I am so grateful to finally be writing this after almost 2 days of not posting! I am so grateful for the contrast. I am so grateful that I KNOW how important these posts are. I am so grateful to be counting my blessings! I'm so grateful to have so many photos to show off!
I'm so grateful Kelly has been really into drawing lately, because it's been super inspirational. Sometimes I forget that drawing is a flow activity since it comes so naturally to me. It makes me so happy to draw.
I'm SO GRATEFUL that instead of writing our posts yesterday, we sprang out of bed and bolted out of the apartment first thing so we could enjoy the beautiful 77 degree weather! We went on a 10 mile walk to the east side and it was SO BLISSFUL!
I'm so grateful my Mom and sister came out for a picnic lunch today!! Today was Kerri's last day in Austin, so my mom picked her up and brought her to our place for lunch. The weather was so gorgeous!
Wouldn't it be nice to let go of more resistant thoughts? Wouldn't it be nice to feel as perfect as I know I am? Wouldn't it be nice to get all that cooking done soon? Wouldn't it be nice to catch up on the podcast? Wouldn't it be nice to post the Y ep and an oracle ep? Wouldn't it be nice to go to Whole Foods for dates? Wouldn't it be nice to feel on top of my game? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I'm riding another wave? Wouldn't it be nice to feel completely rested and refreshed? Wouldn't it be nice to tie up every loose end ever? Wouldn't it be nice to hang out with our new friends? Wouldn't it be nice eat all raw this week? Wouldn't it be nice to make a list of goals for the week? Wouldn't it be nice to fine tune these posts so that I included certain parts once a week? Wouldn't it be nice to work on the life design book today? Wouldn't it be nice to get it over with so I could stop talking about it? Wouldn't it be nice to allow things to flow naturally? Wouldn't it be nice to let go and let the universe do it?
Wouldn't it be nice to do the work in the air? Wouldn't it be nice to completely trust the universe? Wouldn't it be nice to feel free? Wouldn't it be nice to feel caught up? Wouldn't it be nice to feel productive and inspired? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and play with AJs in the blacklight? Wouldn't it be nice to try that Shiva Nata dance? Wouldn't it be nice if Niia space had a class in it? Wouldn't it be nice to chill some cool spiritual folks? Wouldn't it be nice to be part of a drum circle? Wouldn't it be nice to AJ it in the middle of a drum circle? Wouldn't it be nice to try hooping soon? Wouldn't it be nice to try poi soon? Wouldn't it be nice to feel as magickal as I know I am? Wouldn't it be nice to focus on what I want all day? Wouldn't it be nice to keep my focus? Wouldn't it be nice to increase my activity level more? Wouldn't it be nice to go with the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to feel 100% synced with the universe?
Today I intend to focus on feeling healthy and good in my perfect body. Today I intend to sync up with the universe and go with the flow. Today I intend to listen for the divine pulse. Today I intend to listen. Today I intend to gather momentum. Today I intend to focus on what I want. Today I intend to rest. Today I intend to allow well-being to flow into me.
I love the relief I feel from finally writing this post. I love that writing these posts has become such an ingrained activity that if I skip a day I get pretty freaked out about it. I love having something so useful that I do every single day! I love that if I can stay on top of these posts, I can stay on top of my life. I love that I AM on top of my life! I love that I am synced up with the universe. I love that I am always too excited to sleep because every day is like Christmas. I love staying in the flow of well being. I love remembering how easy it is to go with the flow. I love that nothing is urgent. I love that we have all the time we need. I love that everything unfolds naturally, whether you try or not. I love not trying. I love letting go. I love that I learn more about letting go every day. I love regaining my focus through writing. I love clearing my head. I love organizing ideas. I love focus. I love knowing what I want and how to get it. I love that everything in the universe illustrates the laws of the universe.
11 things I'm excited about today
- Any time I think about "syncing up with the universe" I'm able to do it pretty instantly in my head, I love it!
- Taking long walks with Astrojax is a really fun way to casually improve!
- Today marks our 3rd complete week of Body Pump!
- Now that I'm caught up on my posts, I can finally get into fresh articles and podcasts and life design books!
- WE DID THE CHORES TODAY, HOORAY!
- WE HAVE GROCERIES, DOUBLE HOORAY!
- No plans for the rest of the day, such relief!
- Taking one day off from posting made me really see how seriously addicted I am to writing these posts. It is so much easier to stay focused when I write in the morning. It is so much easier to keep positive thought patterns when I take the time to think about what thoughts I want to think for the day. I love that I am always looking for ways to make these posts more useful to myself.
- My dad tried sushi for the first time. This is huge. It's his new favorite food. Hehehe.
- I'm not gonna lie, I am unbearably excited to get back to AJin tonight.
- I love that I am not a lazy thinker. I love that I erased what I had originally written here because it was a limiting belief. I am refreshed, invigorated, and in sync with the universe. I need sleep and food and water and air but more than anything I need positive thoughts. And I've got em in spades.
Message from Clair
"Welcome to the next level." In this level you will learn to live more in real time. Beyond that, you will choose what to learn. There are infinite possibilities surrounding you at all times, including now. Everything is now. And you can choose anything. Where do you want to go next? Where would you like to create order where previously there was only chaos? Where would you like to create more chaos from order?
Telling my future
Today I will reinvigorate and refresh myself through thought. I will massage my head in a warm bath of meditation. I will rub my shoulders with my thoughts. I will rest my eyes even when they are open. I will absorb the nutrients I need and eliminate everything I do not. I will use my time in the way I find most enjoyable. I will focus on what I want. I will receive what I want. I will think about what I want in every moment. I will ponder what makes each moment so perfect. What makes this moment so perfect?
I am listening to the perfect IDM song on Pandora through my headphones. The window is open and the weather is beautiful. My apartment smells of incense and markers. I am nearly finished with writing a post to focus my thoughts. I feel calm, collected and inspired. I feel ready to take on the world. I feel refreshed and energized. I feel like dancing and AJing. I am wearing a cute outfit, and I already did plenty of exercise for the day. The lighting is perfect. I feel disconnected from my body. I am seeing as source sees. I can see my reality waver in front of my eyes. I am aware of the infinite possibilities that surround me. I am focused on what I want.
Interview with myself
How do you catch another wave after you've fallen off?
All you have to do is sync back up with the universe. You can do that with meditation, exercise, writing, or creating, among many other things. If your thoughts have slipped away from you like a slippery eel, just let them go and create new ones. Who do you want to be RIGHT NOW? Start thinking like that.
I am an inspiration. I have my shit together. I'm in control. I'm fucking sexy. I live in the perfect apartment in the perfect city with the perfect woman. I am synced up with the universe. I have inspiration gushing through my fingers. I love everyone I see. I choose to focus on the positive aspects of every situation. I am solution oriented. I am full of natural energy. I am sustained by delicious raw food. I consciously direct my experiences. I know exactly what I want.
I am beautiful. I am strong. I am bewitching. I am calm, collected, cool. I am a cute set of 3. I am an Astrojax pro. I enchant those around me. I project positive thoughts into my reality. Positivity is my dominant proclivity.
- I feel healthy, rested and energized.
- I am in sync with the universe.
- I am magickal and perfect.
- I change my reality with a single thought.