I am who I want to be | gathering momentum for January 20, 2011

I am who I want to be | gathering…

scott vis
Good afternoon! I am so grateful for yesterday! What an amazing experience it all was. I am so grateful for Gala. I am so grateful for breakfast and shopping with my mom and sister. I am so grateful we returned our library books on time. I'm so grateful we got to see the Black and White Years play at Antone's last night! Stephen did badass visuals and I got to dance the whole time. It felt soooo good.

I am so grateful for vegan queso showing up at my front door! I am so grateful to have so many articles to write! I am so grateful today is our day off from exercise! I am so grateful to have such a busy life! I am so grateful we get to cook today! I am so grateful we get to go grocery shopping! I am so grateful I have exciting projects I'm working on! I'm so grateful for graph paper and astrojax and that I get to talk to Larry Shaw next week! I am so grateful everything is going my way!

taco c!
I am so grateful for late night vegan fast food at Taco C. I am so grateful we met new friends last night. I am so grateful we got to chill after the show. I'm so grateful for all the new ideas I have. I'm so grateful I get to hang out with Kerri tonight and help her with her site. I'm so grateful for family close by. I'm so grateful for abundance and freedom and love and power.

Wouldn't it be nice to clean up my place and take some photographs of the January postcards and vegan queso (though not in the same shot ;P)? Wouldn't it be nice to have a breakthrough in meditation today? Wouldn't it be nice to write an article today? Wouldn't it be nice to record a podcast today? Wouldn't it be nice to get all the cooking done today? Wouldn't it be nice to watch Hackers? Wouldn't it be nice to find the next wave? Wouldn't it be nice to find a gymnastics class? Wouldn't it be nice to play with AJs today? Wouldn't it be nice to write some music? Wouldn't it be nice to go to Fuente?! Wouldn't it be nice to go to Burning Man? Wouldn't it be nice to get a pickup truck with 4WD? Wouldn't it be nice to go camping? Wouldn't it be nice have even more fun today?

Today I intend to take it easy. Today I intend to feel the divine pulse. Today I intend to do what comes naturally. Today I intend to feel love. Today I intend to feel confidence. Today I intend to feel flow. Today i intend to learn as much as possible. Today I intend to hop on the next wave!

I love going to the club and not drinking. I love hanging out with friends. I love playing with AJs. I love pondering gymnastics. I love learning about the "divine pulse". I love FEELING the divine pulse. I love that I have felt a state of ecstasy before. I love that it was when I was playing with AJs! I love organizing information. I love ordering chaos. I love learning about the universe. I love dancing. I love illustrating waveforms with my body. I love having a constant flow of new ideas. I love other artists. I love musicians. I love people who went to school for music. I love that I'm sore from trampin it yesterday. I love that I did 5 sessions of major exercise yesterday: running 3 miles, an hour of Body Pump, 5 minutes of trampin it at the mall, dancing at the show, and...

I love figuring out the best way to talk about sex on the Internet. I love learning where to draw the line about the law. I love that law is a bunch of BS thought up by people who like to control things. I love that anyone can win a case with the best argument. I love that my mom told me how my dad gets what he wants all the time - he makes the person want to do whatever it is he desires. He makes it seem like it's in their best interest. I love hanging out with my mom. I love my dad. I love my family. I love so much around me. I love focusing on love. I love choosing to focus on positive aspects. I love that my thoughts are well trained. I love thinking of AJs as a pet. I love that Larry says it seems like they have a mind of their own because they are on the edge of chaos. I love how trippy life is. I love being a conscious creator. I love this experience. I love where I am right now. So much.

11 things I'm excited about today

  1. I am pretty obsessed with attending Fuente Eterno at my earliest convenience. Thanks for the tip John!
  2. Yes, I am basking in new site traffic ^_^
  3. I got to meet Scott from the Black and White Years last night and he is so cool. <3
  4. I have article ideas coming out of every orifice!
  5. We are working on a rad podcast about the YMCA.
  6. We already have our idea for the February art by mail postcards!
  7. I am so blissed out about taking a day off of exercise... so. sore.
  8. Today is COOKING DAY! So relaxing.
  10. Oh yeah, we played with our AJs in the club last night, breaking the "playing with AJs in public" seal! In no time we will be performing :D
  11. I have so many delicious emails to return. Thank you for sending me so much love!

Message from Clair

Coming down from a wave of awesome manifestations gives you a chance to rest and dream up a bigger wave. Congratulate yourself for creating a wave that you didn't have to drink to come down from.

As your quality of life improves from the conscious effort to direct your thoughts, appreciate it. Feel gratitude. And of course, move "onto the next"! There is no other shoe to drop. There is no need to have any "setback". Keep aiming upward and that is where you will go. It's easy once you get the hang of it, isn't it?

Telling my future

3pm: Loving organizing my thoughts. Loving creating order where there was only chaos before. Loving organizing new ideas like cards in a filofax. Loving that they are searchable and public ^_^
5pm: Shifting into "errands" mode, having a great time, feeling relaxed, in no hurry, having beautiful interactions with all around me. Clean apartment, fresh groceries, fresh food, ready for another field trip into the surf.
8pm: Having a great time helping Kerri with her website! Teaching web is my favorite! It feels so good!
10pm: Straight chillin. More organizing. More relaxing. More ease and flow. Recovery. Rest. Love. Bliss. The universe takes care of me in every way.

Interview with myself

What is your greatest inspiration of the moment?
I have so much inspiration I don't know what to do with all of it! I am super eager to dive into Philosophers Notes. I love trolling the Astrojax forum. I love the success story of vegan queso company Nacho Mom's. I am SO inspired by all the positive emails I got in response to the interview on Gala's site. And artistically I am REALLY into graph paper right now. Also, that whole divine pulse thing has really gotten under my skin, in a good way!

Today's affirmations

  • I am who I want to be.

Links I love

Jessica Mullen
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