Good morning!! I am so grateful Christmas is over! I am so grateful we had a wonderful Christmas with my family! I am so grateful I vibrationally leveled up in a MASSIVE way! I am so grateful I have so much inspiration to write posts and get ready for the new year! I am so grateful we brought our own food to my parents'! I am so grateful we made our gifts! I am so grateful to my parents for all the wonderful gifts they gave us! I am so grateful to Michael for the amazing headphones! I am so grateful to Kerri for the perfect book! I am so grateful to Joy for such useful treasures like a hollow book with stationery and a laptop case (mine doesn't fit!) and a book on witchcraft!
I am so grateful for the Power Thought Cards by Louise Hay that my mom let us have! I am so grateful for all the physical manifestations in my body that occurred while at my parents' because I learned SO MUCH about how to better direct my thoughts! I am so grateful Kelly and I came home and put all our gifts away immediately! I am so grateful we immediately had a 3 hour long conversation that cleaned up any negative vibration I've EVER had about my family! How crazy is that?! Years of therapy condensed into one conversation! I'm so grateful I have my wonderful girlfriend who uplifts me and helps me and takes care of me! I am so grateful we get to REST now! I am so grateful we got to sleep for 12 hours last night! I am so grateful I got to go to sleep at 7:30pm! I am so grateful to experience contrast! I am so grateful everything is making WAY more sense now!
I am so grateful my sisters were home for Christmas. I'm so grateful Joy's boyfriend Josh got to spend Christmas with us. I love him! I am so grateful my parents are so generous with gifts. I am so grateful they have amazing pets to cuddle! I am so grateful we got to talk to MICHAEL on the phone on Christmas day! I can't wait for him to come home! He is such a sweetheart! I am so grateful he is up for some combat medal! He is a fucking hero! I am so grateful we also got to talk to my aunt, uncle and cousins on Christmas eve. We got to skype them and see video! It was SO heartwarming to see them after not spending Christmas with them for 5 years! We used to spend every Christmas with them... I am also so grateful that we got to talk to my grandparents yesterday, who I miss dearly! I am so grateful for the gifts they sent us! They are so thoughtful and my grandma and I have such similar taste! And I laugh just like her!
I am so grateful Kelly comes to Christmas at my parents. I am so grateful she is part of the family. I am so grateful we have our own cute little family in Austin. I am so grateful for her presence in my life. She is a complete vibrational match, a total uplifter, and my ONE and ONLY. I am so grateful to be so into monogamy right now! I am so grateful she always does such nice things for me. I am so grateful we are opposites in so many ways. I am so grateful she teaches me to take my time and relax. I am so grateful we get to live together and don't have to spend time apart!
I am so grateful that Kerri is home until February 1!! I am so grateful I get to spend so much time with her! I am so grateful she has an awesome comic blog, the BS Beast!! I love watching her attempt to extract value from every experience to translate into a funny comic! I LOVE HOW LIFESTREAMING TEACHES PEOPLE TO LOOK FOR THE VALUE IN EVERY SITUATION!
I am so grateful for our Christmas morning. I am so grateful that my parents show so much love for their children and their children's significant others. I am so grateful they have such a big warm house to keep everyone comfortable. I am so grateful they make every effort to make the holiday enjoyable. I am so grateful that I get to bring Kelly with me!!
I am so grateful for my sisters and brother, who are my closest friends and who will always be on my side. I am so grateful that we get along so well. I am so grateful that our relationships continue to grow and flourish the older we get. I am so grateful I get to spend so much time with each sibling. I am so grateful I've gotten to live in a city as an adult with each sibling. I am so grateful I got to live in Champaign and Chicago with Kerri. I am so grateful I get to live in Austin with Joy. I am so grateful I got to spend a summer in Champaign with Michael. I am so grateful for these precious, intelligent, generous, kind, loving people!
Today I intend to keep building momentum like CRAZY! Today I intend to feel good, all day. Today I intend to focus on what I want for the coming year. Today I intend to relax and enjoy the aftermath of Christmas. Today I intend to adore this stretch of time between Christmas and New Year's, when no one really expects ANYTHING out of ANYONE because everyone is on holiday.
Today I intend to feel focus. Focus feels like pinpoint attention. Focus feels like clean lines on white paper. Focus feels like CHOICE. Focus feels like FREEDOM from unwanted thoughts or feelings. Focus feels like flowing downstream. Focus feels like creativity. Focus feels like getting things done, for the pure enjoyment of getting things done. Focus feels like enjoying the process. Focus feels like recognizing the illusion that is reality and taking full advantage of it. Focus feels like helpful visual hallucinations. Focus feels like allowing Clair to flow through me. Focus feels like directing my thoughts and seeing the changes in physical reality immediately. Focus feels like LIVING IN REAL TIME. Focus feels like remembering to always think these thoughts:
- What do I want now?
- Wouldn't it be nice if...?
- What does Clair think?
Wouldn't it be nice if I wrote and published an excellent blog post today? Wouldn't it be nice to have a spinach smoothie for breakfast? Wouldn't it be nice to check off every item on my to do list? Wouldn't it be nice to get Confessions of an Heiress from the library? Wouldn't it be nice to read more of Flow? Wouldn't it be nice to get Kel's family's package all ready for mailing tomorrow? Wouldn't it be nice to record a fun podcast episode? Wouldn't it be nice to feel good all day? Wouldn't it be nice to dry the kale in the fridge? Wouldn't it be nice to make magick pellets finally? Wouldn't it be nice to go hang out at the Y today and do an easy workout? Wouldn't it be nice to talk to Clair while meditating today? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that while some people are emotionally lazy, I show up for work and do my job of directing my thoughts and feeling good EVERY SINGLE DAY?
Wouldn't it be nice to finish scanning another sketchbook today? Wouldn't it be nice to post our TPP toolbox episode and the #Mashpack unboxing episode? Wouldn't it be nice to backup my computer and my sites today? Wouldn't it be nice to execute some of the great ideas I've had lately? Wouldn't it be nice to go for a warm walk through Austin? Wouldn't it be nice to focus on the new year and my goals for it? Wouldn't it be nice to find something perfect to do on New Year's Eve, like clean the entire apartment or have a trippy art party?
Wouldn't it be nice if last night's dishes did themselves? Wouldn't it be nice if Pwny was a lap kitty too? Wouldn't it be nice if Pwny learned to love walks on her leash? Wouldn't it be nice to get back into gymnastics? Wouldn't it be nice to make more Bluehost referral sales today? Wouldn't it be nice to win more contests? Wouldn't it be nice to be friends with Paris Hilton? Wouldn't it be nice to do some tarot readings? Wouldn't it be nice to work on Michael's tattoo design? Wouldn't it be nice to achieve every goal I have for 2011? Wouldn't it be nice to think about what my 2011 goals currently are? Ok, let's do it ^_^
Goals for 2011
- To be in the vortex (i.e., FEEL GOOD) every single day of 2011
- To have 100,000 visitors a month to jessicamullen.com by March 12, 2011
- To have 1000 people signed up on the School of Life Design email list by March 12, 2011
- To have published a book called Make Your Life Your Living with Kelly by March 12, 2011
- To have a thriving podcast fanclub with over 100 members by March 12, 2011
- To talk to Clair on a daily basis and to write more from her perspective. (Maybe this means adding a "message from Clair" section to these daily Momentum Gathering posts.)
I love hearing Kelly wake up as I finish writing this. I love the idea of adding a "message from Clair" section to these posts!! I love that I will try to do that later... I love that I am transferring photos off the Nikon so I can work on that TPP episode later. I love that I get to make my spinach smoothie now! I love all the incredible vibrational progress Kelly and I made in our conversation yesterday. I love that my mom got us a new blender for Christmas! I love all my Christmas gifts, especially the Crazy Cruizer! I love that Kelly is up now! I love that she doesn't want to do anything today! I love that I get to play Pandora now! I love that I wrote my to do list for the day and went through all my emails already! I love that I turned the heat up to 78! I love that my core body temperature is so low! I love being vegan! I love bringing my own food to my parents'! I love my grandparents and my cousins and aunts and uncles and I love that I got to talk to them! I love listening to bebop! I love FOCUSING! I love that even if we spend the whole day in bed, I will still be productive and focused! I love that I can direct my thoughts in any situation! I love recognizing that some people are emotionally lazy and that is NOT MY PROBLEM! I love that I spent an hour crying with relief yesterday! I love that I learned to focus on positive aspects about Christmas! I love that Kelly and I teach each other so much every single day! I love living in Austin, I love living this illusory, trippy-ass life!