Before we begin, let me preface this post by announcing my sister Kerri's new ebook, How to Berlin, DAS EBOOK: A Guide to Bureaucracy. Kerri has lived in Berlin for years and has mastered the art of being an American in Germany. If you have any interest in living in Berlin, check out the book - it's such an excellent guide! And yes, it was lovingly designed and made Internet-able by Kelly and me :D
I am so grateful for this beautiful day. I am so grateful for the incredible bike ride Kelly and I just took. It was 14 miles! I am so grateful we got to go hang out with our friend! I'm so grateful for my standing desk! It's so perfect! Now Kelly can draw on the other side of me while I write!
I'm so grateful for the delicious tacos we had for lunch! I'm so grateful our taco recipe is evolving! I'm so grateful we're making a big batch of BROWNIES for tomorrow!! I'm so grateful we get to go on an adventure tonight! I'm so grateful we get to make an Easter card. I'm so grateful I feel so good today. I'm so grateful I'm choosing to direct my thoughts. I'm so grateful I worked on an article today and it's coming together! I'm so grateful for all the wonderful people in my life. I'm so grateful I'm so in shape. I'm so grateful I'm getting more in shape every single day! I'm so grateful for my new bicycle, it's pure BLISS on wheels!
I'm so grateful for my wife. I'm so grateful for AMAZING sex. I'm so grateful for Facebook likes. I'm so grateful for comments. I'm so grateful for conversations with people I've never met before. I'm so grateful I'm always looking for a new perspective. I'm so grateful I always find it.
I'm so grateful to be standing while typing. I'm so much more energized. I'm so grateful for my vibrams, the most comfortable shoes in the world! I'm so grateful I get to get a new pair soon! I'm so grateful for air conditioning. I'm so grateful for exercise. I'm so grateful for my fun life and my fun thoughts and my fun friends and my funhouse perspective. I'm so grateful I'm getting more and more in touch with Clair. I'm her more of the time now! I can hear her in my head and see her in the mirror.
I'm so grateful to be feeling good. That's what I'm most grateful for. I'm so grateful and so relieved that I finally feel truly good. Not feeling good for a couple days really puts it all in perspective. I am SO GRATEFUL to be in a good mood! To be having fun! To be loving my life! To be loving my body and mind and spirit! To be loving this physical reality! I am so grateful everything feels so delicious! I'm so grateful for exercise, seriously! It's THE BEST THING EVER. I'm so grateful I'm finally beginning to understand that a huge part of why we came to physical reality is because being in a body is SO FUN! There are infinite ways to move your body! I am so obsessed with movement! SO OBSESSED!
I am so grateful that I've effectively made the leap from the limiting belief that you need a job to get money to live. That is no longer my reality! It is so incredible! All my life, people told me I need to find a job so I can get money to stay alive. They were all so full of it! Or rather, they just hadn't thought about it any differently. I am so grateful that I TRIED! I'm so grateful for the relief I feel every single day when I wake up and think "there is absolutely nothing in the world that I am obligated to do today." That is the best feeling in the world! It's so relaxing! And refreshing!
I'm so grateful that even without a "job" I still have a fantastic income and beautiful creative outlet on this site. I am so grateful to have tried it out for myself! It works, it really does! Your only job in life is to feel good, everything else just works out!!
I am so grateful that I have this site as a venue to share my ideas. I am so grateful for my ideas. I am so grateful that I have such a wonderful message to convey. Life is fun. Take nothing seriously. Everything is perfect and in its place.
Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to let everything unfold perfectly? Wouldn't it be nice to let go? Wouldn't it be nice to have plenty of time to do everything before class tomorrow? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the universe? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I did driving home in the car yesterday? Oh wait I already do!
Wouldn't it be nice to have my mind blown tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to write down what I think about? Wouldn't it be nice to take away something magickal? Wouldn't it be nice to practice my magick? Wouldn't it be nice to remember to tighten my abs all the time? Wouldn't it be nice to publish an article tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to play AJs later? Wouldn't it be nice to hoop? Wouldn't it be nice if the Y had an AWESOME summer schedule? Wouldn't it be nice to find ways to exercise super hard every single day? Wouldn't it be nice to have lots of fun tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that none of this is real? Wouldn't it be nice to improve my gymnastics? Wouldn't it be nice to take a road trip to Illinois in May? Wouldn't it be nice to run again soon? Wouldn't it be nice to find even more fitness classes to take?
Wouldn't it be nice to fly? Wouldn't it be nice to jump as high as a 3 story building? Wouldn't it be nice to skateboard? Wouldn't it be nice to always remember what I know? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that I am vibration and the only thing that matters is FEELING GOOD? Wouldn't it be nice to drive a flying car? Wouldn't it be nice to pogo stick? Wouldn't it be nice to make a beautiful painting? Wouldn't it be nice to dick around in Photoshop? Wouldn't it be nice to make some art fo real? Wouldn't it be nice to make some videos? Wouldn't it be nice to be more prolific? Wouldn't it be nice to be less censored? Wouldn't it be nice to be fearless?
What do I want?
I want to have the best night of my life. I want major revelations. I want to learn some awesome info and then translate it into some beautiful work of art that everyone loves because it reminds them what they know. I want to help everyone feel good so we can all help each other feel even better! I want to share what I know. I want to make my dreams a reality. I want to be who I know I am. I want to push myself. I want a new mentor. I want to push myself as far as I possibly can physically and creatively. I want to be more creatively driven. I want to be more focused. I want to teach fitness classes. I want to teach AJ classes. I want to teach! I love teaching! I want to have more to teach every single day. I want a teacher! I want 1000 teachers! I want to learn something from every encounter I have!
I want to do acroyoga. I want to do more antigravity yoga. I want to do antigravity naked turbo. I want to do backflips and front flips and backwalkovers on the balance beam. I want to have the upper body strength to do aerial silks and pullups!! I think that one needs to go in my goal frame. I want to feel powerful and magickal all the time. I want to remember the feeling I had in the car yesterday driving home from the Y. My mind was still on autopilot, twirling around to pop music. I felt so good. The more you release your awareness of physical reality, the more you increase your awareness of the big picture. It's so beautiful. Let go. Ignore the physical reality you don't want. It will go away I promise! Focus on what you want.
I want to always be thinking about what I want. It's the easiest way to practice magick. I want to have little shortcut cards that remind me to do what I need to do. I mean think. Vortex cards. Not affirmations. But things that immediately remind me what I know.
Take nothing seriously.
Life is fun.
Everything is perfect and in its place.
A good mood is the only path to good things.
GET IN THE VORTEX AND THEN.
I came here to enjoy being physical and to create. Easy. Simple. YES IT REALLY WORKS LIKE THIS. What you think about you bring about!
I have all the power.
I am the creator.
Just keep reaching for a better feeling thought. That's what's so beautiful about these posts. You start with thoughts that feel ok, but then you get to reach for better and better feeling thoughts. And that's how you get into the vortex, or into MAGICK MODE. Just keep thinking better feeling thoughts.
And now... to rewrite my wants...
I'm having the best night of my life. I'm having major revelations. I'm learning awesome info and translating it into beautiful art that everyone loves because it reminds them what they know. I help everyone feel good and we help each other feel even better. I share what I know. I make my dreams reality. Every day. I am who I know I am. I push myself. I have mentors who help me. I push myself as far as I possibly can physically and creatively. I am so creatively driven. I am so focused. I teach fitness! I teach AJ! I teach! I find teachers everywhere I go! Everyone has something to teach!
I have the upper body strength to do 10 pullups. I'm a yoga master. My mind is on autopilot, twirling around to pop music. I release my awareness of physical reality to increase my awareness of the big picture.
I am the big picture.
And my abs are always tight!
What I want to feel today
- Knowing. I look at you and know. I look at me and know. I know that I am vibration. I know that I feel good. I know the true nature of reality. I know that I am creating this. I know that everything I can sense is something I put there with a thought. I know that I am beautiful. I know that I am perfect. I know that the world is perfect. I know that everything is perfect. I know that the entire universe came together to create THIS MOMENT! I know that this moment is so valuable and important because everything I've ever experienced has lead to THIS! I know I am in control. I know I have the power. I know I have all the power.
- Power. I know that I have the power to create anything I desire. I know that my entire life experience is within my control. I know that every single thing I want already exists, I just have to tune myself to that vibration. I know that I am brilliant and have the power to obtain ANYTHING I want! I know that I am in control! I know that this is my world! I know that EVERYTHING is within my power! I know that I AM THE POWER OF THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE.
- Love. When I feel love I am connected to my higher self. I love myself, I love my courage. I am connected to everything through love. Love is the fiber holding all of it together. There is vibration, and there is love. Love is a vibration, and it is with the vibration of love that everything resonates in perfect harmony. Everything unfolds perfectly with love. Everything is love at its core. We are all love. We all came from love. We are all love.
- Joy! Life is fun! This is so exciting! This moment is so thrilling! I could do a million possible things! And the things that I'm going to do are going to be EXQUISITE!!!!
Today I intend to remember my power. Today I intend to remember what I know. Today I intend to jump in headfirst. Today I intend to blow the lid off. Today I intend to have so much fucking fun omg I can't even describe to you the fun I'm going to have. Today I am releasing my resistance! Today I am letting go! Today I am the future! Today I am learning and creating things that are changing the world! Today I AM IN MAGICK MODE!
I love it when people ask me for advice. I love helping people. I love getting asked questions. I love Ke$ha! I love being in magick mode! I love doing what I WANT. I love listening to my voice! I love listening to Clair! I love relief! I love dancing! I love kickboxing! I love astrojax! I love hooping! I love weight lifting! I love bicycling! I love drawing! I love yoga! I love running! I love thinking of new goals! I love learning! I love lifestreaming! I love thinking about lifestreaming and finding more ways to do it better! I love my site! I love my server! I love that S is getting a site! I love standing while typing because I can dance! I love acting on inspiration! I love that time doesn't matter! I love expanding my mind! I love expanding the universe! I love all the beauty! I love myself! I AM SO INTO MYSELF. I love my life! I Love your life! I love that we are all here figuring it out together! I love that anyone can do anything they want! I love that I am educated enough to know that no one really knows anything! I love being educated! I love that I have my masters! I love that I have a BFA in graphic design! I LOVE GRAPHIC DESIGN! I LOVE LIFE DESIGN! I LOVE THAT I SPEND MY ENTIRE LIFE DESIGNING MY ENTIRE LIFE! I love that what I think and do and say are in alignment! I love that I am doing everything right! I love that I am so cool! I love that I'm the shit! I love that I KNOW WHAT I KNOW! I love that I am in control! I love that I have the power! I love that I can practice feelings of abundance and love and get more of them! I LOVE MY LIFE! I LOVE DIRECTING MY THOUGHTS! I LOVE COMING UP WITH MORE WAYS TO DIRECT MY THOUGHTS!!!
11 things I'm excited about today
- Feeling good again!
- Launching Kerri's ebook! SUCCESS!
- My brother has a new site too!
- We get to take an adventure tonight!
- I finally have a way to think about what I do that is SUPER EXCITING! "I design thought direction tools." What's a better way to say thought direction tool?
- I LOVE KE$HA AND POP MUSIC!
- My standing desk is the SHIT!!!
- My new bike is the SHIT!
- Upping our fitness! Our routine now looks like this: M: kickboxing and body pump, T: bike ride! and maybe zumba sometimes, W: kickboxing and body pump! T: bike ride! F: bike ride! S: spin and body pump! Su: rest!
- Making easter cards!
- New goals!!
10 things I appreciate about myself
- I'm a brilliant, beautiful creator.
- I have a strong, resilient, beautiful, perfect physical body with gorgeous mods like tattoos and piercings and pink hair.
- I have a deep appreciation for successful people.
- I design thought direction tools!
- I publish to my site almost every single day!
- I'm a cute lifestreamer!
- I am bold and brave and courageous and POWERFUL!
- I have a soothing voice.
- I help people in my dreams! And then I see it in waking life!
- I AM GETTING SO GOOD AT DIRECTING MY THOUGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!
Advice from Clair
Clair, how can I have the best time of my life tonight?
Know that you will. Know that you are.
Think about thought direction tools. Think about what you want. Think about your power. Think about your strength, beauty and creativity. Focus on abundance. Focus on what you know. Focus on love. Relax. Let go.
Telling my future
Today I make new connections. Today I am in the best mood of my life. Today I break through. Today I am focused and getting exactly what I want. Today I am perfect. Everything I do and say and think is perfect.
What does your about page say today?
I design thought direction tools. I share my life experience. I think about what I want. I am an athlete. I am perfect.
Interview with myself
Where do you see yourself in the morning?
I've created 5 new thought direction tools in the air. $3000 is deposited into my bank account. Site traffic is off the charts!
I now know how to fly. I have more power than ever. I am in control. I am brilliant. I am fun. I am making this all up as we go along! I can do a pull up!
Today's affirmations / thoughts to bookmark
- I am a brilliant creator of thought direction tools.
- Everything is perfect and in its place.
Links I love
- Why I'm not afraid to take your money, by Amanda Fucking Palmer (via Kerri!)
- I LOVE this post about food porn!
- Reading some old Steve Pavlina: How Intentions Manifest