I am so grateful for Facebook. I'm so grateful I get to know people so much better through it. I'm so grateful I know to allow relationships to unfold naturally instead of trying to force them. I'm so grateful I'm chill. I'm so grateful for my beautiful physical body, this incredibly smart space ship. I'm so grateful to be a portal to the universe. I'm so grateful I know what I know. I'm so grateful I know that I create myself with each new thought. I'm so grateful to be reading The Return of the Perennial Philosophy: The Supreme Vision of Western Esotericism again.
I'm so grateful I trust the universe. I'm so grateful I know to trust. I'm so grateful to be focusing. I'm so grateful that I'm writing this, even though sometimes I drag my heels and don't want to do it because I think I'm having too much fun.
I'm so grateful I journeyed to the edge again and found more answers to bring back. I'm so grateful to be creating reality as I go. I'm so grateful I KNOW that I am creating this. Man life is annoying when you don't know you're in control! I'm so grateful for all the new thoughts about love and vibration I have. I'm so grateful for all the -thinking- I did yesterday. I'm so grateful my job is to think. I'm so grateful my job is to feel good. And so to feel good I think. And then I stop thinking. Ha.
I'm so grateful I can write whatever I want and I don't have to care what anyone thinks because the only person whose opinion matters is my own. I'm so grateful I respect myself. I'm so grateful I love myself. I'm so grateful I'm brave. I'm so grateful I know what I know. I'm so grateful that I chose to feel so bad when I was younger because now I know how to choose to feel good. I'm so grateful for my life experience! I'm so grateful for my good mood! I'm so grateful I realize that sleep is the number one thing I need to be happy. I'm so grateful for my dreams of hugging crushes! I'm so grateful for puzzles. I'm so grateful I know what I know. I'm so grateful to have time to write and focus. I'm so grateful I can just keep writing and writing and writing and writing and writing.
I'm so grateful for new bands to listen to. I'm so grateful for occasional doses of tv to see what's up with pop culture and commercials! I'm so grateful for this RIVETING WORLD. I'm so grateful for gratitude. I'm so grateful to be feeling so good. I'm so grateful we get to housesit! I'm so grateful for writing wow I am super excited about it today. I'm so grateful for communication. I'm so grateful for water. I'm so grateful I got up and played with Pwny first thing. I'm so grateful for Fergie. I'm so grateful for coffee. I'm so grateful for 11:11 the awakening code! I'm so grateful I'm on a journey of consciousness-waking and it's SO FUN.
I'm so grateful that I spend my time feeling good and thinking about reality. I'm so grateful that's my life. I'm so grateful that life can be that simple. I'm so grateful I'm creating reality as I think about it. I'm so grateful I know what's up. I'm so grateful I know the journey never ends. I'm so grateful time doesn't exist. I'm so grateful I'm in control. I'm so grateful I can choose to feel good in every moment.
In every single moment I have a choice. Do I go with the flow or against it? It's that simple.
Wouldn't it be nice to focus as long as I want for as long as I need forever and ever amen? Wouldn't it be nice to BLOW THIS SHIT UP! Wouldn't it be nice to keep the momentum gathering? Wouldn't it be nice to be able to write about things that I feel uncomfortable writing about? Wouldn't it be nice if I didn't care about legalities? Wouldn't it be nice to work on my server? Wouldn't it be nice to see my dream come true? Wouldn't it be nice to keep thinking about my goals today? Wouldn't it be nice to keep thinking about what I want? Wouldn't it be nice to WRITE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??! Oh yeah I'm already doing that.
Wouldn't it be nice to feel knowing forever? To break through the emotional plane? FOR GOOD? Would I miss it? NO!
What do I want?
I want to break through the emotional plane. I want to feel knowing and love permanently. I want to think of new wants and release all the stale ones. I want to write my new article that's bubbling over like a volcano. I want to fuck your face. I want to laugh at jokes some more. Every day. All day. I want to find new pop songs! I want to tell you that thinking about what you want is only fun when you think of new wants. BECAUSE WHEN YOU HAVE A DESIRE IT IS CREATED. When you want something, accept it as done and move on!
I want to play on my computer all day. I want to play with words. I want to craft jokes and funny things. I want to record a podcast. I want to have a coffee IV. I want to play super nintendo. I want to give back rubs to sexy people. I want to meet Justin Bieber. I want to be on TV. I want to practice not giving a fuck! I want to remember that I don't have to care about what anyone thinks. FUCK ISN'T A BAD WORD. I want things like cursing to not take up memory in my RAM. Ok then I guess I better stop cursing if I don't want to think about it.
I want to love running. I want to find a way to make running playful. I want to be really good at running. I want to be a gazelle. I want to have fun. I want to KNOW. I want to live in KNOWING! I want to go on a spiritual adventure! I WANT TO KEEP BITING OFF MORE THAN I CAN CHEW BECAUSE IT'S FUN. I want to keep going deeper and deeper! I want to laugh. I want to be silly. I want to have a sleepover. I want to feel this good all the time. SLEEP IS KEY!
I want to remember all the things that are important to me in this instant. Like how my goal now is to feel LOVE and KNOWING 100% of the time. I'd say I'm at about 10% right now. I bet I can up that number to at least 50 today. And stay there! Man you guys, you should really read that philosophy book I linked to above. It's a good one. It's where all my ideas are coming from right now. That and facebook. I LOVE FACEBOOK!
I want to learn choreography. I want rip a bong of salvia with miley cyrus. hahahahaha.
I want to be fearless. I am fearless, because I KNOW. I want to remember that I can get into knowing through WRITING every single time!
I know :D
What I want to feel today
- Knowing. Like that car ride home from the gym. Like the unfolding of that music with the hand bells. Like Astrojax. Like flow. Like lucid dreaming.
- Love. Like watching that unfolding. The comfort of life unfolding. The comfort of seeing the flow. MY GOAL IS TO LIVE 100% IN FLOW.
Today I intend to KNOW. And tell you what I know! And I intend to love and SHOW IT.
I love focusing on knowing and love. I love knowing there is no rush. I love knowing what I know.
I know that I am vibration.
I know that I am life.
I know that love is the pulse of life. That gives me goosebumps. I know it's true. I've seen it.
LOVE IS THE PULSE OF LIFE! LOVE IS THE FLOW! YOU CAN GO WITH LOVE OR NOT! IT'S THAT SIMPLE!
I know that I go with the pulse in every moment. I know that it's impossible to go against the pulse, you can only FEEL that way. As long as you are breathing, you are the pulse of life. As long as your heart beats, you are the pulse. You are love. Life is love. Life is the pulse. Love is what animates everything. I don't exactly know how to explain it further... but it's true!
11 things I'm excited about today
- DESIGNING INFORMATION!
- Facebook jokes
- Playing AJ
- Staying up alllll night
- Listening to the jams! All day every day! PLEASE DON'T STOP THE MUSIC!
10 things I appreciate about myself
- I got balllls
- I attracted a perfect partner
- I am musically inclined
- I AM VIBRATION
- I'M LIVING MY LIFE
- It's MY TURN TO LIVE
- This is my world!
- I KNOW!
- I'm taking mad risks! It's like sky diving or jumping off cliffs! Just making some wings...
- I LOVE AND I KNOW!
Advice from Clair
Clair, how do I spend more time KNOWING?
You already know. Why complicate it?
Knowing is a vibration at the top of the emotional scale. You ask what comes beyond emotions. Get to the top and stay there and you'll see for yourself. No need trying to comprehend it if you aren't there.
You are there. What do you see?
I see life in macro and micro, unfolding in perfect bliss. I see the elegant, infinite dance creating nothing but love, joy, and fun. I see constant playful synchronicity. I see smiles and eyes. I see how it all comes together. I see my power. I see "it".
Telling my future
Today I practice feeling knowing. Today I know. Today I choose to go with the flow in every moment. Today I choose the better feeling thought. Today I blow all our minds.
What does your about page say today?
Interview with myself
How do you find knowing and stay there?
1. I wanted to know.
2. I forgot about it.
3. I knew.
4. I practice what I know every single day.
Today's affirmations / thoughts to bookmark
- I don't have to do anything.
- I am light I am life I am love I am free.
- Love is the pulse of life.
- My dreams are powerful tools.
Links I love
- Gala has a great article up! Dreams Do Come True: A Journal Excerpt From 2005. This is so inspiring to me because I didn't even think of myself as a writer until this past winter, and now I realize how valuable writing is to me and this article is just pushing me to write more and more and more. I LOVE YOU GALA.
- The ever popular How to Steal Like an Artist
- I want a corn salad sandwich! I think...
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