Good morning! Up at noon and ready to have the best day of my life! Today I am grateful that I've realized coffee isn't the worst thing in america right now, and if it helps get me out of bed then why not?
I'm grateful I woke up to exciting messages in my inbox (and my twitter box!) I'm grateful I got a good night's sleep full of freaky dreams. I'm grateful December rent is paid! I'm grateful I do avant garde work. I'm grateful there is nothing else in the world that makes sense. I'm grateful for the internet, which makes my work possible.
I'm grateful I learned to direct my thoughts, and that i did it in less time than it took me to learn how to read tarot or apply eyeliner. Not that those things are difficult to learn - I just wasn't learning them while in the vortex. I'm so grateful I understand the concept that feeling good feels good and everything is vibration. Emotion is vibration. We are radio tuners and transmitters, whatever we set our dials to receive is what we'll get. All of the universe is vibration.
I'm so grateful Kelly and i watched this PBS documentary on music last night. It tied music and emotion together so well, but of course! I'm also grateful we got to watch a couple episodes of the Simple Life, which is hands down the best reality TV I've ever seen ;)
Today I intend to feel good and do nothing but things that make me feel good. Today I intend to remember that I am god and I create my reality. Today I intend to think thoughts that feel good. Today I intend to feel energized and full of love and life and passion. Today I intend to breathe more. Today I intend to drink more water. Today I intend to love myself unconditionally. Today I intend to lifestream like crazy. Today I intend to document all the little things that make me feel good. Today I intend to use my phone like a magick wand. Today I intend to think magickally. Today I intend to adore my physical body. Today I intend to eat the things I have planned. Today I intend to feel REALLY GOOD!
Today I intend to show Kelly how much I love and appreciate her. Today I intend to think fondly of my friends and family. Today I intend to have my mind blown! Today I intend to level up, again! Today I intend to record a new podcast. Today I intend to do the things I've been putting off. Today I intend to live my life to the fullest. Today I intend to have fun and love where I am right now. Today I intend to remember that I'm on the right path. Today I intend to allow well being to flow through me. Today I intend to allow inspiration to flow through me. Today I intend to let Clair write lesson 8. Today I intend to feel better than ever before!
Wouldn't it be nice to return all my emails this morning? Wouldn't it be nice to make progress on Lesson 8 after publishing this post? Wouldn't it be nice to make tacos? Wouldn't it be nice to chill with our friends again soon? Wouldn't it be nice to go to hip hop dance class tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to get some sun today? Wouldn't it be nice to follow my inspiration today? Wouldn't it be nice to go with the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like everything is in its place? Wouldn't it be nice to publish that TPP ep we've been meaning to publish for a couple days now? Wouldn't it be nice to promote the fan club a little bit? Hahah, check that one off my list.
Wouldn't it be nice to do that baptism episode sometime soon? Wouldn't it be nice to sell my phone today? Wouldn't it be nice to take care of all my piddly admin shit so I didn't have to have it on my list anymore? Wouldn't it be nice to cook some food for our friends today? Wouldn't it be nice to watch more movies in bed tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to have every night feel like a sleepover? Wouldn't it be nice to have really satisfying meditation today? Wouldn't it be nice to start scanning my sketchbooks again when Kelly wakes up?
Wouldn't it be nice to feel brilliant ideas flowing into me faster than I can write them down? Wouldn't it be nice to feel good all day today? Wouldn't it be nice if directing my thoughts was as natural as breathing? Wouldn't it be nice to always remember to direct my thoughts? Wouldn't it be nice to keep coming up with awesome visual metaphors? Wouldn't it be nice to do more illustrations on my phone? Wouldn't it be nice to create some beautiful images in Photoshop? Wouldn't it be nice to feel ahead of the game? Wouldn't it be nice to feel successful and sexy and confident and beautiful and strong and charming and bewitching and full of relief? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of resistance? Wouldn't it be nice to focus on what I want all day? Wouldn't it be nice to find the "theme" of the day? Wouldn't it be nice to find that one good feeling thought to latch onto for the whole day? In the past they have been:
- Your higher self is Clair and she can speak through you.
- You can transform your physical body by allowing well being to flow through it.
- Life is a video game.
- Visualize getting what you want to figure out how to get there.
I love directing my thoughts! I love taking the time to write these magick spells every morning! I love that they really are magick spells! I love that they are my work! I love watching documentaries about sound and vibration. I love thinking about vibration. I love that thinking about vibration creates vibrations. God how cool! I love that thinking about the true nature of reality is so fun and exciting! I love that things make sense when I think about reality as vibrational! I love that I am more devoted to directing my thoughts than I ever imagined I could be, I love that it all makes more sense than any religion I've ever learned about. I love that I know I have so much more to learn. I love that one day I'll look back at these posts and be like "whoa I'm so glad I know so much more now". I love that I can never go back to thinking that life "happens" to me. I love that I take full and complete responsibility for what occurs in my experience. I love that life is so much more satisfying when you take responsibility for your thoughts, actions and experiences. I love that you really can control your thoughts! I love that we are not powerless. I love that we don't have to wallow in bad feelings. I love that I can choose to focus on the good in life. I love that life is meant to be fun! I love watching other people enjoy life and be successful. I love appreciating beauty. I love appreciating the success of others. I love helping other people. I love feeling like I have something to offer. I love feeling useful. I love feeling needed. I love feeling intelligent. I love that Kelly got straight As all through high school. I love that she scored a point higher than me on the ACT. I love that I was really good at standardized tests. I love that school was always so fun, my whole life. Even when people made fun of me, it was fun because I had a best friend.
I love remembering the good parts of my life. I love that I don't really have any "bad" parts. I love having zero regrets. I love that it's chilly outside. I love wearing this cute walmart coat. I love that I don't care what you think about me if I shop at walmart. I love not giving a fuck. I love having plenty of money to buy things like incense and tomatoes. I love eating massive amounts of tomatoes. I love eating a plant based diet. I love that vegan food tastes better than animal food. I love that I've been vegan for 11 months and 18 days. I love thinking about doing something special on our 1 year vegan anniversary. I love that my sister Kerri is visiting in 2 weeks!!!!! YAY!! I love feeling excited about the holidays! I love hanging out with Kerri! I love that I'm going to record her album for her! I love that she might play some shows in Austin! I love that she's a musician! I love that she can sing! I love that she's staying with a friend of mine and Joy's! I love that she let me borrow her guitar! I love thinking about music! I love thinking about playing music with Kelly today! I love thinking about the endless possibilities for things that we can do! I love expansion! I love working myself up the emotional scale! I love that I spend most of my time in the vortex!