I AM SO GRATEFUL LIFE IS WEIRD AND NOT BORING | gathering momentum

I AM SO GRATEFUL LIFE IS WEIRD AND NOT BORING | gathering momentum


I am so grateful to have time affluence. I am so grateful to have designed the life I want to live. I am so grateful to be expanding. I am so grateful to be identifying what I want. I am so grateful I know that I can't get to where I desire if I don't know what the place is.

I am so grateful for time to think about what I want. I am so grateful to feel inspired. I am so grateful to feel rested and focused.

I am so grateful to know that I am responsible for everything in my reality. I am so grateful to know that I created all of this. I am so grateful to be so practiced. I am so grateful to be constantly expanding. I am so grateful that I wake up in the morning and ask "what do I want?" instead of thinking about what I DON'T want. I'm so grateful that I have removed so many common limiting beliefs from my life. I am so grateful I understand the concept of limiting beliefs.

Later... I am so grateful for our podcast. I am so grateful for TI. I am so grateful for solutions always right in front of our faces. I'm so grateful neither of us were a vibrational match. I'm so grateful this moment is what we matched. I'm so grateful to feel "in training". I'm so grateful to know that I'm awake and alive and on the path to knowing. I'm so grateful that I can let go. I'm so grateful I'm here in this moment, doing what I need to be doing, what I am called to be doing.

I'm so grateful for our podcast archive. I'm so grateful for the vibrational record. I'm so grateful I have documentation of "waking up". I'm so grateful life is weird. I'm so grateful that it's weird and not boring.

I'm so grateful that my website is my magickal record. I'm so grateful I have been so faithful to one medium. I'm so grateful it's all here right in front of my face. Every single thing I want is right in front of me.

All I have to do is decide what I want and let go.
All I have to do is decide what I want and let go.
Every moment is sacred and beautiful and here.
Every now is perfect.
All I have to do is decide what I want and let go.
Wear eyeliner and feel pretty, be pretty.
Be it, see it.
Life is pretty.

YOU JUST HAVE TO SHUT YOUR MIND UP AND LISTEN TO YOUR BODY TELL YOU THROUGH YOUR EMOTIONS WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO THINK, WHERE TO GO. IT'S THAT SIMPLE. SHUT YOUR THOUGHTS UP.

Distract yourself. Find new challenges. Find new puzzles.

I'm so grateful for the times when everything seems unordered and then I look again and everything is falling perfectly into place like a sims tetris game.

Wouldn't it be nice to be part of a community like a university? Wouldn't it be nice to meet really cool new people? Wouldn't it be nice let it unfold? Wouldn't it be nice to teach a physical course? Wouldn't it be nice to start class at 8am? Wouldn't it be nice to do things IN PERSON? Wouldn't it be nice to have legit virtual reality? Wouldn't it be nice to have fun all day? Wouldn't it be nice to feel ordered? Wouldn't it be nice to catch up?

Wouldn't it be nice to create a brand new class that was super fun to teach? Wouldn't it be nice to help everyone I meet get a website? Wouldn't it be nice take on a new project and complete it? Wouldn't it be nice to work with new people? Wouldn't it be nice to START something?

Wouldn't it be nice to teach in some sort of semi-organized environment? Wouldn't it be nice to let it come? Wouldn't it be nice to feel people-nourished? Wouldn't it be nice to feel good 95% of the time? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that I always climb back on top? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that there is always another top anyway?

Wouldn't it be nice to remember that life is easy and it's supposed to be fun and there is nothing I have to DO to get what I want? Wouldn't it be nice to see more daylight? Wouldn't it be nice to get up early tomorrow? Wouldn't it be nice to see sober magick? Wouldn't it be nice to do it on my own? Wouldn't it be nice to stop thinking about other people entirely? Wouldn't it be nice to focus on what I want? Wouldn't it be nice to stop caring about what other people think?

Wouldn't it be nice to feel in control? Wouldn't it be nice to let go? Wouldn't it be nice to ride rollercoasters? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that I'm in control no matter what? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that I created all of this? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that I am NOT powerless, especially not in my own creation? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that I already know what I need to know to be happy?

Later... Wouldn't it be nice to find more ways to document? Woudn't it be nice to remember the whole point of my degree in lifestreaming?

Wouldn't it be nice to get wayyy back into lifestreaming? YES I LOVE IT!

Wouldn't it be nice to hoop and play AJ? Wouldn't it be nice to exercise? Wouldn't it be nice to play outside all day tomorrow? Wouldn't it be nice to remember the magick in every moment?

Wouldn't it be nice to share from the trip?

How am I expanding?
I teach. I interact with new groups of students every day. I teach web design and positive psychology. I teach making your life your living. I teach outside of the university system. I teach what I know, and what I want to know. I am constantly inspired to share my ideas and encourage others to do the same.

I teach in real life. I teach face to face. I teach human bodies that I can see and touch and smell. I teach with my eyes and smile. I teach in the sun in Austin.

I remember what I know more and more every day. I know I am a powerful creator. I know that I am responsible for every single thing in my reality. I know that I am responsible for everything that hasn't been "thinged" yet. I know that I am a brilliant creator. I know this is my turn to shine. I know this is my turn to expand. I know that I won the lottery when I was born. I know that I am so grateful to be here, living, expanding, seeing the magick unfold firsthand, physically, in person. I know that all I have to do is let go and everything I desire will come racing towards me.

I teach classes in person regularly. I have a new curriculum. I meet new people every day. I find new ideas constantly. I help everyone who wants one get a website.

I write new articles daily. I expand and catch up every single day. My daily practice is achieving knowing.

I am deeply in love with my wife and we complement each other in every way. She drives my expansion and me hers. We are growing beautiful fractal thoughts that manifest in pinhead solutions all day, every day.

I do the work on my own. I am the master of my vibration. I am in perfect control of my thoughts.

These are the thoughts I think:

I am creating a new curriculum. I am creating variations of my daily practice of "feeling knowing". I meet new people everywhere I go who inspire me and who I love. I am the master of my vibration. I am powerful. I am charming. I am loving. I am magick. I am a teacher, student and performer of flow arts. Everything in my life is fun. Everywhere I go, I meet people who want to help me make my dreams come true.

Later... I am health, strength, agility, speed, power, focus. I am love, knowing, music and motion. I am every dimension and every now. I got myself here with logic and now I am abandoning logic for emotion. I remind myself every day, it's that easy. Feel your way to the next better feeling thought. Reach for the feeling. Love is your beacon, keep moving towards it in every way you can.

Even when I'm not feeling my best, little nudges come from the universe everywhere. Bumper stickers. Blog posts. My wife's status updates. I am loved by my vibration.

I have limitless energy. I am facing the trip. I am fearless and watching it all unfold perfectly around me, in harmony with every desire I've ever had. I am letting go. I am not caring. I am loving unconditionally. I am letting go. I am trusting. I am who I want to be in every moment. My thoughts have moved on to "best-of" mode, attracting brilliant new experiences and ideas.

Be it, see it. Be it, see it. Be it, see it. Take the time to think about it. You are in control of all this. You can't be lazy one day and say "I feel bad" and piss away the whole day, because it'll feel worse and worse by the moment. All you need is one thought to start the other way. I feel bad but who cares? I always feel better again. I feel bad but not that bad, who cares, I'll go do something fun. I feel bad but I might as well try directing my thoughts, because it always works.

Every single day gets easier to stay feeling good. Yes, that is the work. And it's so crazy the things we think that block our natural state of well-being. Remove those blocks you create and see the universe performing magick all around you! We must make those blocks because it's so fun to see the perfect resolution every time. It's like playing peek-a-boo or flipping a liquid timer over and over and over. The universe unfolds everything perfectly every single time.

Isn't it weird how much I use the word unfolding? That's what it looks like, to witness the sequence from desire to manifestation. It's like a ball falling through a peg board. You know it will get to the bottom, but the path it takes is interesting. Unpredictable. Perfect.

What I want to feel today

  • Energy! Energy to be here and not drag myself out!
  • Fearlessness! I use my power and I take the risks! I am following my own path!
  • Control. Over my every thought.
  • Connection to my emotions.
  • Creative inspiration being LET OUT.

caNDY
Today I intend to be grateful for little things like our candy jars!

I intend to follow emotion, not logic.

I intend to look for, and find, the magick surrounding me.

I intend to trust the universe.

I intend to love.

I intend to practice the feeling of knowing.

I intend to wake up early tomorrow! I intend to be in the sun.

I intend to embrace my power by letting go. I intend to remember that it should feel easy and fun, not hard and painful.

I intend to collect my focus more and more often. I intend to appreciate the magick of every breathing moment. I intend to feel good and love myself.

I love that life is weird and not boring! I love that I learn more every day, because I LOOK FOR IT. I love 11:11. I love this moment. I love that every moment is synchronous. I love that Kelly is making tacos.

11 things I'm excited about today

  1. Podcasting!
  2. New thought directions
  3. Rereading this post
  4. Being here
  5. Appreciating now
  6. Appreciating in general
  7. Being slow about it.
  8. Letting go.
  9. Going with the flow.
  10. Trusting.
  11. Expanding.

10 things I appreciate about myself

  1. All it takes is a single thought to change my behavior forever. I love searching for that thought.
  2. I've been following my emotions since I woke up.
  3. I've seen through the physical and emotional planes.
  4. I collect thoughts that feel good.
  5. I take the time to focus.
  6. I'm a very quick learner.
  7. I am getting so much better at hooping!
  8. And WAY better at AJ! I hardly ever get knots or drop them anymore!
  9. I am a master of lifestreaming!
  10. I am excited to be in the lifestreaming mindset again!

Advice from Clair

If you practice, you can use different states of mind (like from meditation) to perform "magick". In some mental states, you don't have the same limiting beliefs that you do while thinking "logically". Practice thought direction in those states and see entirely different realms of your reality unfolding perfectly. All the things you want while you're "logical" don't matter as much in meditative states. Your resistance goes down. And vice versa.

Telling my future

Focused.

What does your about page say today?

Focused.

Today's affirmations / thoughts to bookmark

  • Nothing matters.
  • LET GO JUST DO IT IT'LL BE FINE I PROMISE LET GO NOW!
  • Stop thinking, smile, play.

Links I love

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You can also purchase the Gathering Momentum & Daily Self Love Workbooks.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
2 COMMENTS
  • Allison Koberstein

    I love the pegboard analogy! You are so great at analogies!

    And I am so grateful that you and Kelly and podcasting again!!

  • jessica mullen

    Thanks Allison! We are so happy to be podcasting too, it’s so much fun I can’t believe we haven’t done it in so long!

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