I am a portal to the universe! | gathering momentum for March 21, 2011


I am a portal to the universe! | gathering…

knifeI am so grateful for birthday presents in the mail! I'm so grateful for this Swiss army knife from Botevyle! I'm so grateful for wonderful friends online and off!

I'm so grateful I'm getting better at remembering my dreams. I'm so grateful for my dream journal. I'm so grateful I can sleep as long as I want. I'm so grateful I know how to focus my attitude. I'm so grateful we get to work out today! I'm so grateful for Ke$ha! I'm so grateful for spinach smoothies and continuity! I'm so grateful to be back to normalcy! Whatever that means! I'm so grateful my hair is fresh pink! I'm so grateful today is going to be perfect!

I'm so grateful for Botevyle! I'm so grateful for knives! I'm so grateful for an addition to my survival pack! David, you know me better than you know! THANK YOU!

I'm so grateful IT'S SPRING! I'm so grateful for beautiful tulips! I'm so grateful for Astrojax! I'm so grateful Astrojax is the cure for all ailments! I'm so grateful for cold water! I'm so grateful for Pandora! I'm so grateful for beats and bass! I'm so grateful for stereo systems! I'm so grateful for dreams! I'm so grateful for lucid dreams! I'm so grateful for birthday cards! I'm so grateful for my fun life!

I'm so grateful for my blacklight hair! I'm so grateful blacklight is like the sun! I'm so grateful it's like the sun on the moon in the dark in the ocean in the light! I'm so grateful life is so weird! I'm so grateful Kelly is so beautiful and making me a smoothie! I'm so grateful we get to meditate today! I'm so grateful I am NORMAL TODAYYYYY.

I'm so grateful Kelly and I played with AJs last night for like 3 hours and learned so much about making shapes and orbiting. Astrojax is so crazy deep because they teach you ORBITING and EVERYTHING ORBITS. There, that's it, that explains it all!

Wouldn't it be nice to find more and more beautiful delicious pop music to eat? Wouldn't it be nice to be pain free? Wouldn't it be nice to cure myself with AJs? Wouldn't it be nice to go light on my weights & work on form today in body pump? Wouldn't it be nice to work on Kerri's site more today? Wouldn't it be nice to have clarity today!? Wouldn't it be nice to KEEP IT TOGETHER?! Wouldn't it be nice to get even better at keeping it together? Wouldn't it be nice to level up? Wouldn't it be nice to find something to write about today? Wouldn't it be nice hang out in the forum? Wouldn't it be nice to make $5000 today? Wouldn't it be nice to send those cards? Wouldn't it be nice to be on top of things? Wouldn't it be nice to have a beautifully ordered consciousness?

What I want to feel today

  • Order. Everything in its place. Knowing.
  • Perfect, beautiful, "but of course" unfolding of life.
  • Abundance in health and wealth.

Today I intend to direct my thoughts! Today I intend to stay focused! Today I intend to feel relief. Today I intend to follow my inspiration. Today I intend to have fun. Today I intend to do things that feel good. Today I intend to reset. Today i intend to get it. Today I intend to level up. Today I intend to love myself. Today I intend to have the best day of my life.

I love Lady Gaga. I love dancing. I love Astrojax. I love my brother! I love that he is driving to Texas right now! I love that we get to go camping on Wednesday! I love that we get to meet his girlfriend! I love that Joy and Josh are camping with us! I love that we get to camp right outside of Austin! I love that we get to meditate soon! I love that I know the power of thoughts. I love focusing. I love letting things come to me. I love letting go. I love not doing anything too "physical". I love the Internet. I love focus. I love my life. I love catching up.

11 things I'm excited about today

  6. KE$HA!
  7. FOCUS!
  10. CAMPING!
  11. SPRING!!!!

10 things I appreciate about myself

  1. I know that there is only now
  2. I know way more about Astrojax than I did 2 days ago
  3. I am a beautiful collection of well chosen thoughts
  4. I have crazy deep dreams
  5. I have crazy deep waking life
  6. I know how to feel good
  7. I have beautiful shoulders!
  8. I have glitter on my eyelids
  9. I have it together!
  10. I am funny!

Advice from Clair

When you're at the lower end of the emotional scale is when you have built up the most resistance, that's when you need to let go the most. When you are unordered and messy and thinking negative thoughts, that's when you need to let the universe come in and clean everything up. Just let go and let the universe take care of all that. Then as you gradually move up the scale and order your consciousness, it becomes easier to influence the unfolding, the fun part! The higher on the emotional scale you are, the more you get to live in real time - have a desire, let it go, instant manifestation.

Telling my future

Today I keep it together no matter the people, circumstances, or conditions. Today I am order and organization and perfectly folded laundry. Today I am 100%. Today I am back!

What does your about page say today?

I am a master and student of flow arts! I am a portal to the universe!

Today's affirmations / thoughts to bookmark

  • I am a portal to the universe!
  • Everything is unfolding perfectly.

Links I love

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Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
  • Ariane


    Just thought I’d let ye know, got my astrojax! I’ve played for about three hours since the package arrived yesterday. I almost feel as though, if I care about doing a trick or showing off then I can’t do it, but if I just relax and feel it spinning (trying to catch vertical orbits. Yeah, beginner!) it’s more natural.
    It’s like distracting your physical body with something you know you can do by just feeling naturally and converting physical thought into natural, like breathing.. & then freeing your mind to truly expand.
    I used to work at a checkout and probably did a couple thousand hours of it, & it was the same feeling. Like I could talk to people & do my job really fast, but my mind was in outer space, total disconnect, total ‘here’ 90% of the time. Like a trance, but a peaceful one?

    Ah, typing it seems so insignificant to explain, but I know you know what I mean ^___^

  • Katja Lev

    “I am a portal to the universe!” Read your post and shortly afterwards found this -> http://yfrog.com/gy5csrej (Quote by Martha Graham, retweeted by Matthew Gray Gubler from Kirsten Vangsness – I do have a soft spot for the CM staff – )
    Both of it combined inspires my to never block that portal! :.)

  • jessica mullen

    Ariane, HOLY CRAP YAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! I know EXACTLY what you mean! I worked a checkout too, it is a very similar feeling! A rhythm or flow where you don’t have to think!

    I am so happy for you. They are such a fun toy. They’ve totally helped me creatively so much!

    I’d love to hear more about your experiences any time!!!

    Katja, wow I had no idea who Martha Graham was but now I am SO FASCINATED. I don’t know if you saw but I think I recently posted about getting really interested in choreography, and now you point me in the first direction!! SO cool! And excellent quote, it gives me goosebumps :]

  • jessica mullen

    lol also I had no idea what CM was but I think I figured it out!

  • katja lev

    * about the CM-thing: hehehe, i think it felt too awkward to just plain write it out, guess that´s the anti-television/series persona inside of me…
    CRIMINAL MINDS…there, i did it ;.) (i know you have it figured out by now, but i had to jump over that “shadow” of mine, lol…)
    * Martha Graham: yes, she´s amazing. i do remember reading the choreography part in one of your posts, so maybe there was a subconcious thing involved! i suggest you´d look into the work of Pina Bausch as well. her and Martha Graham were two of the most influential modern choreographers in terms of boundary breaking etc…
    * here´s the link to the website/tumblr of dancer Alexandra (Lula) Hulme, whom i find extremely inspiring as well http://www.paintyhands.com
    * and i was SO excited to find out she´s into Sabrina Ward Harrison, who´s an artist and – i´d say – lifedesigner, striving to inspire people to express themselves -> here my fav quote of hers:
    “i learn and relearn that silence doesn’t protect me.  an unexpressed life is very painful to myself and those i love.  don’t love halfway.  i am learning that loving all the way can ache and sting, but loving halfway doesn’t keep me safe.  it leaves me with sadness and a hope that could never live outloud.” Sabrina Ward Harrison

    Oops…feels like i´m posting my “things I love thursday” list in your comments section… my apologies! ;.)
    Shine on lady!
    xoxo K.

  • jessica mullen

    Thank you so much for those links! I love that quote of Sabrina’s!! SO TRUE.

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