I want to feel woke! I want to be distracted from thinking about being tired. I want to remember to take some Advil. I want to feel love and joy. I want to drink a polar pop. I want to be even more public. I want to do what I was born to do every moment of the day. I want to appreciate that all of this around me was put here FOR me. It's all for me. I'm so grateful Clair talks to me in the mirror now. It's pretty crazy. Do you love it?!
I want to have fun. I want to feel more and more relief. I want to focus more and more. I want to decide how I feel. I want to feel inspiration. I want to freshen up the lifestreaming world. I want to BLOW IT UP. I want to do something BIG that will get a lot of attention.
So I want attention eh?? That means I need to give myself attention. How can I do that?! By having some time alone. By being in my own world for a while. By writing. Maybe going to the library. I want time to think and doodle and Space out on paper.
I want to publish this. I want my process to be even more transparent. I write for myself. And everything is my self.