Momentum gathering | January 2, 2011 | it will be daytime again, I promise

Momentum gathering | January 2, 2011 | it will be daytime again, I promise

pwny tub
Good morning! I'm so grateful to be up! I'm so grateful for hot running water! I'm so grateful Pwny loves her new squishy caterpillar toy! I'm so grateful for my crazy dreams! I dreamt that I had a gorgeous labia piercing from lip to hood to lip. From sea to shining sea. It looked something like this:
labia piercing
I'm so grateful Kelly made a delicious riblet sandwich last night, with mac n cheeze on the side! Mmmmm. I'm so grateful vegan food is so delicious.
kel riblets
I'm so grateful I'm awake on this gorgeous day! I'm so grateful we get to buy some treasures at Planet K today. I'm so grateful we get to work out at the Y today. I'm so grateful we have a gym membership. I'm so grateful Kel listed all our stuff on Ebay last night! I'm so grateful my hair is pink. I'm so grateful I have beautiful tattoos. I'm so grateful for inspiration. I'm so grateful for flow. I'm so grateful I can look for flow in every moment. I'm so grateful I understand the meaning of life. I'm so grateful I get it. I'm so grateful I'm willing to ask questions, and learn, and love. I'm so grateful my iphone, and libraries, and my cute winter jacket, and my sketchbooks and my kitties. I'm so grateful for the new year! I'm so grateful that I am aware of synchronous times like 11:11 on 1.1.11!
11:11 on 1.1.11
I'm so grateful I know to be grateful. I'm so grateful I know to direct my thoughts. I'm so grateful I can feel flow while writing this post. I'm so grateful I can allow the power of the universe to flow through my fingers. I'm so grateful I have a higher self and her name is Clair. I'm so grateful I can access her at any time. I'm so grateful my AJs are coming soon. I'm so grateful I have reached a new emotional peak of ecstasy. Crazy isn't it? I've moved beyond pleasure, beyond joy, to ecstasy.

I'm so grateful for coffee. I'm so grateful for dancing. I'm so grateful for running and walking. I'm so grateful for ebb and flow. I'm so grateful for Wikipedia articles on tides. I'm so grateful for the endless information that is abundant on the Internet. I'm so grateful for the Internet. The Internet is a great place for games, and flow, and new ideas. I'm so grateful my job is online. I'm so grateful I created the perfect job for myself.

Today I intend to release more stuff. Get rid of more junk. Clear my environment of clutter.

Today I intend to think about what I want.

I want to feel flow, constantly. I want flow in every activity. I want ecstasy.

I want to feel like it's Christmas morning. Christmas morning feels like love, and family, and coziness. It feels like not being able to sleep because I'm too excited. It feels like endless possibilities. It feels like shivering with delight. Like goosebumps. It feels like flow. Like happiness. Like mysteries unveiled.

I want to feel my knowing, hard. I want to remember what I know. I want to remember that I am vibrational. I want to remember that I am controlling my reality with my thoughts. I want to remember to direct my thoughts. I want to feel certainty. I want to feel passion. I want to feel love. I want to feel unconditional love.

But what I want most is that ecstasy of flow, of combining my thoughts with the universe. It feels better than an orgasm. It feels better than love. It is the merging of myself with the universe. I want to move downstream. I want to perform tricks for myself. I want active meditation. I want to feel like a magician. I want to feel like I was just mindfucked into oblivion and now it's my move. It's my move! What should I do next, Clair?

Message from Clair

Feel good. Do things that feel good, always, every day, constantly. Think thoughts that feel good. Find the next better feeling thought. The thoughts you thought yesterday no longer retain their luster. You thrive on fresh thoughts and new ideas. Find your next move. Ponder the possibilities. Your life isn't a chess game - it's way more fun than that. And you are only playing with yourself. Find the next mindfuck. Find the next level. There are infinite levels to find. It's easy when you feel good. Choose to feel good, and everything will fall into place.


Wouldn't it be nice to find my next move? Wouldn't it be nice to find the next level? Wouldn't it be nice to focus on feeling good today? Wouldn't it be nice to find more thoughts that feel good? Wouldn't it be nice to find something exciting to share? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better than ever? Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to find the flow today? Wouldn't it be nice to hear new music today? Wouldn't it be nice to find a new favorite band? Wouldn't it be nice to always feel in the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to live in the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to find what comes after ecstasy? Wouldn't it be nice to keep finding better feeling thoughts today? Wouldn't it be nice to get that kit from Planet K today? Wouldn't it be nice to run an easy 3 today? Wouldn't it be nice to up our miles next week? Wouldn't it be nice to have more realizations? Wouldn't it be nice to level up again? Wouldn't it be nice to create an amazing experience with my thoughts today?

I want to experience something special today. I want to feel excitement. I want to feel like I'm uncovering buried treasure. I want to feel like I get an inside joke. I want to make up the joke. I want to find something magickal to hold onto. I want to feel the magick that is natural to me. I want to find the next logical step, the next step after ecstasy. Or at least ecstasy itself. I want to remember that everything is an indicator of my thoughts. I want to direct my thoughts. I want to feel good. I want to feel love. I want to feel joy. I want to feel pleasure. I want to feel ecstasy. I want to feel like I get it. I want confirmations from source. I want to do the work myself. I know I can do the work myself. I want to bring that feeling into my daily life. I want to find the next move. What is my next move?

I love writing these posts and finding a way to make myself feel better. I love that these posts put me in the flow. I love that the flow is magickal. I love that I am feeling inspired to illustrate it. I love that I can see what I want. I love that I have something to hold onto. I love that things make sense. I love that I can recreate the feeling I want, but even better. I love that I just have to let it go. I love that I can stop asking for day when it is night. It will be daytime again, I promise.

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