I am so grateful I had the balls to make 2 new custom Astrojax sets! I'm so grateful to have two new sets to give away! They are so pretty!

I'm so grateful for Astrojax. I'm so grateful I'm so into them that I have a giant box of supplies for repairs and mods. I'm so grateful for Active People, who sent me a bunch of balls and parts when I first started playing. I'm so grateful for the inventor of Astrojax, Larry Shaw! What a brilliant man!!!

I'm so grateful that I repaired all my Shiva Astrojax sets! I'm so grateful CVS sold us a syringe to do it! I'm so grateful we have food coloring to make different colored balls! I'm so grateful I like to have an Astrojax hospital. It makes me feel useful and like I have a cool skill. I'm so grateful I know how to repair lightups! I'm so grateful I understand LEDs better! I'm so grateful I can repair any kind of AJ! I'm so grateful for an endless supply of Astrojax!

I'm so grateful for cheap replacement batteries, abundant extra strings and string buds, a pin pusher, and all sorts of balls! I'm so grateful for everything Astrojax. I'm so grateful for everything I've learned from Astrojax. I could write about Astrojax for days and days. I'm so grateful for everything they teach. I'm so grateful S introduced us to them. I'm so grateful I was at a point where I could SEE the Astrojax! I'm so grateful I was open and receptive! I'm so grateful Astrojax are so soothing. I'm so grateful they ALWAYS make me feel better, no matter what.

I'm so grateful that even when I'm injured, I can still do the things most important to me - meditate, write and play Astrojax. I'm so grateful I feel comfortable in my own head. I'm so grateful I'm reading The Power of Now and it is explaining SO MUCH ABOUT REALITY TO ME! I'm so grateful I feel strong and energized and happy today! I'm so grateful I'm learning more and more about the power of now! I'm so grateful to be present and focused and excited to be alive!

I'm so grateful for Kelly. I'm so grateful for our apartment. I'm so grateful for my parents. I'm so grateful for our swimming pool. I'm so grateful for Chinese Man and Chiddy Bang and Nicki Minaj and Gucci Mane and TI. I'm so grateful I feel inspired. I'm so grateful I'm learning to live in the now. I'm so grateful I know what I know! I'm so grateful I get access to more and more every day! I'm so grateful that I KNOW FOR SURE THAT MY MOOD IS MY WORK!

I'm so grateful every day is a fun adventure, even if I don't leave the house. I'm so grateful I can work magick in my head. I'm so grateful it's Friday! I'm so grateful I can walk without a brace! I'm so grateful I can sleep on my side! I'm so grateful I can put pants on less awkwardly! I'm so grateful for the contrast which causes me to focus on what I really want! I'm so grateful for reminders to not take my physical body for granted! I'm so grateful for my physical body! I'm so grateful I'm strong and heal quickly! I'm so grateful for this lesson which has taught me to treat my body so much differently! It is so so weird. But awesome!

I'm so grateful I am not my body or my thoughts. I am so grateful I am awakening. I am so grateful I am aware. I am so grateful for my spaceship body. I am so grateful it has always served me so well. I am so grateful to be excited about running again! I am so grateful to be HEALING!!!!

Wouldn't it be nice to write a mind blowing article!!? Wouldn't it be nice to return all my emails and forum posts and feel like my consciousness is ordered? Wouldn't it be nice to finish my whole Universal Grocery List worksheet today? Wouldn't it be nice to make magick pellets? Wouldn't it be nice to swim? Wouldn't it be nice to go somewhere? Wouldn't it be nice to be able to go back to pump? Wouldn't it be nice to finish my book today? Wouldn't it be nice to remember to be present in the now as much as possible? Wouldn't it be nice to make more raw dishes? Wouldn't it be nice to get more raw takeout? Wouldn't it be nice to shop at Whole Foods more? Wouldn't it be nice for my brother to find the perfect apartment? Wouldn't it be nice to go to dinner with my parents soon? Wouldn't it be nice to have another art party? Wouldn't it be nice to have friends over?

Wouldn't it be nice to have a driver? Wouldn't it be nice to stretch? Wouldn't it be nice to hoop? Wouldn't it be nice to ski? Wouldn't it be nice to be totally healed by tomorrow? Wouldn't it be nice to write a card to that EMT? Wouldn't it be nice to meet new people today? Wouldn't it be nice to have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to laugh and love and enjoy? Wouldn't it be nice to feel free and blissful and euphoric? Wouldn't it be nice to jump on a trampoline? Wouldn't it be nice to introduce AJ to more people? Wouldn't it be nice if everyone read and understood The Power of Now? Wouldn't it be nice if consciousness was taught in schools? Wouldn't it be nice to help more people wake up? Wouldn't it be nice to meditate? Wouldn't it be nice to bike? Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life?!

How am I expanding?
I am aware of my thoughts and emotions. I observe them from a distance. I am not my thoughts, and I am not my emotions, and I am not my body. I am healed. I am free. I am excited to be awake and alive! I am a teacher. I am passing the meme. I am flowing! I am the very definition of flow. I am in the moment. I am the moment. The moment is all I have.

I am free. I am loving. I love myself and the world around me unconditionally. I accept what is and don't resist. I surrender. I know that all power comes from within. I know that my external reality is a reflection of my inner state. I am peaceful. I am conscious. I am aware. I am awake. I am observing my thoughts and emotions and letting them pass. I am timeless. I am blissful.

What I think about, I bring about. That is the use of the mind. That is why we have our minds, our thoughts. So that we can use them, as tools, to create. We are NOT our minds! Our minds are only tools. Beyond the mind lies a vast consciousness to explore, come with me!!!

I surrender. I let go. I let everything come to me. When something bothers me, I think "I wonder what my next thought will be" and immediately distance myself from any negativity. I don't need any of those thoughts. Anything that bothers me that I can let go will resolve itself. I am free to focus on only what I want, and what I love.

There is always enough. The solution always comes when you need it. There is so much more to life! We have been stuck in fear and worry for so long, but it doesn't have to be that way! There is an infinity beyond this physical reality, and we are free to go there! We are free to become whoever we wish, do whatever we want, and have whatever we want! We are so free!

We are more than our thoughts. We are consciousness. Consciousness=light. We are light. The only darkness comes from blocking the light with our own thoughts. You can release them! You can release any thought that you don't like!

Today I live in the present moment. I am in the now. All I have is the now.

Today I live in the Now, where all synchronicity occurs. Today I let go and let the universe guide me. Today I trust that everything will work out, and there is no need to worry. I truly can trust the universe. The more I read, the more it is confirmed. We are taken care of. We don't have to worry. We can relax. We can let go. We can let the universe solve our problems. We don't have to DO anything!

This is such an exciting time. Everything truly is changing. And the most incredible thing is - it is all within. As I clean up my inner world, the outer world matches. As I grow to love and accept who I am, the world grows to love and accept me. The more I release my negative thoughts and emotions, the more love and peace I see reflected around me.

I am at peace. I allow it all to come to me. I am an irresistible magnet for well being. I attract solutions, and love, and joy. I attract the perfect outcome, because I am open to it. I trust it is coming. I trust that everything is a solution. I KNOW that everything is a solution.

I'm waking up from the dream into the Now. I am disidentifying from my mind and allowing my natural state of well being. I am swimming to the top, breaking through the surface! I am freeing myself. I am freeing myself because it feels good, and it's so fun! I'm freeing myself because it is such a relief. I am freeing myself because I am done with suffering. I am freeing myself because I am done living in the past and future. I am freeing myself because I love being alive and want more, more, more. I am freeing myself because I know there is no other way. I am freeing myself because I can't turn around. I am freeing myself because it's easier to do than anything else. I am freeing myself because I love myself. I am freeing myself because freedom is my natural state. I am freeing myself. I am free.

Today I expect to max out. Today I expect to live in the Now. Today I expect to go deeper than ever before.

What I want to feel today

• Relief
• Creative inspiration
• Flow
• Constant synchronicity
• Love

Today I intend to share what I know. Today I intend to explore consciousness. Today I intend to remember that my mind is a jabbering tool that I can shut up at any time. Today I intend to love myself unconditionally. Today I intend to have the best day of my life.

I love focusing! I love reading! I love learning! I love evolving my consciousness! I love that everything I talked about in this post is extremely normal to me! I love Eckhart Tolle. I love the now. I love that I am learning how to live in the now! I love that I didn't get it before! I love that I get it more and more and more and more every single day! I love how my life's purpose is to "get it"! I love expanding. I love contrast. I love this moment. I love that I can trust the universe. I love that I can lead with my example. I love that I know what I'm doing. I love that I'm practiced. I love that I write every single day. I love that I choose focus. I love that I am going deeper and deeper into conscious experiences. I love that you don't need drugs to evolve, but they sure do open your mind to the possibilities. I love that I'm here. I love that I'm here. I love that I am in the now. I love that I am in the now.

I love that when I stop to ponder "I wonder what my next thought will be?" it's like I'm charging my mind each time. No matter how long it takes for my next thought to come, whatever time in between the question and the thought is a vibrational charger that feeds my perfectly unfolding life solution. I love that when "things go wrong" I know it's just an opportunity from the universe. I know it's just change. I know it's physical reality shifting to make way for all the things I want.

I love where I live. I love who I am. I love being fearless. I love the new perspective I have on thought. I love that I finally FEEL that I am not my thoughts. I love that everything is perfect and in its place. I love where I am right now. I love that I am timeless. I love the now. I love the now. I love the now. I am the now.

What does your about page say today?

I am conscious.

Interview with myself

How do you explain your sudden shift away from negativity in thought and behavior?
In The Power of Now, Tolle explains how the mind is just a tool. He says that over time we have come to believe that we ARE our thoughts - we identify as our thoughts. And that is just plain crazy, because the mind is just a tool. We think we are the tool. So we go crazy, because we think we are just this tool, cut off from god.

So Tolle says that we should realize that our mind is just a tool and disidentify from it. My mind is a tiny part of my greater consciousness. I can choose to identify as the silent watcher - the presence that observes emotion and thought. I can choose to stop believing I AM my thoughts, and realize that I am much more.

Now when I find myself feeling bad or having negative thought patterns, I can instantly step away and look at my mind almost like it's a cute toy - "aww, look at it, it's trying to help!" It's like I have this new space in my head, where before there were only thoughts. Now there is this vast space that I can step into instead of thinking. I can picture my mind like a clawing, teething, jabbering monster that I can easily set aside at any time, with relief, knowing "I AM NOT MY MIND!" I don't have to put up with it's ceaseless chatter! I don't have to fight it with positive thoughts, I can just step away!!!

Today's affirmations / thoughts to bookmark

• Money is infinite!
• I wonder what my next thought will be?
• My mood is my work.