focusing the last drop | a lullaby for February 9, 2011

focusing the last drop | a lullaby for February 9, 2011


I'm so grateful Kelly reminds me to write a post at night when I'm too tired to remember. I'm so grateful I'm so worn out from running 3 miles, doing Body Pump and then kickboxing. I'm so grateful we got to check on the chips tonight. I'm so grateful for all the synchronicities in my life. My mom got us the same netflix movie (Eagle Eye) as I had in my own queue, and they both were delivered on the same exact day. Weird! And there were a bunch of other synchronicities having to do with that movie.

I'm so grateful we got to listen to the financial abundance meditation on Getting into the Vortex. I'm so grateful for the jacuzzi. I'm so grateful Sheeba watched the movie with us. I'm so grateful we had plenty of money to go grocery shopping. I'm so grateful to be directing my energy at night. I'm so grateful we listened to another Philosophers Notes today on The Science of Getting Rich. I'm so grateful we had an enormous salad for dinner. I'm so grateful we ate almost all raw today. I'm so grateful the animals are all happy, fed, and sleeping. I'm so grateful for the people we know at the Y. I'm so grateful it gets more fun every time we go there.

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I'm so grateful I'm feeling so good. I'm so grateful tomorrow is our day off of exercise. I'm so grateful we get to cook all day. I'm so grateful for my backpack, computer and iphone. I'm so grateful for this warm fuzzy hat and for the pullover my dad gave me. I'm so grateful I can feel the tipping point. I'm so grateful I have feelings of ease and flow and letting go to remember now - I have remembering places, I'm not struggling to feel a feeling I haven't felt before.

I'm so grateful Kelly and I talk about abundance all day. I'm so grateful for the $40 of pine nuts on the kitchen counter. I'm so grateful for the enormous amount of delicious vegan food here. I'm so grateful for remodeled walmarts. I'm so grateful for ipad displays. I'm so grateful for technology. I'm so grateful Eagle Eye was a good movie. I'm so grateful that this stream of consciousness writing has a prompt - gratitude. I'm so grateful I know the importance of practicing gratitude. Practicing the feeling brings more of the feeling.

I'm so grateful for Kelly because she reminds me to think certain ways. Like to post at night, and to focus on allowing well being, and to practice feelings. She is an angel. I'm so grateful she gave me a backrub! I'm so grateful Sheeba and Joe were fine while we were gone. I'm so grateful all the cats are safe in the garage. I'm so grateful I learned today that I don't have to worry. I'm so grateful that after knowing that logically and intellectually for so long, I finally got to feel it for real today. I'm so grateful I understand the importance of feeling.

I'm so grateful for this beautiful home we're staying in. I'm so grateful that this post energizes me. I'm so grateful that it's like playing Astrojax. I'm so grateful I have so many emails to return from people I like. I'm so grateful it's getting easier and easier to tell people I love them. I'm so grateful for my attitude. I'm so grateful I know to focus on positive aspects.

I'm so grateful for the idea that a seed, once planted, grows 100 more seeds. It's just like emotions - plant positivity and get 100 more feelings of positivity. I'm so grateful for all the new ideas inspiring me. I'm so grateful I am allowing. I'm so grateful for the abundant information I'm attracting that I'm a vibrational match for now that I wasn't before. I'm so grateful Kelly read out loud to me in the car while we drove to Austin.

I'm so grateful Michael is home and I got to talk to him! I'm so grateful he is sleeping soundly in his own bed! I'm so grateful he is home, I can't even express it! I'm so grateful to be so exhausted. I'm so grateful this day turned out to be magickal because I chose it to be. I'm so grateful I understand the power of my thoughts and that I know the power of my thoughts. I'm so grateful I can feel resistance being released the less I worry. I'm so grateful the universe is conspiring to shower me with beautiful experiences.

I'm so grateful I can find so much to be grateful for. I could go on forever. I'm so grateful my parents have a washer AND dryer and a microwave and a dishwasher. I'm so grateful they have so many pots and pans and utensils and cooking implements. I'm so grateful they trust us to watch their house. I'm so grateful they will be home so soon! I'm so grateful they had a safe trip.

Tonight I intend to have dreams even better than last night. Tonight I intend to sleep deeply and soundly and to wake refreshed. Tonight I intend to smile my way to sleep. Tonight I intend to think of what I'm grateful for and what I know. Tonight I intend to practice feelings I want to feel tomorrow. Tonight I intend to rejuvenate my body and mind. Tonight I intend to have deep meaningful dreams that overlap into real life. Tonight I intend to love myself 100%.

Wouldn't it be nice to only need 4 hours of sleep? Wouldn't it be nice if it got to be 60º tomorrow? Wouldn't it be nice to do some nighttime star photography? Wouldn't it be nice to go home tomorrow? Wouldn't it be nice to get all our cooking done tomorrow? WOuldn't it be nice to be inspired to write an article in the morning? Wouldn't it be nice to find more time to work on the ebook and design it and make it available? Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night's sleep of my life?

I love focusing my energy until the very last drop is gone. I love focusing until my eyes are crossed. I love focusing until I'm too tired to smile. I love focus and clarity and love and abundance. I love focusing on abundance lately! I love that I feel so out of it because I'm so tired. I love that Sheeba sat on me during the movie. I love the clothes I'm wearing. I love Joe and SHeeba. I love Pwny an Linty. I love Kelly. I love making new friends. I love new relationships to explore. I love new ideas to explore.

I love visualizing. I love finding more and more ways to feel good. I love you.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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