So grateful for salt and fat and bread and pasta and vegan buttery spread. So grateful for sriracha peas and raw vegan chocolate macaroons. So grateful for ginger ale and clean dishes. So grateful for our friends at the Y. So grateful we skipped running and played Astrojax instead. So grateful we make food for ourselves. So grateful to be so time affluent. So grateful for hot showers. So grateful for Facebook and funny jokes. So grateful my brother is skype-able. So grateful to be so worn out from upping my weights in pump. So grateful for my strength and endurance. So grateful the marathon is this weekend. So grateful it will be over! So grateful I'm a runner. So grateful all it took to become a runner was practice. So grateful for practice. Practice is everything.
So grateful to choose to focus. So grateful I don't have to make this post into something fancy if I don't want to. So grateful I've decided to post more, especially during state changes. So grateful people like the worksheet! So grateful for Botevyle. So grateful for spring. So grateful for 24 hour grocery stores. So grateful I get to get warmed up now.
Wouldn't it be nice to experiment more with my thoughts? Wouldn't it be nice to focus more when I know I would feel better if I did? Wouldn't it be nice to feel satisfaction? Wouldn't it be nice to feel inspired to work tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to direct my thoughts all night? Wouldn't it be nice to do what my inspiration tells me? Wouldn't it be nice to space out and write like this every night? Wouldn't it be nice to not let myself get so tired I start losing focus? Wouldn't it be nice to choose to focus until bed? Wouldn't it be nice to feel that rush of inspiration that wild horses couldn't stop me from? Wouldn't it be nice to meditate somemore or play AJ some more? What if somemore was a word? I'd support it.
Wouldn't it be nice if the vid we make for the Y really helped them out with donations? Wouldn't it be nice to volunteer to be a social media manager? Wouldn't it be nice to feel as much love as I felt today every day? Wouldn't it be nice to get to know more and more cool peeps at the Y? Wouldn't it be nice to draw and paint and read and make dioramas and collages? Wouldn't it be nice to bust out that modge podge? Wouldn't it be nice to listen to my internal guidance system?
Wouldn't it be nice to take a nap? Wouldn't it be nice if grocery shopping was really fun? Wouldn't it be nice to have some coffee? Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to remember to spend even more time focusing? Wouldn't it be nice to finish that ebook? Oh yeah if I want it done I have to stop talking about it ;D
Tonight I intend to focus on feeling good. Tonight I intend to relax and allow. Tonight I intend to release more negative thoughts. Tonight I intend to consciously lift my vibration. Tonight I intend to follow my inspiration. Tonight I intend to love.
Tonight I intend to appreciate the abundance of love in my life. Tonight I intend to appreciate all of the synchronicities that happen from minute to minute that now just seem like the normal flow of life. Tonight I intend to appreciate all of the people around me that make my life so fun. Tonight I intend to love myself.
I DO love myself! I love that I know to chill when I get too wound up. I love that things always unfold at the exact right time so there's no need to try to force anything or worry about whether something is going to happen. I love letting go. I love choosing thoughts that feel good. I love directing my thoughts with writing. I love that we get to go grocery shopping tonight! I love that we have plenty of time and money to do it. I love that I'm about to hop in a hot shower. Love Love love.