jeans and new workout clothes. I want new vibrams! I want to pay october rent with AJ money. I want to sell my supply of AJs before the end of september. I want to sell AJs at house parties. I want to have fun. I want to empower. I want to uplift. I want to flow.

I want to communicate that nothing is serious, that everything is ok. I want to communicate with my being. I want to find more ways to "test" being to being communication. I want some sun! I want to go to the springs. I want to go to circus. I want to play with friends. I want to have sleepovers. I want to makeout with that girl! I want to enjoy the deliciousness of holding back. I want to remember everything is unfolding perfectly.

What I want to feel today

  • FLOW!!! Perfect timing. Love. Next logical step. Ask and it is given. Playing the game. Allowing. Letting go. Letting it come to me.

Today I intend to flow! Today I intend to up my practice! Today I intend to focus! Today I intend to let it come to me! Jessica, I love you exactly the way you are!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.