I'm reading Do You!: 12 Laws to Access the Power in You to Achieve Happiness and Success by Russell Simmons, per Gala Darling's suggestion. One of Simmons' laws of success is "see your vision and stick with it." I immediately tried pulling up my own vision and came up empty handed. What the? I don't have any vision of future success in mind?
I thought about it for hours and eventually came up with "for everyone to have a website about how awesome their lives are." I told Kelly about it and she was like um... that's not really what you want, dude. So I kept thinking about it, about what I truly want to the core. I want complete control over my thoughts. I want to be so practiced in thought direction that my desires manifest immediately.
I realized that my vision was to exist in a waking lucid dream. To be so free of limiting beliefs that I can create anything I desire, instantly. To be able to effortlessly shift my focus from contrast to solution. To teleport. To fly. To breathe underwater. To always have a steady flow of resources because my consciousness is infinite. To not only see through the illusion of physical space, but to play with it.
So I want to live in a lucid dream. But life already is a dream, and I'm already lucid. My vision is less of a goal for the future and more of a daily practice. To live in a lucid dream, I only have to choose it. I only have to realize I already do. I only have to remember to direct my thoughts and focus on my desires and they manifest effortlessly and immediately. Today I'm trying out a new mantra to remember what I know - I'm letting life live me.
Any time I have a negative thought or contrasting experience, I think to myself, "I let life live me." It's a good way to define the state of flow. When you flow, you let your thoughts go and let life unfold perfectly. Flow toys like hula hoops and Astrojax show you in a microcosm the way it all works.
Every time I think, "I let life live me," I let go of whatever negative thoughts I'm holding onto. I remember that life is magickal and perfect and blissful. I remember to trust the flow of well being. I remember to trust the guidance within me.
Thinking "I let life live me" takes the pressure off of me. It stops me from spiraling into worry. I trust life. I trust that life unfolds perfectly, always. I trust that life will guide me towards my higher self. I trust that life knows what I want. I trust that life will take care of me.
I trust that if I let life live me, I'll receive inspiration towards all the things I desire. I'll receive inspiration to deal with bank accounts and taxes and reservations and paperwork. I'll receive inspiration to eat what will make me feel good. I'll receive inspiration to rendezvous with people and places at the perfect time. I'll receive inspiration to write and create and design.
So how do I let life live me? All it takes is to have the thought, "I let life live me" and it's pretty effortless from there. It makes me immediately ask myself if what I'm doing or thinking is what life wants for me. Life wants me to be happy and catch up with my higher self. Life wants me to feel good and enjoy being alive. Life wants me to expand and create and love and smile. Life wants everything I want.
When I let life live me, life guides me towards the things I want. It gives me inspired action. It gives me thoughts that feel good. It puts all the perfect cooperative components within my reach to achieve my dreams. Life makes living easy, if you let it. Life is easy - just look at plants and animals. Life is easy for them. They just live. They just do what they were made to do.
Now if I'm ever indecisive, I just think, "I let life live me." The answer is always the next thought. Life knows where I want to go, and life wants to take me there. Only my own thoughts could ever make me feel lost, or confused, or insecure. When I let life live me, I have 100% confidence. Because I know life knows the way. And all I have to do is let the flow guide me.
In the process of learning to let life live me, I get better at letting go of resistance. More possibilities open up. More magick happens. More jokes. More laughs. More sex. More fun. More adventure. More love. I look around at this incredible dream I've created and feel so grateful to be awake and alive. I feel so grateful to be a powerful creator in a limitless universe. I feel so grateful to be lucid. I feel so grateful to be consciousness, dreaming. I feel so grateful to already have everything I want.