I am so grateful I woke up this morning with new desires. I said to Kelly yesterday "I feel like I caught up last night." As in, caught up vibrationally to all my "wants". I felt as if I had everything that I wanted. It all came to me, in the feelings I hoped to achieve. So yesterday I acknowledged that I felt "caught up" and allowed myself to do whatever I was inspired to do, because I felt a bit aimless and uncertain where to proceed. We went on a bike ride and saw our friend and went out to eat and watched Gossip Girl and had a brilliant brainstorm about visual art and literacy.
I am so grateful I finally understand what it means to expand and catch up. Expanding is when you wake up and want a million things that you don't think you have. Catching up is when you feel complete knowing that you have everything you want, and everything is perfect and in its place. Technically you can always be "caught up" if you think of it that way - every moment is perfect and in its place because it's leading you towards catching up with your higher self. But it's the expansion, the new desires, that KEEP YOU ALIVE. If you caught up and felt complete knowing and like you already had everything you wanted all the time, what would drive you towards your next step?
I am so grateful that this morning I woke up with new desires. I'm so grateful I have a new place to catch up to. I'm so grateful I FINALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT IT MEANS/FEELS LIKE TO EXPAND. It isn't bad! It used to make me feel bad, but I finally understand how GOOD it is! It's wonderful to have new desires!
I'm so grateful I slept enough last night finally. I'm so grateful I listen to what my dreams tell me. Im so grateful they tell me when I'm looking outside of myself for answers. I'm so grateful I know that I only need to look within!
Wouldn't it be nice to practice knowing and letting go all day? Wouldn't it be nice to be inspired to create? Wouldn't it be nice to have my best workout ever? Wouldn't it be nice to intentionally channel today? Yes!
How am I expanding?
I'm spending way more time posting in the forum. I'm inspired to write in there all the time.
I'm getting rid of WAY more possessions this week.
I'm loving myself unconditionally. Always!
I'm writing about visual literacy and using image making to work up the emotional scale. I'm making images from a place of knowing.
I'm organizing my tags and implementing my RYO plugin and upgrading my forum and playing with my Linode. I'm dealing with my paperwork - taxes, a lease, and a vehicle registration thing. We're going to the library!
What I want to feel today
I now see that feeling knowing comes with being caught up. So I want to feel caught up, but I understand that it takes time. And now that I understand that knowing comes from being caught up, I can feel knowing always - because I know I'm always on the way to catching up.
So I will gather my examples of knowing and see if I've made any progress memorizing them :]
- Following the path of blacklight grass to the resource I needed to make an image. Letting my body lead my image making. Being a creative channel!
- Handbells, music, and lucid dreaming.
- Playing AJ for the first time. Feeling flow for the first time.
- Witnessing my thoughts literally create. Understanding unconditional love, and abundance - because all of my reality is a reflection of me. When I give to others, I give to myself.
- Driving home from an exquisite workout. My head spinning in a feeling of knowing without thought.
- Driving to the Y, seeing ponies and hummers and chemtrails.
- Finding 11 cents and watching the magick unfold.
Today I intend to practice knowing, letting go, and channeling.
I love that these posts always inspire me to find the better feeling thoughts. I love that every time I write one I find ideas that guide my thoughts the rest of the day!
Advice from Clair
Clair, how can I practice creatively channeling?
Clear your mind. Look for the visions in your head. Then follow your inspiration to execution. Your emotions will tell you exactly what to do.
What does your about page say today?
I am a channel of creativity. I have no resistance to creative inspiration. My ideas flow effortlessly and design, image making, and art are as natural to me as breathing. When I create from a vibration of knowing, I can communicate my most prized knowledge easily.
Today's affirmations / thoughts to bookmark
- I am a creative channel.
- I love myself unconditionally.