I am so grateful that I practice each day. I'm so grateful I get a little happier each day.
I am so infinitely grateful for pet kitty cats. They make my life so much fun.
I am SO GRATEFUL we've been eating mostly raw food!! I am so grateful to feel inspired to truly lifestream again! And by lifestream I mean take more photos... I am so grateful to be inspired to document more of my life.
I am so grateful for electronic/idm music. I am so grateful for pandora. I am so grateful we're washing our vibrams. I am so grateful I have two pairs of vibrams. I am so grateful for my cozy, comfortable apartment. I am so grateful to feel energized. I am so grateful for hot showers. I am so grateful to be taking the time to focus and think about what I want.
I am so grateful for my lifestream. I am so grateful I can read back and inspire myself. I am so grateful for a fresh outlook. I am so grateful I am being easy on myself. I am so grateful to be practicing unconditional love.
What's so great about this moment?
I am clean. I am healthy. I am well fed. My body feels strong and limber. I am fully rested. I'm taking deep breaths. Kelly is typing behind me, calming me with her presence. The washing machine is washing our shoes. The air smells good. I smell good. I'm sitting comfortably. I have a great computer that does everything I need. I love my keyboard. I have over 30 minutes to spend writing this. I get to sit and think thoughts that feel good, for the sole purpose of feeling good. I have cold, clean water to drink. I have a fresh moleskine to draw in. I'm listening to great music. I just drank a spinach smoothie and I can feel it working its magick. It's summer. It's hot out. I live in the coolest city imaginable. I have a million emails and comments to return, if I wish. They always inspire me.
I have an entire day to do with as I please. I am focused on feeling good. I am focused on feeling good even if I don't feel good at the time. Even if it feels like rolling a huge boulder up a hill, I am focused on the task. All it takes is a change in perception to see that I'm already at the top of the hill. It's 4:44.
Wouldn't it be nice to follow my inspiration? Wouldn't it be nice to follow my emotions? Wouldn't it be nice to have fresh epiphanies? Wouldn't it be nice to go to the mountains? Wouldn't it be nice to go to another country? Wouldn't it be nice to be worry free? Wouldn't it be nice to ride a roller coaster? Wouldn't it be nice to feel brave and courageous and bold and fearless? Wouldn't it be nice to find new outlets? Wouldn't it be nice to find new interests? Wouldn't it be nice to feel more ordered? Wouldn't it be nice to feel more organized? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I'm hustling? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I'm on top of everything? Wouldn't it be nice to play with other people? Wouldn't it be nice to keep an open mind about new people? Wouldn't it be nice to learn new things from new people? Wouldn't it be nice to feel inspired and free and confident and funny? Wouldn't it be nice to have more clarity in my purpose? Wouldn't it be nice to follow the universal flow? Wouldn't it be nice to allow? Wouldn't it be nice to let go? Wouldn't it be nice to have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to jump on a trampoline? Wouldn't it be nice to ski? Wouldn't it be nice to play AJ for a few hours? Wouldn't it be nice to get way better at hooping today? Wouldn't it be nice to have nothing on my to do list? Wouldn't it be nice to edit and publish that UW vid? Wouldn't it be nice to get back into podcasting? Wouldn't it be nice to feel creative? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to just acknowledge that I AM THE FLOW! I am the flow. I am flowing. I already have everything I want.
How am I expanding?
I am reaching a new level. I can feel myself getting closer to the peak. I am focused. I am so focused on feeling good. I choose to feel good. I choose health. I choose fitness. I choose love. I choose strength. I choose clarity.
I am attracting new thoughts that feel better than ever before.
I am attracting creative inspiration and satisfaction.
I am attracting fun and silly encounters with everyone I meet.
I am attracting loving conversations and deep connections.
I am attracting playfulness and laughter.
What I want to feel today
- Knowing. I know that my thoughts create. I know that I am taken care of.
- Relief. I'm so relieved. I'm so relieved.
- Creative inspiration. Exhilaration. NEW PROJECTS.
- Abundance. I have so much to offer. I am so blessed. I have more than I need, always.
- Flow. Letting go. Letting life live me.
Today I intend to choose the thoughts I want to think.
I love this physical experience. I love that I get to type. I love that I get to listen to music. I love that my fingertips feel sensation. I love good sex. I love my body. I love feeling things. I love emotions. I love crying. I love feeling emotions so deeply that I can let them go. I love choosing to let go. I love focus. I love that I AM CLAIR.
I love that every single day I have to find a new thought to inspire me. The thoughts from yesterday just don't work. And that's FUN!
I love that today the thought that is inspiring me is that I AM CLAIR. I can choose to be my higher self at any moment. I always know what she would do or say. So I can just choose to BE that instead of acting like it's someone separate from me. I am my higher self. Every choice I make is the choice my higher self would make. Every thought I think is the thought my higher self would think. My higher self LOVES LIVING. My higher self LOVES CHALLENGE. My higher self loves the game. My higher self is always laughing. My higher self is in on the joke. My higher self can stand back and not let observational reality affect her. My higher self knows. My higher self flows. My higher self is more abundant than I can even imagine. My higher self is perfect. I am perfect.
It's the ultimate relief, to just choose to be someone else. Except that someone else is already me. But without the resistance and negative thoughts. That's the only difference between me and Clair. Clair never wastes her time feeling bad or sad. Clair never chooses the negative thought. Clair follows her inspiration. Clair is a new person every moment. Every thought. Clair is the perfect version of me. I am Clair, the perfect version of me.
Links I love
- Si Dawson has a great post up about a bad morning... I especially love the end:
I'm slowly learning, this journey isn't about being perfect. It's just about the highs slowly getting higher and more common. It's about when the lows do hit, how quickly you pull out of them. Over time, it gets faster & faster.
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